In the meantime, I’d like to just appreciate my boyfriend. My kind, devoted, yearning, loving boyfriend.
Oh Koji... I don't give you enough attention on this blog. You really are my beloved. My ride or die, my first boyfriend, my handsome lover. You're so amazing in so many ways. You're so strong, both emotionally and physically. I really admire that about you. You yearned for so many years, loved and loved and loved without end. You always stand by Kaoru, and me as well. Your unconditional love and appreciation and support gets me emotional, honestly. You've got such a kind heart. My chef with a heart of gold. And you're so strong, you can lift me like it's nothing. You carry me home after S, hold me when my feet hurt from wearing heels, save me when there's a spider. I feel so safe in those arms of yours. I know you have my back, no matter what. And your food is some of the best I’ve ever had. You still can't beat Dad's steak, but your pasta is out of this world, and you know how much I love pasta. And you're so responsible, so kind, especially with the kids. You're like a big brother to Reki, he tells me about it all the time. He really admires you. And so do I, my love. You're my everything, please please don't forget that, even if I don't post about you as much as I should. I adore you, my Koji, have the happiest of birthdays. 🩷