Jul 8
You were still just a little blue eyed baby when you were fished from our hedge, in which you sat and screamed and screamed and screamed til someone came to rescue you. And you grew into the most gentle natured, most loving cat in the world while you watched your two best friends come and go and you became a big brother. Bye bye, Kiki. Thank you for 12 wonderful years.
#how do i even tag this properly ummmmm#pet loss#pet death#i typed in pet and the first suggested tag was daddys little pet#um no i dont think so!#kiorra#it happened on saturday but it still just hits me sometimes#if i want to go and cuddle a cat i cant anymore. we still have scoot ofc but shes not a cuddler anymore shes too cool for that#on his last night i held him and he purred and purred til he settled his little chin on my shoulder and went off to sleep#and to sit there with him knowing he'd be gone by noon the next day was one of the worst things ive ever felt#at least hes not in pain anymore but man. i miss him. id never complain about his stinky food again if it meant one more day with him#whenever sister would come to collect him from our gaming sessions so he could go to bed she'd always make him wave goodbye to me#and it just hits me randomly every now and then that i wont have that again#and its kinda not just him im grieving. its his kind of. uh. legacy? too#when max died he was there. when gran died he was there. when hildi died he was there. and now he's gone too#its sort of the burning of the last bridge to My Childhood if i want to get psychological about it. and you know me i love psychology#so yeah idk. this is one that im gonna be dealing with for a while. pet your cats for me everyone#z speaks#love you and miss you sweet peppers
