He wasn’t sure where he was going, but he was sure of one thing and that was he was never going back. Ever since that horrible night that was the only thing he was sure of anymore. After his home collapsed, he stayed by Arca’s fallen form for several hours, crying over what he lost. He then came to the realization that there may be others coming if they did not hear back from the assassin. So, he spent a few hours sifting through the rubble looking for any belongings he could take with him.
After recovering his sword, his fake pearl, and a few other trinkets, he buried Arca’s body; vowing to never return.
And he hadn’t. He has been traveling for a few weeks now with no real destination in mind and not once had he ever thought of going back. Kozane tried to stay away from civilization, but sometimes it was necessary. He would arrive at a small clan, disheveled and messy, and would ask to rest for the night. He hadn’t been turned down yet, perhaps it was his pitiful form. Every single time he would be asked where he was going, and every single time Kozane wouldn’t answer, he couldn’t answer. Frankly, he was tired of the damned question.
The pulling feeling that he had his entire life was still there, and no matter where he went it always seemed to grow stronger, more frantic, more urgent. Despite this, he refused to follow it. Kozane had no desire to. Arca had said it was nothing and he would still believe her.
Then one day the feeling was stronger than ever. He was somewhere on the border of the Arcanist’s and Plaguebringer's realms. It was strange, so overpowering so that it was the only thing he could focus on. His senses felt dulled and his head was buzzing with this energy. Yet, nothing seemed out of the ordinary. Kozane tried to shrug it off and walk away, but he had lost all sense of direction and continuously returned to the same place. Kozane couldn’t see straight and couldn’t focus on what was directly in front of him. He felt off balance and nauseous, but empowered with magical energies.
Kozane took an uneasy step forward, trying to feel the ground for holes through the pins and needles in his feet. It was getting worse and worse, it was unbearable, unlivable as the fuzz turned to sharp needles. He fell to the ground clutching his head in his claws praying for his mind to clear. Unsure of what else to do, he cast a healing spell on the ground around his feet (as healing spells used on the caster require being cast around the healer as they cannot be cast on). Then it all went away.
He wasn’t sure if it was the healing spell or some other...thing. As when he removed his claws from his head and opened his eyes he was in a completely different place. It was a wasteland, simply put, the ground was sandy dirt and there was no green foliage for as far as he could see. In the distance, Kozane swore he could see some sort of structure. Above him, however, was most impressive; as he stood up he looked in awe at the giant stone arch above his head. It was surely a gorgeous thing once, but now it was in ruins and disrepair. The banner that hung in the center was torn to shreds. Where he now stood was what must have once been a stone road, but now it was cracked and glowing with stored magical energy (stones have a knack for storing magic).
Kozane had no clue where he was or how he got here. He pulled out a small map from one of his side bags as if it would matter. He didn't know where he was in the first place, so where would he know where he is now? Kozane sighed and put away the map a bit disgruntled.
"I guess," he said to no one in particular, "I'll see if anyone's home." Kozane began walker towards the structures he saw in the distance.
As he got closer and closer to the structures dread began to sneak into his belly. They weren't buildings, or rather they weren't anymore. What was once probably a house for living in was now an abandoned mess reduced to rubble. The buildings were made out of mixed materials, some were marble, others were just plain stone and a few were even crystal. Each building had a unique characteristic to it that made Kozane's heartache. What happened to all the dragons that lived here? Half of the buildings were buried in the sand, it has probably been hundreds of years since anyone has been here. Kozane wandered from building to building in silent horror and awe.
The houses appeared to have been left in a panicked hurry. Belongings were strewn around haphazardly in every building he felt was safe enough to enter. One building was completely empty save for a lone Windsinger doll missing one of its ears. Kozane felt a pang of sorrow, knowing that something terrible had happened here, and reached to pick the doll up.
Crash. Roar. Screams. Yelling. Magical energies forming up ahead. More screaming. "How could you betray us!" from the outside. Not enough time.
"Daddy! Please, I don't want to leave!" My daughter. A gorgeous young skydancer, she's only a few years old. Another roar from outside. A large booming shout, "they are escaping!"
"Sweetheart," my voice, "we have to leave now. Mommy is waiting for us somewhere safe we will-"
"We are somewhere safe!" She screamed. I'm frustrated. I'm worried. I'm sad. She's crying now. "All of this is lies. It's a lie. Windsinger would never betray us." She's clutching her doll tight. Really tight. It's a Windsinger doll. Aged with love. Missing an ear.
Another crash from outside. The house shakes. Yelling. Shouting. Screaming. Roaring. It's not safe. It's not safe. Muscles bunched up, ready to run. "We are leaving now." Final. It's done. I grab my daughter. She struggles. She screams. She tries to get free. Another yell from outside. It's closer. They are coming this way. I run.
"Windsinger no! Daddy my doll! I dropped it! Daddy, please! We have to go back! Daddy! No! Please!" She's sobbing. She's screaming. "I hate you! Let go of me! Please, I love him!" I'm running. I can't turn back. I won't make it.
Kozane blinked, shaking off the feeling of...whatever just happened. He was stilling holding the Windsinger doll. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw his pearl shimmer once then stop. Kozane sat on the ground and sighed while looking at the tiny doll in his hand. He hated not knowing things. He didn't know where he was. He didn't know why he was here. He didn't know how or why he experienced that vision. It had felt so real like he was there yet he had no control over his actions.
He carefully put the doll in his bag and picked up his pearl with a newfound interest. What else had Arca not told him? What else had Arca lied to him about? As he stepped out of the building he swore he could still hear the roaring and screaming from his dream. “The Windsinger would never betray us,” the Skydancer hatchling had yelled.
He realized where he was. He had discovered Meridon.
It explained everything! No location on the map (although that was partially due to his cluelessness as to where he was in the first place), the ruins, the stones with the stored energy and the devastated environment! In the Lyren year 8,750, at least that’s what Kozane thought was the correct date, the gods came down on Meridon and destroyed it out of anger and spite. A few hundred years later the last Lyren in existence was killed, only for another one to be born in year 9,000. Him.
The Arcanist had been forced to attack with the other deities. He was truly the only one who did not wish to kill the Lyren race. But even with his immense power, he would not be able to defeat his 10 other brothers and sisters. In a display of cooperation, he shredded Meridon’s flag. Kozane remembered it all now from all the endless hours of reading.
Despite the tragic history, he was elated! He had discovered a place that was said to not exist, he had discovered the home of his race! Kozane inwardly frowned, though, because he had no way around Meridon. He knew the area was huge, some books even said it was as large as the Gladekeeper’s realm. It could take him days to travel from one end to another, assuming he managed not to travel in circles. More questions began to arise, if he accidentally left would he be able to enter again? Could he even leave? Surely he could, as dragons had fled all those years ago, but what if things had changed? Kozane hated being uncertain.
Stranger still, the feeling of needing to go somewhere or be somewhere was still there. Ever since he entered Meridon (of course without knowing what it was at first) it had gone away. Yet, after the vision, it was there once again nagging him insistently. If it wasn’t Meridon he was supposed to discover, what was it? He could feel it dragging him west, towards a large mountain that looked awfully far off in the distance. Kozane decided not to pursue this today, as the sun was already setting, and decided to sleep in one of the safer buildings for the night. Who knows what kind of monsters or beasts might be lurking around? He picked out a particularly small one that still hosted most of its furnishings, including a small bed, but had a large hole in the ceiling and laid down for the night.
Meridon has no stars or moons. It pained him to think that Arca would be disappointed by this fact. She loved space.