Not Yours {MinChan Angst} -> All Mine {MinChan Angst}
Distracted {Angst} -> Focused {Angst/Fluffish}
Snippets of Life {Fluff}
Miss You More {Angst/Fluff}
Secret Secret {Angst/Fluff}
Seo Changbin
Because You Told Me Not To {Fluff/Angst-ish}
Wasted Tears and Wasted Time {Angst/Fluff-ish}
You Coming? {Angst/Fluff}
When Reader Doesn’t Feel Good {Angst}
Headache {Angst/Fluff}
Snippets of Life {Fluff}
Stolen Joy {Angst} -> Life Goes On {Angst-Happy Endingish}
Lee Minho
Yandere!Lee Know Part 1 Yandere!Lee Know Part 2 {Smut}
Yandere!Lee Know Part 3 {Angst/Smut} Yandere!Lee Know Part 4 {Angst/Smut} Yandere!Lee Know Part 5 {Angst/Smut}
Always With You {Comfort}
Cut Like Knives {Angst}
When Reader Doesn’t Feel Good {Angst}
Fight or Flight {Yandere!Angst}
Okay… And? {Angst/Fluff} -> Welcome To The Family {Fluff}
Not Yours {MinChan Angst} -> All Mine {MinChan Angst}
Two For One {MinSung Angst}
Snippets of Life {Fluff}
Dad Minho Headcanons {Fluff}
Make You Stay {Yandere!Angst}
Hwang Hyunjin
Soft!Yandere!Hwang Hyunjin {Smut}
And The Leaves Will Fall {Angst}
Frag-Ill {Angst HEAVILY TRIGGERING}
A Sea of Green {Angst}
When Reader Doesn’t Feel Good {Angst}
Snippets of Life {Fluff}
Little One {Angst} -> Daddy’s Girl {Angst}
It’s Just That Time {Angst/Fluff}
Purely Accidental {Angst/Fluff}
Han Jisung
When Winter Turns To Spring {Angst}
Mommy!May Collab {Smut}
What Happens In College {Angst}
When Reader Doesn’t Feel Good {Angst}
Congratulations {Angst/Fluff}
All Work and No Play {Smut}
Two For One {MinSung Angst}
Time and Space {Angst/Fluff}
Snippets of Life {Fluff}
No Mistakes {Angst} -> Happy Accidents {Angst}
So The Story Goes {Angst/Fluff}
Anonny {Angst/Fluff}
Lee Felix
Someday We’ll Both Be Happy {Angst/Smut} -> One Day We’ll Both Have Each Other {Angst}
Home Is Where The Hurt Is {Angst} -> You Are My Home {Angst/Fluff}
Me or the PC {fluff/suggestive}
When Reader Doesn’t Feel Good {Angst}
Glass Ashtrays and Nicotine Kisses {yandere!angst}
Welcome and Goodbye {Angst} -> Erase and Rewind {Angst}
Snippets of Life {Fluff}
Order Up {Fluff/Angst}
Kim Seungmin
When Reader Doesn’t Feel Good {Angst}
He Said She Said {Angst/Fluffish}
Purple and Blue {Angst}
Go Tell Him {Angst}
X’s and O’s {Yandere}
Catchup {Angst/Fluff}
Snippets of Life {Fluff}
Looking {Slight Angst/Fluff}
Besties {Little Angst/Fluff}
Yang Jeongin
Pins and Needles {Yandere!Angst}
Pieces of You {Angst}
When Reader Doesn’t Feel Good {Angst/Fluff}
One Sided {Angst/Fluff}
Snippets of Life {Fluff}
Father?With Benefits {Angst/Crack} -> What Brings Us Together {Angst/Fluff}
Ot8 Headcanons
When Their GF Is Followed Home {Angst/Fluff}
24 Hours After S/O’s Death {Angst}
Domestic Headcanons {Fluffy}
Random Texts {SMAU SUGGESTIVE/CRACK}
More Random Texts {SMAU SUGGESTIVE/CRACK}
Jealous Texts {angst/fluff} Hyung Line | Maknae Line
Summary : Love was special, love was a feeling that everyone deserved but not like this. Not the love they gave. Their love was explosive, angry, and possessive. But what if… What if you loved them back just as much?
