Wishes For When I'm With Him
@rivendellwatch
*I lay in bed as I often do, beeatrice the kitty bee I received from a friend, a blanket that holds me, tea, bread, and honey. Though this time my comfort is amplified by the cozy pair of socks I received before this wonderful event.*
*I take a breath and then begin to scribe a daydream I often have about my visits with Celebrimbor.*
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-Celebrimbor had spent all day in the forge and promised to spend the rest of the night with me, as was usual upon my arrival for visits. I always arrive at night. Despite the avoidance of battle since my revival, I still remember the carnage of my beloved’s gorgeous city. The guilt is always heavy, even as time has reset.-
Adar- *However, I do my best to avoid these thoughts. Tonight is for us, and I would like desperately to hold him in a cozy place. My mouse is easily overworked without realizing it. So, at the very least, I can be the one to make sure he slows down. Once we are in the guest quarters, Celebrimbor and I lounge together in the coziest place in the room. Though I enjoy the fireplace, I make sure it is unlit and the room is instead lit by candles. The fireplace still evokes a fit of unwanted nostalgia in him for that “thing”. To this day, I am still unsure how he can tolerate working in that forge due to certain events. But, again, I put those thoughts from my mind lest I want to ruin our enchanting mood.*
* Speaking of unsettling thoughts, I notice my elven beauty eyeing the fireplace.* I know that look. Shall I help you forget? * I lay on top of the timid mouse, hoping my weight would ground him. With a sweet trîl in my throat, I nuzzle against his cheek and then lock lips. Then, with gentle fingers, I massage his shoulders. I do my best to mind my claws from digging into his skin.*
Celebrimbor- *He indeed was beginning to feel a growing pain in his chest. This is, of course, interrupted by my act. A grateful giggle escapes his lips.* Yes, uial nin (my twilight), I think I would like that very much. *He wraps his arms around me and kisses my nose, then my lips.* Do I get to hold my darling kitten tonight? *He asked while reaching for the brush he always seemed to lay out for me during my visits.*
Adar- That depends. Will you allow me to hold you in a place without reminders? *I give him a look that is a mix of concern and seriousness.*
Celebrimbor- * He lets out a heavy sigh* Yes, but… I just know you like them. And-
Adar- *I give him a flat, unimpressed expression, cutting him off.* Perhaps I do. That does not mean I will force you to be in the presence of one simply for the sake of my enjoyment. What I enjoy far more is for my mouse to be content with a smile. *I then lift to lick his lips, A very loving gesture in my culture. Then I stand stretching*
Celebrimbor- Adar, what are you- *He lets out a gasp of surprise as I pick him up, carrying him like a bride to a room that we have used before.*
*He crosses his arms with a little huff* Was that truly necessary? I’m fine to wal-
Adar- *I smirk with a chuckle, cutting him off with another lick across his lips when I lay him on the bed. His retort only sends my lovesick heart thumping harder.* Yes, stubborn mouse, it was necessary. *I snicker, licking his nose.*
Celebrimbor- uh! Well- *Before he can playfully get ruffled, he simmers down for me, letting out a sweet little hum. He smiles brightly with rosy cheeks.*
Adar- *I chuckle again with a smile of my own* That is the face I’ve been yearning to see.* Then I crawl on top of him, pûrring to soothe his nerves further. It is loud and likely can be heard from the hall by any guards and staff. I feel myself quickly falling into the mindset that my mouse requested. To move my headspace deeper, I continue to give him urukish licks of love and nuzzle my face and nose against his skin while we snuggle in a blanket. I practically loaf like bread on his strong chest. A warbling soft growl leaves my throat as I nuzzle my face against his hair.*
*Though I may pin him now, I am his pet. He has all the power to remove me if he pleases. We are both aware of this boundary.*
Celebrimbor- * He lets out a relieving sigh, and I feel his tense body finally relax beneath me. His voice softens and his breath soon becomes far more fragile* Thank you uial nin (my twilight)... I’ve missed you so…I’ve missed us… Miue nin (my kitten) * He whimpers with emotion rising in his voice.*
Adar- *I let out a particularly low rumbling trîl in response to his distress. My pûrring soon intensifies, as I’m hoping to soothe him.*
*However, when I hear a knock at the door, I curl myself around him, letting out a defensive uruk growl that most of us are known for. I wrap my arms around him and pull him closer to my chest. The door cracks open, and seeing that it is not a child, another lover, or a personal friend of mine, I let out a vicious hiss and growl, low, ready to shred the stranger out of primal instinct.*
Celebrimbor- Shhhhh darling, it’s ok.* He promptly sits up, running the brush from before through my hair. He leans down to lick and kiss my nose. His voice is that of a coo as he presses my head to his chest.* That’s just one of my staff members who was just leaving. He’ll talk to me in the morning.* shoots the shocked jaw-dropping fellow a glare with a raised eyebrow*
- He shuts the door quickly and leaves us both to our intimacy-
Adar- *Upon hearing the door shut, I simmer from my defense, letting my growl slowly shift back to a soothing pûr as he rocks me in his arms. The brush through my hair causes me to return the gentle favor by nibbling at his neck*
Celebrimbor- That’s my sweet boy. Well done, uial nin (my twilight). *He praises me in the gentlest tone before returning to our cozy spot under the blankets.*
