Legendary lines/dialogues in Kimchay/Kpts fanfics that I just can't get over (pt 1).
Note for kpts fic writers (mentioned and unmentioned): I love you all sm. Your works literally makes my days better and I am so so grateful <3
Salt, sweat and sugar on the asphalt by Surelymereticulous
“This doesn’t mean I forgive you. We’re going to my room, and you’re going to sleep. Then, you’re going to tell me why my picture and Hia’s was hidden in your apartment like you’re a serial killer.”
“I’m not,” Kim muttered as he stood to join him. “Just…a regular, sometimes killer.”
I'll give you a pony. Break up with him by Majiska
“Go fuck yourself,” Kim gave Vegas way too sweet smile.
“No!” Pete yelped. “No, Vegas. Me. Fuck Pete! Go fuck Pete!” he looked at his boyfriend, almost desperate and panicking.
i would die a thousand times (just so you can feel alright) by ohmypreciousgirl
Three nights before the fundraiser, he had sent the latest video. In this one, he did a rearrangement of Bieber’s song ‘Sorry’, turning the fast-paced song into a ballad using only his piano and vocals.
He still can’t believe it’s only after he sang the fucking Bieber song that Chay decided to talk to him, but whatever. He isn’t complaining about what it takes to make Chay finally reach back.
US by NINI_writes
"Vegas, what are we going to name the child? We can't keep calling him child forever." They looked disconcerting at each other. They haven't thought about that yet.
No ideas! Macau said "oh, let's name him something fancy like Wine. I like it." Vegas said no immediately. Pete affirmed him. Macau didn't like disapproval. He continued "how about Bulb? He could be very bright and enlightened." Vegas paled and said "little brother, I think it is better if you don't suggest the names."
I'll rescue you by livsoulsecrets
“Who do you think it is this time?” Macau murmured under his breath when silence stretched between them for a long time, sounding almost bored, “The Italians? Or the Russians… Maybe the Triad? The Yakuza has been weirdly quiet lately.”
Kim tilted his head to stare at Macau, who was shackled to the opposite wall a few feet away, out of Kim’s reach to avoid any attempt of a joint escape. He suggested, “Maybe it’s another one of Kinn’s dead exes.”
Macau chuckled, “That would explain why I’m here.” Kim squinted his eyes at him in confusion, as Macau completed, “Most of them are Vegas’ exes too.”
I want the exact same thing (but different) by AnaliseGrey
Porsche looks unconvinced, and Pete huffs a laugh.
“Come on- he just tortured me a little; it’s not like he cheated on me.”
The situationship by verses
“Of course, right away,” he said, smiling winningly and thinking viciously, When it is finally time to eat the rich, I’m coming for this dude first.
(Porsche about Kinn without realising how right he was 😭)
A year after the coup attempt, Big and Chan have stepped down from their positions as bodyguards and are working as joint heads of compound security.
But when Kinn and Porsche need to attend an important meeting at an exclusive tropical resort that doesn't allow bodyguards, they tap Big and Chan to go undercover as fellow guests.
Together.
Posing as a couple when their every move could be watched is hard enough, but for Big—who fell in love with Chan during their long, difficult hospital stay together—it's a guaranteed disaster.
Kim gets terroriesed, Porsche is a repeat fish killer, Kinn still goes out alone, Tankhun WILL find out what Tae is thinking, Vegas gets terroriesed pt 2 and no-one, not even Big, takes a picture of Chan in fatigues which is the biggest crime of all.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Tae goes back in time/is reborn and uses his vast network of aunts, uncles, cousins and miscellaneous relatives to find out what really happened the day he was killed.
Porchay comes back mid morning the following day.
Kim had texted him when he’d gotten home from the studio, takeout dinner in tow. He’d put the safe back in his own bedroom closet after eating, and then sat on the floor of the balcony for a while again.
There are sacrifices, compromises, exchanges, in every relationship. If these are the prices he has to pay for Porchay, he will swallow his pride and pay them.
... once again, i cannot pick and this you will get both <33
(18+ kimchay for the second prompt)
13. kittisiwat cat-astrophe part 2
this fic. lives in my mind rent free. even more so when i'm studying bc,,, catchay. i just love the idea of cat chay being a menace in cat form and getting away with it because he's Cat. i mostly have the chapter outlined, but here's a small start;
sypnosis: chay, who's trapped in cat form, is now hiding under a bed bc he found out that kim is investigating porsche.