Summary : His precious darling was everything to him. You were everything to him. Nobody would ever keep him from you, nobody would ever take you away from him. But what if it felt like someone was taking him from you? Jealousy is… adorable.
TW : possessiveness ; manipulation ;
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Summary : Lee Know didn’t mess around with what’s his and you were his and his only. He didn’t quite care for how he kept you, and you didn’t care either, as long as he was yours. You hated hearing him with someone else, seeing him with other people. Jealousy is… a bitch.
Summary : Changing fell easily and he fell hard. He wanted nothing more than to adore you and make you feel adored. He’d never keep you locked away, he’d never hurt you, that’s why when he found out that he was unintentionally upsetting you, he hated himself. Jealousy is… heartbreaking.
TW : soft!yandere Changbin ; minimal arguing ; heavy emotions ; verging on manipulation ;
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Summary : He was handsome, he knew that, but he also was sure to tell you that you were the only person that truly had him. Even still, you couldn’t fight the bitter feeling at the thought of someone else being with him. Jealousy is… sickening.
Summary : No matter how long he kept you hidden away, how much he tied you up, you never stopped loving him. Maybe he wanted a fight, he wanted someone to tell him that what he was doing was wrong so that he could fight for you more. That’s why he resorted to being with other people, only to find you crying when he was done. He loved it. Jealousy is… beautiful.
TW : reader being tied up ; reader being held prisoner ; cheating ; heavy manipulation ;
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Summary : He did everything for you. He protected you, he sheltered you, he worshipped you. He’d buy you the world if it was for sale. Everything he did, he did it for you, yet you still whined when he was seen around another woman, you’d sulk if didn’t join you in bed at night. it was irritating and uncalled for and he wouldn’t stand for it. Jealousy is… a sin.
TW : violence ; throwing stuff ; intent to cause fear ; yelling ; screaming ; insults ; emotional abuse ;
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Summary : Your pregnancy wasn’t something that he had planned, it wasn’t something that he wanted, but he absolutely adored the way you clung to him after finding out. The surging hormones made your feelings stronger, and one of those feelings were jealousy, which he found endearing. Maybe he teased with you a little, but that’s only because he’s been waiting so long. Jealousy is… precious.
Summary : Now that he finally had you, it was easy. It was easy to make you want him, to make you need him, to make you depend on him. Too easy. Now you wanted him around, you hated when he left, and you pouted whenever he left the room. This was what he wanted, but he fucking hated it. Jealousy is… annoying.
Spin The Wheel : Angst Edition
Ft. Stray Kids
Basically , I've got a wheel that goes up to 25, and another wheel with all their names, and I'll spin both the wheels to figure which number (a prompt) to write, and for who. Easy peasy lemon squeezy. This is mainly to pass the time while I can't write for my series because life is just busy, but I can put out little things like this that don't really have a plot to follow :')
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"I never stopped regretting it." (Changbin)
"I don't trust you. Not anymore." (Lee Know)
"Why would you trust me?" (Hyunjin)
"We were always destined to fail." (Bangchan)
"It's hopeless. Why do you even try?" (Lee Know)
"Don't go. Please." (Felix)
"I can't do this without you!" (Jeongin)
"Don't waste your tears on me." (Changbin)
"Nothing I've ever done for you was a waste." (HAN)
"You forgot. You always forget." (Seungmin)
"You left! You left and now you think you can just come waltzing right back into my life like nothing ever changed!" (Seungmin)
"I don't want to do this anymore." (Changbin)
"I'm so tired." (Seungmin)
"Leave me alone. Please." (HAN)
"I would do anything for you." (Jeongin)
"Please tell me I'm wrong." (Felix)
"I'm nothing by myself." (Lee Know)
"I need you here. I want you here. Please don't go." (Felix)
“I need someone who loves me, and you clearly don’t.” (Bangchan)
“I saw you with her/him, and it’s not even the worst part. I didn’t see you that happy for months.” (Hyunjin)
“Everything else is more important to you than me, and I’m tired of it.” (Han)
“Why are you so surprised? You cheated on me!” (Hyunjin)
“I thought we were fine?” (Hyunjin)
“It’s not easy! It’s not easy for me to see you with anyone else, if it’s not me. And maybe that’s selfish, but it’s true.” (Bangchan)
"Watching you fall apart over me hurts." (Jeongin)
A Million Miles of Heartbreak
Pairing : Sim Jaeyun x F!Reader
TW : long distance relationship ; breakups ; generally angsty ; Jake is kind of an asshole ;
Word Count : 1.4k
A/N : Starting off the New Year with a quick angsty one! Let's go!!
