devil with the black dress on

dolly | she / it | demigirl | bisexual

[doll-meat]

Is it worth holding on to, man idk.

[doll-meat]

Man I sure hope I can get some good rest tonight!!!

oh she’s- she’s not responding to you? Begging for you to leave her so she can be punished? And I’m saying everything into this microphone like a complete fool??

[doll-meat]

I’m going to make her beg

[doll-meat]

I’m deserving of punishment but oh my god please don’t change you can slap me choke me out but please don’t look at me different please please I feel like I’m dying she fucking hates me her perspective changed I wish I could just fix things why can’t I just remember dude why can’t I be better for her she’s smoking cigarettes again because of me I can’t I can’t I love her so much that I feel so sick when something shifts I can’t eat I can’t move why why am I such a mess

[doll-meat]

I just want to be saved

[doll-meat]

self portrait

[doll-meat]

I’m just going in circles at this point this isn’t like any of our other arguments she won’t talk to me she won’t speak to me I’m spiraling so hard the one other person I want to talk to isn’t picking up and I’m looking at the exacto knives on my desk with such want I feel so crazy I’m so fucking worthless I just want to talk to someone I trust before I hurt myself make myself bleed to ask for forgiveness god please make it fucking stop

[doll-meat]

self portrait

[doll-meat]

oh she hates me she doesn’t want anything to do with me I’m gonna be alone again and she’ll go on to find someone better won’t she

[doll-meat]

should I starve myself tonight as punishment

[doll-meat]

I teased I baited my girlfriend yelled at me and like girl how are you surprised at the consequences I’m kicking myself why did I say that

[doll-meat]

this birth control has me all kinds of fucked up vro

[doll-meat]

[doll-meat]

Polka Dots!

[doll-meat]

Now for my monthly my girlfriend doesn’t care about me schizo post because I spiral so damn hard I make myself dizzy. an apology wouldn’t even satisfy me, I at the least just want more than I like it or it’s good, you didn’t even bring up the entire painted piece I made for us :( and that makes me sad. How much do I have to say it hurts with a tight throat for you to ask me to stay

[please-dont-look-for--me-deacti]

Moechu presents... Gothic Lolita pngs! ~ do not credit me

[doll-meat]

maybe killing myself would get her to notice me

[vampiresdark]

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