I need help? Or not?
I thought maybe today's the day I'm going to read again? I'm kind of excited and nervous at the same time. It's been a while since I last read a book and really got invested in it. I am afraid that I already forgot the feeling of being so hooked on a story as if you're actually living in it, I am afraid that I already forgot how to be so in love with a character, I am afraid that I will never experience the magic like before. I tried so hard to be back but whenever I start doing it, after a few days I'll stop. I tried to look for books that might help me but I just can't find the right one (is there any??). I honestly thought of rereading books I already read but the thing is my mind doesn't want me to, maybe because I already know what's going to happen next. I hate this feeling! I still keep on buying books though, but I can't find the right time and books so I can finally be back on track.