16. kimwikchay camboy au
I SWEAR. IVE BEEN WORKING ON THIS FOR YEARS. then school started and i COMPLETELY forgot i had this on my back burner,,, tf??,?????? big shame
anyways i swear it's half done, just gotta decide if i want to add more foreplay/teasing before i get to the actual fucking... which i might, bc. i am incapable of making my fics short. just like kim's d-
sypnosis: chay comes home to kim. except there's two of them??? cue threesome shenanigans
I have another ChanBig plot for a fic in my head, one that would be dark, explicit, and somewhat traumatizing. 😬 It was likely loosely inspired by the information Chan provided in Gossip After Death, where Korn was considering throwing Big into a business deal with people who wanted to "alter" his duties. I feel like I am literally incapable of writing a one-shot in this fandom, so idk if I will attempt it or not, but here is the general outline:
Despite not taking any time off for an extremely long time, Chan takes extended leave to care for his dying father. The family is supportive and tells him not to worry about anything while he is gone. They encourage him to take whatever time he needs. While most of the guards tend to be intimidated by him, they offer their well-wishes and condolences when they cross paths with him prior to his departure. The only guard who goes out of his way to see Chan is Big, who brings him food and offers to help him pack. He offers to sit with Chan the night before to watch a movie. Chan surprises himself by saying yes. He didn't realize how much anxiety he had over everything until he was presented with the option of Big leaving or staying for a while.
Big drives him to the airport the next morning. Chan's father lives in London, and it will be a long flight. Big surprises him with some books and downloaded movies and shows on a tablet to help make the flight go faster and for him to take his mind off of things. It's something Chan needs. He doesn't particularly like his father. For the longest time, he hated him. He is starting to question why he agreed to do this. When he sees his father - sick, dying, and still as nasty as ever - Chan wonders if he might kill the man before the cancer finishes the job.
But there are some good things about going back to London. He sees his grandmother, who is somehow in much better shape than his father despite her age - and much nicer. Chan doesn't see how the two are related. He also catches up with a few cousins on his father's side, as well as their children. However, the best thing about being back in London is surprisingly the people who reach out from Bangkok.
Mainly one.
At first, Chan is curious, slightly critical, and surprised that Big has his personal phone. It's normally against the rules outside of certain circumstances. But then Big says that Chan isn't on duty to enforce the rule and that Porsche is surprisingly soft and empathetic when it comes to the technology rule. Chan having to leave to tend to his estranged, dying father made Porsche even softer and he convinced Kinn to do a trial run of letting the guards with seniority keep their phones so they aren't isolated from their friends and families.
While Chan has some concerns about the change, he doesn't make calls to express his criticisms. If that is mainly because he looks forward to Big's texts and calls everyday, then that's his business. He tries to stay professional and treat it as an employee checking in, but Chan finds himself talking to Big about things he hasn't spoken to anyone about. Chan even finds himself not caring about what time they talk, despite the six hour time difference. Big has a business dinner he needs to detail security for? Chan doesn't mind setting his alarm for 3 am so Big can call him and let him know everything went okay. Big can't sleep? Chan doesn't mind texting him while he feeds his father breakfast.
He prefers it.
When his father goes downhill quickly, has mere days left, and Chan is experiencing complicated feelings over the matter, only Big can ground him and make him feel calmer.
"He's going to die soon. I want him dead, but I also don't."
"I know."
"I already started arranging the funeral."
"Kinn mentioned he is on standby to get plane tickets in order to fly out. He and Porsche want to support you. Korn too, I think."
And since Chan isn't conducting matters at the moment, he can't just schedule Big to accompany them. All he finds himself doing is vulnerably asking if Big could make sure he is on their security team for the trip.
"You are one of our most trustworthy guards," Chan gives as an excuse, "I trust you to make sure they are safe."
"Is that the only reason, sir?"
Chan doesn't give Big an answer either way.
But when the funeral happens, only Korn and Pol fly out. Chan is confused for multiple reasons, and he can see that Pol does not want to be there. When Chan texts Big to see what is going on, he doesn't get a response. When he asks Korn what is going on, Korn just dismisses the concerns and says there were some minor mishaps but to focus on his family.
He ends up cornering Pol later that night.
"Khun Korn sent a few men to a get-together in order to spy on the Bianchi family. They didn't come back. Kinn and Porsche are trying to track them down and don't want to worry you when you are dealing with all of this-"
"Who? Which guards?"
"...Gear, Third, and Big."
