Since I want to explore my general kintype vibes some more, I want to talk about the wheels within wheels thing. I have that...In my chest. And when I'm meditating I can cause it to expand to many times my body size. And it also generates divine fire and I can feel it rising up my entire body. Let me kind of explain visually what it's like? It glows blue with my heartbeat and is gold metal and blue light. (Kind of like this but with gold. Yes, like iron man. Lol.)
It rises out of my chest when I'm in that shifted state for lack of a better term and expands while kind of rotating gyroscopically like this:
...but for the most part stays in there. When I'm really juiced up it starts to whirr audibly (Upstairs) and I've done things like blow up double walled mugs and fuses (Sealed Vacuums) and blow out internet connections and shit. And the divine fire...Well, I haven't figured out any other better way to describe it visually:
I still feel kind of silly telling people about this kind of thing. There's more features I haven't mentioned to many people but also, like...It's part of me and it's time to unlearn shame in the face of the truth goddamn it.
