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you mean to tell me i've been suffering with acid reflux my entire life and the solution this ENTIRE TIME has been a single sip of baking soda water??????????????? I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO INCENSED AT RELIEF FROM AGONY

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spent a chunk of yesterday following as many people from my tumblr following to bsky as possible!!

so far I just have the one account and I'd kiiinda like to keep it that way, I'm mainly using it for my nsfw stuff since platforms for that are disappearing left and right. idk if I'll make a personal/catch all account unless tumblrs end is visibly on the horizon but we shall seeeeee

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gosh it's so wild how much your life can change depending on whether you have unlimited access to your own kitchen

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made a personal acc on bsky (still 18+) but the handle is subject to change so this link might not work forever

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hilarious how my sonas are all very clearly cut from the same original core. despite the fact that i have absolutely minmaxed how I paint roboko, resulting in tens of thirties of the digital dog runnin around on my desktop but xko??? fucking xko???? that little freak needs a thousand layers to show off the depths and highlights of its slightly opaque and multi-toned slime,,,,,,,,

[kodas]

Would love to see the diagrams connecting your headlights to your Sonas.

Honestly even just explaining the headlights kinda makes the "Xko is everyone and everyone is Xko and it blends together sometimes." make more sense

aaa thank you! I appreciate you saying that, sometimes I feel like the more info I give the less it makes sense on the outside, ykno?

each sona I depict is an abstraction that appeals to specific headlights I have, usually a blend of them. there are other sonas like derivative self-inserts and fandom stuff, but I only made diagrams for the main 5 I depict the most often (explanations below the cut!!)

puddle is flow + moth, also representative of daze because I'd use puddle for 'reflection'/vent art for a long time. also includes daze because puddle gets so very very tired lol, I always depicted puddle having my physical body pains despite them being made of slime?? LMAO

pudko/'werewolf puddle' is moth + pup + daze/red highly reactive + hyper-aware of body pains & super foggy ... I don't draw pudko much these days... I should draw them more... 💭

xko is pup + fawn (bubbling over with awe/wonder) with red's high reactivity. feels no pain or fear!!!!!!

the next two are very similar!! neither of them remember they are part of xko, while the previously mentioned sonas are always aware of xko as their 'core'

roboko is pup + fawn + daze/red

easily flustered + foggy, more likely to vibe/coast through stuff or experience half-awareness, switching to excitability/pup brain to coast

(technically I have an in-universe reason why roboko and xko are linked via flux but it's convoluted/lewd and an unnecessary detail for this ask lmao if you're curious it's briefly mentioned in the roboko user forums)

flux is fawn + red/daze

similar, easily flustered + foggy but fully present through difficult circumstances

as I mentioned before, daze and red are typically together or feel like they're part of 'the same self' so the order of daze/red or red/daze in these has a difference to me lol;; it's so weird how little details feel like a big deal! I put them all together in a big image canvas (at the start of this post), and the LOCATIONS of the diagrams together felt like they had a right and wrong place.

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I used pridecounceling back in 2017 and I guess betterhelp is sending out settlement money for that timeframe??

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life update ... 3 days (so far) of sewage flooding my new apartment

disgusting image under the cut

Christmas card potential

of course this is the most irritating bathroom tile to deep clean 😔