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i am up so early cause i've got to go shopping with my grandma. then we will make so much fucking food and snacks for my boyfriends birthday party friday. i wanted to make like 3 things but my grandmas like nope were going to make like 7 and have so many food trays lol my grandma enjoys cooking for my boyfriend more then i do i swear.
i need to get a job, move out, deal with my crazy family and the issues they dump on me, my anxiety is fucked, my food habits are fucked, i'm always tired or blacking out, i have barley any money, my friends keep dying and the friends that are alive don't feel like friends anymore, people are constantly unloading their lives problems on me and i get worried or people are trying to fuck or kiss me when i've said i had a boyfriend, my body is always in pain, my relationship frustrates me and i cant fucking deal with all of this shit.
everybody thinks i have it so fucking easy.
Omfg I had the most amazing dream Dandy from AHS was my boyfriend. But he was a total man slut before and had to go break up with all his hoes cause he fell in love with me and like a lot of other shit including him crying for me but holy crap that dream was full of some serious feels now my heart is sad cause I actually was in love with him in the dream.
also the french boy ripped my brand new collar i got for xmas :( alicia where did you find it bby
omg i met the most beautiful french boy last night and i got to hang with him and his band at skyline. jack and my other friends were there so after the show i had some good times getting wasted until 7am for free lol what an eventful sunday night that was
I feel like I'll never be in puppy dog love again. It was an amazing feeling but I grew out of feeling like that years ago and almost got it back but that person and relationship destroyed me. Idk I just watched a romantic ending to a show and remembered when I actually felt like that with someone.
All I'm going to eat is healthy shakes, milk shakes, jello and fruit. Unless I'm cooking with my gma. Weight loss is a must.
ugh i can already see where this is going. i'm not going to fight to save this if this goes downhill, whatever happens will happen.
