For all yumes that are really going through it
Your F/O still loves you. Yes, they really do. They don't mind that you're too stressed out to have a deep conversation at the moment. They won't judge you for struggling with hygiene and sleep recently, they know those can be hard to maintain in your situation. They'd never say harsh things to you when you're being vulnerable. Even if they're usually harsh to others, they'd be soft with you. They know you need softness, you need warmth, you need comfort. F/O would gladly be all ears and give you a shoulder to cry on if you need to. They'd try to help you with the things you're struggling with. Your room? They'd organize it bit by bit while you rest, careful not to bother you. The dishes? Don't worry about them, that sink would be squeaky clean, and they'd leave the kitchen with a hearty meal made just for you. You need it, after all, F/O would make sure you're getting all the nutrients you need. If you have the energy to, they'd take your hand and go for a small walk with you, so you can get some sunlight on your skin. If you start doubting yourself, thinking you're hard to love in your current situation, F/O would shake their head and tell you they love and care about you regardless. We all have bad days, and that doesn't make you any less worthy of being cared for and cherished. F/O still loves you. They love you regardless. And they'd do anything to see you healthy and smiling again.
