Dear Nobody’s Daughter, to Live Through This, you scrape off your Celebrity Skin; you know full well that you’re Pretty On The Inside...
HOW TO GET INTO HOLE?
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Aimed at @saintfrancis-ofassisi and whomever wants to get into Hole...
HOLE is an American nineties’s kinderwhore band with a turbulent line-up and pure chaotic gold for music yet overshadowed by the controversial image of the lead singer and frontwoman of the band, Courtney Love. A staple in the grunge scene, the critically acclaimed sophomore record Live Through This of 1994 marked a peak in Hole’s career although the band was gaining audience for their 1991 debut: Pretty On The Inside. Celebrity Skin, the 1998 album, proved Hole’s peak which was rightly concluded by 2010’s Nobody’s Daughter thus finishing the legacy of Hole.
DO TRY Hole if you are into: Jack Off Jill, Bratmobile, Nirvana, Babes In Toyland, L7, Veruca Salt, Mommy Long Legs, Bikini Kill, Lunachicks, et cetera. Or, if you’d like to try something dolly and chaotic with an edge of feminism and aggression. I promise, listening to Hole makes you feel like a doll.
DO NOT TRY Hole if you’re a filthy misogynist who can’t stand the fact that the wife of a popular artist does in fact make good music on her own.
Yes, Courtney Love is a cunt, but she makes good music. Seperate the artist from the art.
If you’re still present here, welcome! Now, moving onto the actual guide...
FIRSTLY, I think to decode this, we’d have to learn about the albums individually. Of course, I’m going to leave my recommendation for listening, but to best suit yourself, you can find your own way around with the descriptions I give for each of these albums...
“ PRETTY ON THE INSIDE ”
Slut-kiss girl... PRETTY ON THE INSIDE of 1991 is about beauty, which is the life as a sex-worker about Courtney Love’s time as a sex-worker. It includes Courtney Love on vocals and rhythm guitar, Eric Erlandson on lead guitar, Jill Emery on bass, Caroline Rue on drums, produced by Kim Gordon of Sonic Youth and Don Fleming of Gumball.
tracklist. TEENAGE WHORE, BABYDOLL, GARBADGE MAN, SASSY, GOOD SISTER—BAD SISTER, MRS. JONES, BERRY, LOADED, STARBELLY, PRETTY ON THE INSIDE, CLOUDS.
IF YOU WANT... angry, chaotic, messy and sloppily mixed music that is very heady and makes you feel like a doll, listen to this album first.
Blending elements of punk rock, the album features distorted and alternating guitar compositions, screaming vocals from Love, and “sloppy punk ethics”, a style which the band would later distance themselves from, opting for a less abrasive sound on subsequent releases. Love’s lyrics on the album are often presented in an abstract narrative form, and describe disparate scenes of graphic violence, death, and female sexuality. The record was dedicated to Rob Ritter of the Los Angeles punk rock acts the Bags and The Gun Club. [< source, wikipedia.
If you want a more refined yet more depressed version of this album, migrate to Live Through This after; if you want a more refined and self-assured, slightly sarcastic but honest record after this listen, go to Celebrity Skin.
FUN FACT: the song BABYDOLL is allegedly inspired by Madonna.
“ LIVE THROUGH THIS ”
Miss Worlds... LIVE THROUGH THIS of 1994 is about the changes that come with marriage and motherhood, themes mainly being motherhood, body image, depression, child abuse and elitism. It includes Courtney Love on vocals and rhythm guitar, Eric Erlandson on lead guitar, Kristen Pfaff on bass, Patty Schemel on drums, produced by Paul Q. Kolderie and Sean Slade.
tracklist. VIOLET, MISS WORLD, PLUMP, ASKING FOR IT, JENNIFER’S BODY, DOLL PARTS, CREDIT IN A STRAIGHT WORLD, SOFTER, SOFTEST, SHE WALKS ON ME, I THINK THAT I WOULD DIE, GUTLESS, ROCK STAR.
IF YOU WANT... a tragic and softly edgy listen with a harsh sensibility and pure womanly depression scrawled all over, listen to this album first.
