We're often told to do what makes us feel good not realizing all isn't good for us. I've found myself renting my body, mind, and soul to people who couldn't wrap their mind around how priceless and precious I am. I was drunk in my damages, not thinking I'd be good enough for a relationship to last longer than a year. I found myself compromising my comfortability and my confidence to not be left alone not realizing I was alone even in relationship. Its all a sham. Feeling closeness when a person is inside of you. It's so counterfeit. When I say having the presence of the Holy Spirit with you and working through you is like no other feeling, no other place in the world. There is no man or woman that can fulfill your wants, needs, and desires the way God can. I choose the living water so that I may never thirst again. So I may not continue to gargle the Gatorade of guys that see nothing in me past their own pleasure. It won't be easy but it is so worth it. My body is not my own. It is a temple, a mansion for my Father God to kick it, to heal, to enlighten, to bring joy, to use for His glory. Anything outside of that can watch from the gates. The guards will not be letting you in. To my future husband (if its in God's will), I pray God is pruning, preparing, and healing you for the moment we meet. P.S. Its lit ova here shawty 🤣so get ready to laugh, be loved on, to build a legacy, and fully prepared to lead and cover me in the Word of God. I love so much. Ack right please Thanks to @shakiaseabrook22 @thesexlesstribe @godlywaiting for reassuring me that sustaining my purity and pursuing and surrending to God fully is the greatest gain. #Celibate #Abstinence #WorthTheWait #HelpMeJesus #KingdomKing #GodlyUnionEnRoute #UnlessYouWaitingWeNotDating #FleeTemptation #AGoodThing #BornAgain #Free #Deliverance https://www.instagram.com/golden_ruled/p/CXMb1CQOcUh/?utm_medium=tumblr