“Oh man, have you seen the new trainee? She’s so cute.” Jake said as he sat beside the guys at the table in the cafeteria. He had managed to pass by her on the way down to get lunch, and it was like seeing the girl of his dreams, it was almost like she was haloed in the fluorescent lights that hung in the ceiling, he could barely keep his eyes off of her. “Think she might be the one honestly. I’ve never seen anyone so beautiful.” He mused, earning himself chuckles, eyerolls, and sounds of disgust from the other six guys around the table.
“Then go talk to her. Don’t tell us about it.” Jay grumbled, his nose wrinkled in disgust. “And don’t let your heart eyes mess up your practice. Just… pretend like she’s watching or something.” Jake grumbled incoherently under his breath at Jays clear lack of interest in the conversation, but quickly turned his attention to Sunghoon who seemed mildly curious. It felt like he just had to talk about it, he had to talk about her. He had only seen her once and she already took over every corner, nook, and cranny of Jakes mind, and he didn’t ever want her to leave it.
The hands on the clock lined up perfectly, just as they did every single day, to the time where you’d jump on your computer and call your boyfriend. He was the love of your life, and you couldn’t wait until you were actually able to be with him in person. It was crazy just how much you were able to love someone over the internet, someone that you had never spent a day with in real life, but you spent every single day with through your computer screen at least for an hour or two, and for the both of you, that was enough. The promise of being able to see him, being able to hear his voice, that’s what kept you going throughout the day, that’s what kept you happy.
The call tone chimed in your headphones as you waited for him to pick up, and you felt like every single weight that had been on your shoulders were removed when you saw his face come up on your screen. “Hey!” He called out to you, his smile making your heart skip a beat when he flashed it to you. “I’ve got something amazing to tell you!” He said, and you couldn’t help the excitement that swelled in your chest at his words.
“I have something amazing to tell you too!” You exclaimed back, and you did. You had managed to purchase tickets to go to South Korea so you could see him in person, having saved up all the money you had made the last couple months and requesting time off work so you could go out there. The trip was booked for next week, and while you wanted it to be a surprise for him, you also needed someone to pick you up from the airport. “You can go first though. Do you have a big concert coming up, or a tour?” You hadn’t heard anything about either of the two, and you hoped that your plans didn’t class with his schedule.
“Alright, alright… So…” His breaths were coming out quicker now, more heavy, it was like being in a wind tunnel in your headphones, but he seemed so excited, so you simply turned down the volume and listened intently to what he had to say. “There’s this new trainee at the building… Oh man… She’s so perfect, so beautiful. She’s like, the perfect girlfriend. I think I’m gonna talk to her, get to know her, ask her out. What do you think?”
Had you heard him wrong? That would be impossible. You couldn’t have possibly heard his entire plan wrong… But… It didn’t make any sense to you and it felt like your head was spinning as you tried to wrap your brain around what he said. “I… I thought… I’m your girlfriend… We’ve been dating for two years…” You mumbled, the disappointment and hurt that you were feeling was evident in your voice.
His eyes wavered as he seemed to look around the room that he was in, and he’d take a deep breath as if he were about to talk, and then let it out in a heavy sigh, the process repeated about three times before he finally spoke. “Of course you are… I just thought that while we were waiting to see each other, to be together… Well, you know…” He shrugged his shoulders, his teeth barred as he inhaled sharply through them. “I mean, let’s be fair here… You can’t really have a life with someone over the computer. There’s never going to be anything really there.”
