This whole year, I've been really upset about my weight. I felt "fat" and unhappy with how I look about myself that I would starve myself just to feel that "skinniness" that I desired so bad. But in the last few months of 2011 I just stopped caring how I was going to lose all that weight. My friends made me realized that they'll love me just the way I am and that I am beautiful even if I'm not a size 2. Because if I was that skinny, I would not have my "ESSUUUUU LINNNEUUUUU!!" or the backside to make people go "DAAAAAMMNNN!"
Kimchilove, Kitoru I seriously love you guys. Thanks for making me come to my senses. All the homo, 5-ever <3
So instead of losing weight thinking "omg I need to look this certain way"' or " these girls are so skinny I just want to be like them" I'm going to think positive for once. And when I did, I lost more weight than I ever did in the beginning of the year. Negativity brought me down this year and I'm not going to let that happen again.
I started 2011 weighing in 137. It's New years eve and I now weigh 125
So BRING IT 2012! I'm going to be so fucking happy/healthy this year I'll make you cry and then make you sit in front of a bag of onions so you cry some more!!