Live Through This marked a departure from the band’s noise rock roots toward a more alternative rock format. Love had sought a more mellow sound for Live Through This. The resulting music was starkly less aggressive than the band's former work, blending more structured melodies and smoother arrangements with heavy guitar riffs. Consequently, this featured a mixture of songwriting techniques, including use of power chords as well as arpeggios, and occasional use of keyboards. [< source, wikipedia.
If you want a tougher, rawer, more journal-entry music than this, migrate to Pretty On The Inside; if you want a more refined and self-assured, slightly sarcastic but honest record after this listen, go to Celebrity Skin.
FUN FACT: Courtney Love’s late husband Kurt Cobain does backing vocals on ASKING FOR IT.
“ CELEBRITY SKIN ”
Petals... CELEBRITY SKIN of 1998 is about the lost people, the more opulent Los Angeles and Californian culture, about the promises and agonies of Southern California; it was aimed to divulge greatly from the grunge sound of before. It includes Courtney Love on vocals and rhythm guitar, Eric Erlandson on lead guitar, Melissa Auf der Maur on bass, Patty Schemel on drums, produced by Michael Beinhorn.
tracklist. CELEBRITY SKIN, AWFUL, HIT SO HARD, MALIBU, REASONS TO BE BEAUTIFUL, DYING, USE ONCE & DESTROY, NORTHERN STAR, BOYS ON THE RADIO, HEAVEN TONIGHT, PLAYING YOUR SONGS, PETALS.
IF YOU WANT... a rock-fueled pop sound with many lyrics that are references and have layered meanings, a comforting almost listen, listen to this album first.
The band sought to use Los Angeles and the state of California as a unifying theme and began writing what they conceived as a “California album” in 1997. Unlike Hole's previous releases, the final songs on Celebrity Skin featured instrumental contributions from several musicians outside the band, primarily Billy Corgan, who co-wrote the musical arrangements on five songs. Auf der Maur's former bandmate Jordon Zadorozny, as well as Go-Go's guitarist Charlotte Caffey, also contributed to the composition of one track. Frontwoman Courtney Love, who wrote all of the lyrics, named the album and its title track after a poem she had written that was influenced by T. S. Eliot's The Waste Land. Motifs of water and drowning are also prominent throughout the album, as well as recurring themes of angels, Heaven and stars. [< source, wikipedia.
If you want a tougher, rawer, more journal-entry music than this, migrate to Pretty On The Inside; if you want a grungier yet more depressed version of this album, migrate to Live Through This after.
FUN FACT: Love clarified that she had derived the album name from a short-lived band in Los Angeles named Celebrity Skin, as well as a bootleg pornographic magazine featuring nude candid photos of celebrities.
“ NOBODY’S DAUGHTER ”
Dirty Girls... NOBODY’S DAUGHTER of 2010 is about the time of rehabilitation that Courtney Love went through after a long cocaine addiction and legal troubles following that, written in rehabilitation; about feeling lost, confused. It was supposed to be a solo album of Love’s, but was made to be Hole’s last album after their 2002 dissolution. It includes Courtney Love on vocals and rhythm guitar, Micko Larkin on lead guitar, Shawn Dailey on bass, Stu Fisher on drums, produced by Michael Beinhorn, Micko Larkin, and Linda Perry.
tracklist. NOBODY’S DAUGHTER, SKINNY LITTLE BITCH, HONEY, PACIFIC COAST HIGHWAY, SAMANTHA, SOMEONE ELSE’S BED, FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE, LETTER TO GOD, LOSER DUST, HOW DIRTY GIRLS GET CLEAN, NEVER GO HUNGRY.
I DO NOT RECOMMEND LISTENING TO THIS ALBUM VERY FIRSTLY, but, IF YOU WANT... a polished and the most mainstream-sounding of the four albums, sad, confused, lost record written during rehabilitation, this is your key.
