#kingprompto

[liquidcatt]

Happy Birthday lovely!!! I hope you have a fab day!

I am having a fab day thank you♥

[denofwoe]

2, 82, 102

2. Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?

Nope.

82. Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?

Hell no. I usually try and keep to myself as much as possible.

102. Are you too shy to ask someone out?

Definitely. Probably because I keep my feelings to myself a lot so I don’t know if someone likes me back and I may have a slight fear of rejection. Admitting any sort of feeling like that always makes me really uncomfortable, so I don’t both usually.

[denofwoe]

8, 22, 53

08: Played any sports?

I used to play Badminton and Lacrosse a lot in high school but since I left, I...haven’t. I’ve played Badminton a couple of times since but not consistently. Though I’ve been talking with a friend about picking up Badminton again at Uni since they have the courts, equipment and a team for it, but we'll see.

22. Do you want to have kids? How many?

LIKE FUCK DO I WANT KIDS. In other words; no, no I do not. Not in the slightest. I’m not pushing a baby out of my vagina thank you. I’ll get a dog, that shall be my child.

53. What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

I think it was brush my teeth (or take a sleeping pill, either of those) before I actually got into bed. Then I watched part of movie for a little while to help myself drift off.

[hintata-kun]

I was tagged by the lovely lady, Aria (who makes fun even funner). I didn’t realy understand this, but then I read it about 3 times and I finally understood what to do for things like this. ’

Hello Hello, Jang Geun Suk

“ Dapdaphan geori wireul seoseongideon naege Seuchyeo deullineun mushimhan geu hanmadi “

A rough translation would be “I was standing by a street when your indifferent words grazed by me”

I watch too much Korean dramas.

Independence, Tokiya Ichinose [Mamoru Miyano]

“Kamen goshi no JASUTISU risouron de busou no FEISU”

I really like the lyrics, it means, “Behind the mask of justice, Is a face armed with ideals”

Catchy and cute. UtaPri music is music for my soul. //listens to UtaPri music on a daily basis

Never Again, Disturbed

“All that I have left inside, Is a soul that's filled with pride” 

One of the metal bands I got into. It was a dark time when I first listened to them.

The Animal, Disturbed

“We both shall die... in hell tonight.”

Something I could also relate to, especially when sitting for jury duty.

Abnormalize, Ling Tosite Shigure

“Me ni mieru mono dake no “sekai” genshou Abakidaseru kana” 

I just really like this song, the meaning and Psycho Pass.

Tears Don’t Fall, Bullet For My Valentine

“Your tears don't fall, they crash around me Her conscience calls, the guilty to come home” 

I guess I really like my fair share of metal. 

All My Life, KCI and Jojo

And all my life, baby, baby, I've prayed for someone like you, And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby All my life I've prayed for someone like you And I hope that you feel the same way too Yes, I pray that you do, love me

THIS SONG. I wanted this song to play at my wedding but ow I don’t think I’ll ever will. Still, relationship goals are still in this song. I will forever love this song until the day I die.

Knocking on the Mind, Masato Hijirikawa [Kenichi Suzumura]

"Shinjiru" koto wo wakeaou... “

I really liked the meaning of this song when Masato sang it for Haruka. 

Unbalanced Kiss, Yu Yu Hakusho Ending

“Looking into a broken mirror..”

Who doesn’t remember the Yu Yu Hakusho days with the dumb Kuwabara, the hot-head Yusuke, the passive Hiei and the calm and collected Kurama? This song just brings me back.

Never Say Never, TKDz2b

“Find true happiness... in this world.”

Dangan Ronpa was a real game. With bunches of murder and thinking. I love

That took a while but here it is. I’m a pretty lonely person so anyone can do it.... king-prompto, goronruby, ireallywasborntomeetyou, themoonarcana

[nayrudo-a]

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I will be playing games and stalking you

excellent and maybe ill text u too because i miss u ):

[nayrudo-a]

king-prompto replied to your post

you ok?

i am now kinda but before i was so heated that i literally wanted to cry

[nayrudo-a]

king-prompto

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“I’m literally shaking I want to cry so bad my anxiety won’t let up”

babe what's wrong?

