I was gonna make a post last night about my dog Kozzi and her day at the vet and their findings. I didn't have time.
I was up most of the night doing homework and she was up with me. Until about 5:50. That's when I found her laying on my bedroom floor not breathing. She was gone.
My best friend of 12 years is gone.
They diagnosed her yesterday with a heart murmur and congestive heart failure. They gave me 2 meds to give her every day and we made arrangements for us to come back in for heartworm testing. 14 hours later, she's gone.
What am I gonna do with myself? How am I going to cope with this, my baby not being here and me not having a dog for the first time in.... I don't even know how long. I've loved her and spoiled her and shared my secrets with her and encouraged her love of hot dogs for 12 whole years. It's not fair that dogs can't live forever, not even when we love them with everything we have..
Rest in peace Kozzi. I hope you've found somewhere with lots of sunshine for sunbathing, endless amounts of hot dogs, and warm blankets to burrow in. Until I'm by your side again. ❤️😭💕😢














