Plot: Being a plus size girl and dating Ben, who tells you how much he loves you after realizing you didn’t want to go to the premiere of his new movie with him because you felt insecure about your weight.
“Okay, it’s official, I’m not going.“
You say, slouching down on the floor of your bedroom, among the piles of clothes scattered everywhere around you, and you cross your arms on your chest, focusing on one dot in the corner of the room, wanting to stay perfectly still until your boyfriend left the room. Maybe if I stay perfectly still, I’ll turn invisible... Your words caused Ben to frown and shrug his shoulders as he asked with confusion lacing his voice.
“Why not?“
In seconds, he was by your side, kneeling down in front of you, his eyes searching for yours as he waited for your answer. You wished you didn’t have to answer his question, but knowing him as much as you do, you knew that there was no way you could escape. So you opted for the truth.
“Why? Are you serious? Nothing fits, and the things that do fit are things I’ve either worn already, or just don’t go together at all. I mean look at me!“
You say, gesturing to your curves, with a loud huff to end it all off. Ben sighed. He knew something like this might happen, since you were always self concious, and he has been spending the majority of your relationship trying to make you see yourself the way he sees you.
“I am looking at you. And you know what I see? A strong, amazing woman, who is so breathtakingly gorgeous that I need to pinch myself every morning when I wake up next to her, just to make sure that she is real and not just a dream. Because you walked right out of my dreams and into my life, and without you being the way you are, I wouldn’t have these hips to love.“
You felt his hands caress your hips, and for a moment it tickled you, and you let out a soft giggle, making Ben smile. He absolutely hated seeing you like this, completely miserable and hating on yourself. He was not gonna allow it.
“I wish you could see yourself the way I see you. The only reason why I wouldn’t go with you to the premiere would be my jealousy at how gorgeous you look and knowing every guy will be able to see you like that. I want to share this moment with you, because you mean so much to me.“
Seeing your lips slightly begin to curve into a small smile, Ben got up and took your hand, lifting you up and taking you to the mirror. You covered yourself up with your hands, because you were still in your underwear and you hated your body right now with a fiery passion. Ben’s arms followed yours and covered you up for a moment, just so he could rest his head on your shoulder and whisper in your ear that he wants to show you all the things he loves about you. You could feel him slowly tug on your hands with his own and slowly but surely, he uncovered your body.
“Mmmm... It’s official. I have the hottest girlfriend in the world. Don’t roll your eyes at me young lady. Just look at you! Beautiful, broad shoulders. Sexy curves, damn I love those hips. Legs to die for. What’s not to love about you?“
He spend quite some time listing all the things he loved about you, and he looked so genuine, that you wanted to believe him so badly. And he was the only man who has ever made you believe, even for a second that you were, in fact, beautiful just the way you were.
Ben made you feel desirable and cared for. He made you feel happy and loved. And you will never be able to repay him for that. To think that not too long ago, you spent your time wishing you were never remembered, now you were afraid of being forgotten, by him. And the soft kisses he was leaving on your body as he named all the things he loved about you were making you feel all kinds of different emotions. Your skin would erupt in goosebumps everytime his plump lips would make contact with it, and it had you biting your lip and closing your eyes, letting yourself enjoy his touch, and letting him convince you of your beauty.
“Listen princess. We still have a while before we have to leave for the premiere. What do you say I take you to our bed and spend some time showing you how much you mean to me, and then we can even grab a new dress on the way there, and you can change in the car. What do you say?“
The look in your eyes gave him the answer he was looking for and a smirk rose on his lips, because he knew exactly what he was doing. Ben spend quite some time worshiping your body and showing you that you were his incredible girlfriend, who he loves more than anything. And the dress you ended up picking out after, made him want to throw you back on the bed and continue the process, but he had to control himself, at least until the end of the premiere. And being around him, seeing the broad smile he had on his lips when he would talk about you with the interviewers and the way he was holding you close to him the whole time made you realize that you were worth it, because you mean so much to the most important people in your life. And you were not going to let them down, by thinking you don’t deserve to be happy. Because you damn well do, and this handsome man by your side is the reason for that.
@isabellarose5150 I hope you like it hun <3
I haven’t written about Ben in a while, so I hope I still got it hehe <3 :)