Before the album’s release, former Hole guitarist Eric Erlandson publicly disputed Love’s use of the Hole name, claiming it violated a previous agreement between the two, which Love contested. On its release, Nobody’s Daughter received generally mixed reviews from music critics, with some praising its instrumentation and lyrics, while others criticized it for its folk rock elements as well as production issues and Love’s vocals. Despite this, Love said in 2010 that she considered it the best record she had made. [< source, wikipedia.
If you want a tougher, rawer, more journal-entry music than this, migrate to Pretty On The Inside; if you want a grungier yet more depressed version of this album, migrate to Live Through This after; if you want a similar but more scattered listen, to Celebrity Skin.
FUN FACT: The painting on the cover is of Marie Antoinette and the tracklist page has the edited background of a painting of Anne Boleyn.
MY RECOMMENDED PATHWAYS...
Lastly...
HOLE is a kinderwhore band, which is minutely distinct from riot grrrl. And, Courtney Love has a lot of beef with, to be honest, mostly everyone. So, yeah... For example, Babes In Toyland, a band often mentioned in the same vein as Hole, has their frontwoman, Kat Bjelland, in hatred with Love. I do not recommend looking up to these people as people, but please do try their music.
Die, cry, adore Hole.
FUN FACT: My favourite Hole album is Pretty On The Inside!
Dear Nobody’s Daughter, to Live Through This, you scrape off your Celebrity Skin; you know full well that you’re Pretty On The Inside...
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☆| interests: all forms of artistic expression, music, art, literature, fashion, photography, film, everything
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☆| learning to play the bass
☆| Hobbies: drawing, painting, writing, sewing, fashion, makeup, photography, etc… I lost my art to 5 years of mental/chronic illness combined with bad decisions. I’m currently trying to get it back.
☆| Music: Hole, Placebo, Jack Off Jill, Nirvana, The Cure, Pixies, Iggy Pop/The Stooges, PJ Harvey, Sonic Youth, David Bowie, Pink Floyd, Blondie, Depeche Mode, Nico, The Velvet Underground, Ladytron, Scarling, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Fleshwater, NewDad, Joy Division, Black Box Recorder, The Birthday Massacre, Alice Glass, DeathbyRomy, Sofia Isella, Lana Del Rey, Starbenders, Alt Blk Era, Violent Vira, Jazmin Bean, Ashnikko, Siiickbrain, Slayyyter, Cobrah
☆| Movies: The Crow, The Lure, American Mary, Christine F., The Crow: City of Angels, Only Lovers Left Alive, Sid and Nancy, Gregg Araki’s Teen Apocalypse Trilogy, Labyrinth, Tank Girl, Party Monster, American Satan, Ginger Snaps, Train Spotting, Factory Girl, Trouble Every Day, Last Night in SoHo
☆| Shows: Penny Dreadful, Yellowjackets, Brand New Cherry Flavor, Vampires (Netflix France), Baby (Netflix Italy), Star Trek: The Next Generation, The X-Files, The Borgias, Harlots, Russian Doll, Wir Kinder Vom Bahnof Zoo (2021)
☆| Books: The Modern Faerie Tale Trilogy, The Poison Eaters and Other Stories, Holly Black. Zoo Station, Christiane Felscherinow. And I Don’t Want to Live This Life, Deborah Spungen. Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland, Lewis Carrol. Frankenstein, Mary Shelley. The Lord of the Rings, J.R.R. Tolkien. Miss Peregrines Home for Peculiar Children, Ransom Riggs. Daughter of Smoke and Bone, Laini Taylor. Nana, Ai Yazawa.
☆| Fashion/Style Icons: Sarah from the Crow: City of Angels, I’ve been obsessed since I first saw her at about 13/14. I have 90’s copies of the comic they made after the second Crow movie came out. In the back there’s an interview with Mia Kirshner about her vibe/style/look in the movie and I’ve never gotten over it. Also; Courtney Love, Nancy Spungen, Edie Sedgwick, Debbie Harry
☆| feminist, punk, pro lgbtq, pro choice, pro harm reduction, mental health advocate, pro recovery
☆| TW: occasional venting about ed, sa, sh, bpd, trauma in general. I’m not encouraging any of my behavior.
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