You nodded your head in agreement although his words came as the biggest slap in the face. It was like your heart was being ripped from your chest and all you could do was sit and watch as he squeezed it in his hands until it stopped beating. “It’s not like I wasn’t trying…” You mumbled, unable to even look at him through the screen anymore. He was the love of your life, you truly thought that there would be something there between the two of you, you felt that there already was, but that clearly wasn’t a shared feeling. “I even… I bought tickets… To come out there…”
His lips parted into a small o as he watched you, and even though he wasn’t really there, you could feel his eyes on you through the screen. “Really? Well… When were you supposed to come out? Was that what… Was that what you were going to tell me?” You weakly nodded, your head still lowered as you looked down at your phone screen, the email for the tickets pulled up and your tongue in your cheek as you stared at it. “You can still come out. I still want to see you… I didn’t know that… Hey… Come on, baby… Look up at me.”
The pet name that would usually have you gushing or squealing now had you feeling disgusted and foolish, your skin crawling and the hairs on your neck standing on end. “So… If I didn’t have the tickets… You’d just go about your pursuit of the new trainee?” You whispered, your thumb hovering over the button for the refund. “I thought you really liked me… That you really wanted to be with me. You said that we’d be able to make this work… That you wanted this to work.” You shook your head, closing your eyes and taking a deep breath in an attempt to ward off the tears and fight back the sob that was building in your throat. “You lied… You didn’t want it to work, you didn’t even think it would… You just strung me along because it was convenient for you until you found someone that you could really be with. I was supposed to come out next week… Surprise!” You said unenthusiastically, pressing the refund button and finally looking up at the screen, scowling at him directly through the webcam. “But I’m not. You can spend that week chasing after the new trainee that would be the perfect girlfriend.” You mocked him, finding joy in the look of regret that was painted on his face. “Have fun.”
“Y/N, that’s not what I want, I was just-” But before he could finish you ended the call, pulling off your headphones and placing them off to the side of your desk as you got up and walked over to your bed. You should have known this would happen, you should have known that it would never be real, but you were so blinded by the love that you had for him that you didn’t want to face that reality. Now you had been hit with it, blindsided by it, and while you had done well in acting unbothered by it when he was still on the call, now that you were alone you could cry, you could have that breakdown that had been building inside of you from the moment he uttered the first word about the new girl.
Long distance relationships weren’t always awful, they sometimes worked out, but a long distance relationship with someone like him was destined to fail, and in the end, you were the one that was left broken hearted and crying into your pillow. He would move on and ultimately forget that it ever happened, he was far too busy to let someone like you fog his thoughts, but you had just the right amount of free time to have your heart broken, to let the thought of him and what you wished could have been plague every waking and sleeping moment of your day.
♡ Synopsis : Being an intern at Hybe was a dream come true for you. It was simply a summer program where you got to experience and be a part of the behind the scenes work that pushed the artists to the top. Three months working with some of the biggest k-pop artists, it wasn’t a big deal, that is until Boo Seungkwan entered your life and you both began to question the Company Policy. (18+)
♡ Genre : Romantic Dramedy SMAU
♡ TW : occasional angst ; drama ; fluff ; suggestive ; TBA as time goes on
♡ Pairing : idol!Boo Seungkwan x coworker!F!Reader
❀ Synopsis : You and Yeonjun were the power couple all through school, and everyone thought they always would be until he up and left with no real reason. Soobin was there to pick up the pieces, caring for you and the child that Yeonjun didn’t even know about, becoming the father she loved, and the man you adored. Everything is perfect… Until Yeonjun decides to show up again three years later.
✘ Synopsis : They were going on a world tour, and while the thought excited you, you couldn’t help but feel a lingering sense of dread as well. Call it luck, call it a premonition or fate… Something made you send that message, unsure of if they’d even read it. Now the world was ending, and standing on your front porch in a state of panic were seven men seeking shelter from the end.