king-prompto

im in no way innocent of this because

my friend is guilting in and its an incredibly long story but long story short:

he fell for me and i told him that i didnt feel the same for him so he decided to buy things for me and then when i told him that objects werent going to buy my love for him he accepted it and he kept asking me what i thought of him and i always said that i dont feel like this for you and i never will i cant tell what the future will bring but i dont want to get your hopes up so lol

so then he still buys me stuff and i tell him ill owe him back one day because of all the things he bought me he thinks i owe him my life lmao and i dont have any money so i cant get him anything and he said thats fine he wants cuddles and stuff and i get REALLY uncomfortable with any physical interaction esp with dudes and ppl i dont feel anything for but the physical interaction is a big no no for me

so he still gets all mopey and says its okay and always brings up the 'well i know u wont give me that lol' and at this point he thinks its an excuse but ??????????????/ why would i make excuse about things that make me REALLY uncomfortable and stuff??? sorry about being selfish and not wanting to go into a panic attack attack l ike fuck off

so there goes some drama when i go to visit him in april and i was with someone at the time and he didnt know and he told me 'i wouldnt have brought you up here if i knew you were with him??' and there was some issues around the guy i was dating (which was the worst idea i ever made what was i thinking well) because the guy was in love with me so he continued to talk about how he felt and yeah i understand youre hanging out with a person youre in love with but theyre with you and you cant do anything so

he makes me feel like constant shit any time he talked to me and then after i was done visiting him i ,,,,,,,,, ugh

so then fast forward to now he clarified some things and i thought we were over the past because what happened was what happened but he brings it up AGAIN for the 10th time because hes in the military and hes being shipped out in august so he wants to come down the fourth of july weekend (which is when you know when im busy so i cant do anything) so he does the whole 'xD if you cant make it/go im going to take it as you dont care about me so then that lets me know :P' and

he has the worst habit of assuming me for any little thing its exhausting and clearly i ignore it most of the time  and at this point he has made it more than obvious that im: extremely selfish, i dont think about anyone AT ALL besides myself, i'm the worst friend in the history, im rude, extremely ungrateful, and the biggest piece of shit ever and yeah i admit im selfish ive been selfish since i was little and its really hard not to think so but ive been thinking of getting better and becoming more selfless i hope that happens one day

anyways and i also im the biggest piece of shit its a cycle and u might not think so but i know me more than anyone and im sure its not my anxiety talking  okay whatever were getting off topic

so im like 'so.,,,,,,,,, if i cant go??? if im not able because im BUSY!! then i dont care about you?' and he goes 'yeah kinda' because he thinks i can avoid the whole thing and that if i REALLY wanted t osee him then i would make it and hang out with him but he doesnt know that my dad is the most stubborn person and i dont have a car so i cant freely drive to the place he wants me to go then back at my dads so hes expecting all this stuff that I CANT DO

so he brings up the past stuff 'you have no respect for me' 'you hurt me but its in the past so its w/e now' 'babysitting your dads dogs is clearly more important than me even tho im supposidly your friend; forgot how you always come first'  and then he uses 'if that didnt mean anything to you then it wouldnt have gotten you riled up lol'

ITS LITERALLY SO FUCKING EXHAUSTING to hear this all the fucking time and assuming and telling me constantly im shit a shit person and a shit friend who doesnt deserve anything or anyone lmfao so my anxiety acts up because this is liek the 10th time he confronts me about the same subject but u think i would have gotten used to it  but my anxiety worsens every time and j ust

its exhausting for him to assume constant shit about u looks down upon you because he thinks u give him assumptions about not wanting to date him beCAUSE U DONT LIKE HIM LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  but u kn ow its obviously something deeper than that buys me all this shit only for him to remind me 'oh yeah i bought all of that for u i dont even get anything in return anyways lmfao used to it' when he said that he doesnt care or mind but then when u get deeper HE DOES and he wants something out of it and theres very limited i can give him  ., ,,,,,,,,

he wnted a date the last time i was down and i said yes before i dated the guy so i had to call it off and this obviously bummed him out and i feel for him but i m sorry that things dont always go his way

basi cally im just done with everything he has to say about m e and  its just ,,, im so exhausted and tired literally trying to fix myself but jsut ugh  

[nayrudo-a]

king-prompto

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“trying to find rp blogs to follow: the struggle”

I would do prompto but there's so many ff people and I'm lazy

well if u ever do it then heres noctis <: