Sep 24, 2025
I may seem smart because I read and annotate Butler's Excitable Speech but in reality it took me over 10 minutes to read and understand the first page (and that's ok)
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I may seem smart because I read and annotate Butler's Excitable Speech but in reality it took me over 10 minutes to read and understand the first page (and that's ok)
heading to the library (again) later because I will talk about my volunteering there. and yes, i feel very punk for not only having a library card but also going to volunteer there
[19.04.2026]
ya'all, I am so locked in
no, I'm not trying to avoid my feelings
[27.04.26]
making progress with the books that I have to read for my thesis
[pages 15/305 | book 2/6]
the past few days I met with a friend to write on our essays. It was so helpful and motivating to leave the house and have a study date with someone. I thought that we would meet again today but he canceled since he prefers to write at his place. All of the sudden all my motivation is gone. I am sitting at my desk and thinking "What's the point?". It isn't the same and at the same time it is exactly the same because I am so sick and tired of my desk and the view out of my window
[14.01.2026]
In less than two weeks I have my Spanish exam. I know that I will pass and for some reason that is everything that counts for me. But at the other hand; passing with a good grade. Damn, this would be cool. That's why I'm spending more time on studying Spanish, writing in Spanish, reading than doing stuff for my essays (tho I handed the one in, that I'd finished writting back in summer). Anyway, I really enjoy learning lately. Lots of fun.
[currently reading:
Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
The Mysteries of Udolpho by Ann Radcliffe
Blob by Maggie Su (I know, there is much going on reading wise)]
[22.01.2026]
ngl, having a good feeling about the spanish exam on monday. Won't be an A, but it will be more than a barely passed. Yesterday I also met and practiced with the person with whom I will have the oral part of the exam with and we did pretty good.
God, I am so back in my study era.
[22.05.2026]
started writing my thesis yesterday and by that I mean I just ramble my thoughts down, so that I have at least some text down and hopefully can work from there on