✘ Genre : Angst ; Apocalypse AU ;
✘ TW : angst ; end of the world ; apocalypse au ; suggestive at times ; jealousy ; fear ; gore ; horror ; anxiety ; panic ; sometimes fluffy?? ; lots of cursing
✘ Pairing : Heeseung, Jay, Jake, Sunghoon, Sunoo, and Jungwon x F!Reader
✘ A/N : No, Niki doesn’t have a chance because he is baby, but he will get attention in this fic, he’s moreso a little brother that Y/N will take care of and protect with every ounce of her being because he is baby. <3
✘ Schedule : Will be updated when I can. ATM I’m in driving school, so I can’t stay up late, but once that’s done, I’ll be able to update as often as possible. I just didn’t want this idea to slip my brain.
✘ Started : 20220710 ✘ Ended : 20220729
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✘ Masterlist ✘
I. a foolish request
II. a shortage of time
III. a sudden knock
IV. not enough room
V. and 1 becomes 8
VI. sleeping arrangements
VII. breakfast in hell
VIII. we all fall down
IX. roll out
X. out of the blue
XI. the nightmare begins
XII. silent footsteps
XIII. shot through the heart
XIV. the sun and the rainfall
XV. never let me down
XVI. personal jesus
XVII. sweetest perfection
XVIII. the things you said
XIX. it’s no good
XX. the bottom line
XXI. a world full of nothing
XXII. but not tonight
XXIII. here is the house
XXIV. it doesn’t matter two
XXV. i want you now
XXVI. leave in silence
XXVII. it’s called a heart
XXVIII. get the balance right
XXIX. dreaming of me
XXX. everything counts
XXXI. see you
XXXII. new life
XXXIII. suffer well
XXXIV. precious
XXXV. condemnation
XXXVI. mercy in you
XXXVII. in your room
XXXVIII. walking in my shoes
XXXIX. one caress
XL. get right with me
XLI. the landscape is changing
XLII. and then…
XLIII. love, in itself
XLIV. two minute warning {epilogue}
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He remembers the conversation clearly, mainly because it had been something that irritated him to no end and it was only made worse by the fact that he was trying his best to be excited because he knew you were coming the very next day and the last thing he wanted to greet you with was an attitude because the management team failed to realize that even idols fall victim to that very strong feeling called love.
“Both of your contracts clearly state that you’re not allowed to date. This was made clear to the both of you when you signed your contracts because for some reason it’s the one rule that many idols just love to break. You both clearly stated that you didn’t mind and signed away the rights to date when you wrote your names at the bottoms of each of your contracts. If you continue to see both of those girls, your contracts will be nullified and you’ll both be the ones explaining to the other members and your fans that your love lives are more important than both the group and the fans happiness. Is that something that you’d like to do?” And just to make it more clear, the man at the table pulled out the folder with both Soonyoungs and Seungkwans contract in it, tapping their names that were signed by them at the very bottom.
“Both of your contracts clearly state that you’re not allowed to date. This was made clear to the both of you when you signed your contracts because for some reason it’s the one rule that many idols just love to break. You both clearly stated that you didn’t mind and signed away the rights to date when you wrote your names at the bottoms of each of your contracts. If you continue to see both of those girls, your contracts will be nullified and you’ll both be the ones explaining to the other members and your fans that your love lives are more important than both the group and the fans happiness. Is that something that you’d like to do?” And just to make it more clear, the man at the table pulled out the folder with both Soonyoungs and Seungkwans contract in it, tapping their names that were signed by them at the very bottom.
“Both of your contracts clearly state that you’re not allowed to date. This was made clear to the both of you when you signed your contracts because for some reason it’s the one rule that many idols just love to break. You both clearly stated that you didn’t mind and signed away the rights to date when you wrote your names at the bottoms of each of your contracts. If you continue to see both of those girls, your contracts will be nullified and you’ll both be the ones explaining to the other members and your fans that your love lives are more important than both the group and the fans happiness. Is that something that you’d like to do?” And just to make it more clear, the man at the table pulled out the folder with both Soonyoungs and Seungkwans contract in it, tapping their names that were signed by them at the very bottom.
“Both of your contracts clearly state that you’re not allowed to date. This was made clear to the both of you when you signed your contracts because for some reason it’s the one rule that many idols just love to break. You both clearly stated that you didn’t mind and signed away the rights to date when you wrote your names at the bottoms of each of your contracts. If you continue to see both of those girls, your contracts will be nullified and you’ll both be the ones explaining to the other members and your fans that your love lives are more important than both the group and the fans happiness. Is that something that you’d like to do?” And just to make it more clear, the man at the table pulled out the folder with both Soonyoungs and Seungkwans contract in it, tapping their names that were signed by them at the very bottom.
“Both of your contracts clearly state that you’re not allowed to date. This was made clear to the both of you when you signed your contracts because for some reason it’s the one rule that many idols just love to break. You both clearly stated that you didn’t mind and signed away the rights to date when you wrote your names at the bottoms of each of your contracts. If you continue to see both of those girls, your contracts will be nullified and you’ll both be the ones explaining to the other members and your fans that your love lives are more important than both the group and the fans happiness. Is that something that you’d like to do?” And just to make it more clear, the man at the table pulled out the folder with both Soonyoungs and Seungkwans contract in it, tapping their names that were signed by them at the very bottom.
He was fuming at this point, and Soonyoung had nothing to say, his mouth hanging open as his eyes scanned over the contract, reading over the line that they had politely highlighted for the both of them prior to the meeting. “Do you really think people follow the rules that strictly?” Seungkwan asked, knowing damn well that he wasn’t the only idol in the business that had begun a relationship under a contract that strictly forbade it.
“As long as we don’t see them breaking the rules, it doesn’t count. As long as the fans don’t know, it doesn’t matter. Does this make sense to you?” The man said, slipping the paper away and sliding it back into the folder before pushing it off to the side. “You two are careless and reckless when it comes to your relationships, and to be brutally honest, I don’t think either of you are ready for a real relationship, so you should be thankful for the contract.”
Furious failed to explain just how Seungkwan was feeling at the words that were said to him, and he didn’t care who he was talking to, he didn’t care for respect, especially when the man sitting across from him didn’t care much for it either. “I know what I’m ready for, and Soonyoung knows as well. Your contract has been nothing but a hindrance on our happiness and I quite honestly don’t care for the sheet of paper. Our fans love us, our band members love us, and so do our girlfriends. If you want to put one silly rule above all of that, that’s on you. I won’t let that change my mind, and better yet, I’ll bring my girlfriend onto one of my streams just to introduce her to the fans because I’m sure they’ll love her just as much as I do.” He took a deep breath, cracking his neck as he rolled it before tapping his fingers against the table top, trying his best to hold back from lunging at the man across from him. “What you fail to understand is that our fans, the ones that truly love us and care for us, want nothing more than for us to be happy, and those are the only fans that matter to us. You only care for money, and money can’t buy happiness… Maybe that’s why you’re so miserable and have no ring on your finger in your fifties.”
The smug look on the man's face immediately dropped and even Soonyoung let out a loud gasp as Seungkwan stood up from his chair and headed to the door, leaving the man rendered speechless, and neither of the boys wanted to stay behind to hear whatever it was that he could think to say once he did think of anything. The both of them had things to do, and the company policy was the last thing on their minds as they headed back to the dorms to prepare for the next day.
“Can’t believe you risked everything like that…” You murmured as you laid in his arms, the dim light of the moon dusting your room in the softest white light. It had been a week since he had gone off on the man behind the desk, and he hadn’t lost his job, he hadn’t been told to leave the group and neither had Hoshi. It had actually come as a shock to him considering he was ready for the ball to drop like that, but instead, the two of them had actually gotten the blessings of PD Bang for a long lasting, healthy, happy, and loving relationship.
“For you…” He whispered, letting his fingers trail delicately along your skin, the image of your body perfectly ingrained in his mind. The tips of his fingers lingered along the spot where the fresh scar had formed, a constant reminder of what you had gone through, only making him want to protect you more. “I’d risk it all over again. All of it means nothing if I don’t have you to talk to about it at the end of the day. How are you feeling?”
Your only response was a content hum before pecking a quick kiss to his lips and settling into your pillow while scooting closer to him. “You know what’s funny?” You mused, walking your fingers up and down his arm absentmindedly as you looked over his features that looked even more perfect in the soft glow of the moon. “If I hadn’t been sent back home… I’d be in my last week here… I’d have to go home soon.”
Even though his smile fell at the mention of such a sad truth, it was one that he didn’t have to worry about now. “I wouldn’t have let you go back home anyway. I meant what I said before…” He reminded you, moving his hand up to your waist to your shoulder and then down your arm before catching your hand, positioning it perfectly so that the diamond faceted ring on your finger would catch the beams of light, reflecting them into perfect prisms on the walls of the pristine white room. “This ring would have ended up on your finger whether I had to get you from LA or if you had stayed here the entire time.”
He brought your hand to his lips, kissing along each of your fingers before letting it drop around his waist and allowing you to hide your flustered face in his chest, finding it adorable how shy you got whenever he acted like this, which only made him do it more often. “The fans seemed really happy to see me… especially when you pulled me on your lap, I’m pretty sure most of them went crazy. The chat was moving too fast to read all the comments.” You mumbled against his chest, but he remembered it well, and it had been such a relief to see the fans so calm about the announcement of not only your relationship, but the engagement as well. Of course, no one could escape the hate comments, but he made sure to catch your attention with something else whenever one would scroll across the screen. “I think ours was way more casual than Hoshis and Tillys announcement.”
Seungkwan snorted loudly, hiding his face in your hair to muffle his laughter as his chest vibrated and shook with his silent chuckles. “It was awful but I loved it.” He said between small snorts, pulling you closer to him. “There’s actually a poll up on twitter from one of our carats about who the cuter couple is, and obviously I’ve been voting every day for us. I think Hoshi is doing the same thing for him and Tilly though.”
You rolled your eyes as you shook your head, giggling softly as you playfully shoved at his shoulder. “You both are so competitive for no reason.” You teased, and he didn’t even disagree because it had been like this the entire time. Competing for who was the softest couple, who was the cringiest couple, who had the coolest ship name, and this was only one more of the many competitions they’d have.
“How long do you have to be engaged in order to get married?” He asked as nonchalantly as possible, but you scoffed loudly, rolling over so your back was towards him, whispering out a quiet “Goodnight”, but he wasn’t going to let it go that easily. “It’s not to compete with him, I swear. I just want to make sure I don’t lose you again. You can be my Boo, my little Boo Bear, my Boo Boo…”
You rolled over quickly and pressed your lips to his to quiet his rambling of cheesy nicknames, and the way his entire body seemed to relax as soon as your lips were against his just showed how much he loved you, how comfortable he was with you. “You talk so much when you’re excited, it’s adorable, but you also need to sleep. The last thing I want to hear is that I won’t let you sleep or that I’m keeping you up all night.”
He stuck his tongue out, the tip of it pressing against your nose causing your face to scrunch up as you tried to pull back, but his arms only tightened around you to hold you where you were. “I can’t sleep until you say it…” He dramatically whined but the act was only kept up for a fraction of a second before he started laughing at himself.
“I love you… Now get some sleep, your makeup artist is going to kill me if you go in with eyebags tomorrow.” He let out a sigh of content, like his life was complete, those three words were just what he needed to hear and whenever he heard them it was like everything fell into place.
The company policy was there for a reason, or so he had thought at the beginning of all of this, but now he knew that it was nothing, the rules meant nothing, not when they were put in place to keep him from you. He couldn’t imagine a single day without you in it, and while there was still a lot to be done to get your lives together started, he was grateful that he had taken that first step, or better yet, that he had been pushed to you. It was the greatest thing that had happened to him, you were the greatest thing that had happened to him.