The news makes him feel sick. He calls Kinn and Porsche incessantly until they finally give in and respond. He knows he comes off as more demanding and panicked than he ever has before, but he can't take the time to calm down. He doesn't even want to stay for the funeral. He wants to take the first flight back despite Kinn's promises to track them down and get them home safe.
And he certainly doesn't want to stay and accompany Korn back as his fucking guard, not when he is the one who sent Big.
And so he doesn't. He visits his grandmother late that night, tells her something happened and that he's leaving, and that he's sorry. His grandmother asks if it has to do with the guy he has been talking to, and he admits that it does. She surprisingly gives her blessing and he takes an early morning flight without saying a word to Korn.
When he arrives and turns his phone back on, he sees that he has several missed calls from his boss but he can't find it within himself to return them. He goes straight back to the compound and sees that Kinn and Porsche have both been made aware that he was likely coming back without notice. Porsche tries his best to give reassurances while Kinn promises to calm Korn down.
Chan frankly doesn't care. All he wants to do is get to work and track down Big.
Chan doesn't expect it to take months, nor does he expect Korn to tell him to let the matter go, that the guards can be replaced.
He also doesn't expect to quit on the spot. But since the guards can be easily replaced, Korn should have no issue finding a replacement for him. It's the first time in a while he has seen Korn look surprised - maybe even regretful - and it is probably the first time Korn has seen him this angry. While Kinn and Porsche promise to keep looking and ask him to please reconsider, Chan tells him he won't be back until Big is safe.
He only remembers to add Gear and Third as an afterthought. But by that point, Porsche's gaze becomes more knowing, and so does Kinn's.
Chan goes solo after that. He has more than enough money to live comfortably, and he doesn't need much to feel comfortable. Kinn and Porsche call to check in and to give updates on their search. Arm does too, and so does Tankhun, who tends to praise him for standing up to Korn.
Korn doesn't call once, although Chan doesn't expect him to, nor does he particularly care. All he can care about is finding Big, and it's feeling hopeless. Even when he flies to Italy to meet with a member of the family, they act like they have no idea what he is talking about. It's a wreckless meeting that leaves two people dead, and he gets no answers out of it.
He only gets answers when Arm reaches out to tell him he has discovered a large transaction between the Bianchis and the Kalashovs. Not long after, the Kalashovs rented a private plane and had an even larger transaction with the Hanchars, a prominent family in Belarus known for sex trafficking. Arm notes that the relationship between the two latter families seems new. Despite feeling sick to his stomach, Chan researches them and finds his way to weasel into their inner circle. He has skills to offer, and he is currently unemployed. When he is able to successfully send word that the top security expert for Thailand's most powerful family is looking to relocate and practice his skills elsewhere, it doesn't take long for someone to track him down.
He plays hard to get and unyielding at first. Being uninterested in what would be considered incredible offers makes criminals intrigued, and making it clear he wants to be regarded differently than he was at his last place of employment gets them to invite him to an exclusive event, an event where he can "enjoy" the best of their business practices. They will even let him bid on something that catches his eye.
While he had hoped saying yes to that would lead him to Big, he didn't expect to have to bid on him once he is put on display - naked, blindfolded, and clearly drugged. It takes everything within Chan to keep his composure as he puts in bid after bid, going high enough to make the men who think they are his prospective employers raise eyebrows. But what matters is that he's the highest bidder.
When Big is thrown at him and Chan catches him, Big immediately goes for Chan's clothes. Chan holds Big's hands in place and requests a private room. While the men in the room try to say he should let them watch - that it's more fun for everyone when there is an audience to watch the winner play with his toy - Chan says that he wants his toy to be able to see him, that he doesn't like the blindfold, and he is willing to pay extra to have a night with him alone.
They allow it, and Chan and Big are escorted to a room in the mansion. Once the door is shut, Chan rips off Big's blindfold and finds his composure crumbling.
"It's me," he says, cupping Big's face, "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry it took me so long-"
"Would you like me on the bed or on my knees, sir?"
Chan pauses and takes the sight of Big in. He won't meet his eyes, he looks broken, and Chan is ready to go back out and kill every single man in the auction room.
"Neither," Chan says, "Look at me. I'm getting you out. You're going to be safe-"
"Would you prefer the wall? Or maybe the shower?" Big continues.
"Big, it's me," Chan says, shaking him slightly, "I'm here to HELP you, to get you out-"
"They're watching."
Chan pauses and glances around.
"There are cameras in every room," Big says, kissing Chan's face as he runs his fingers through his hair, "And they will keep watching until they are satisfied, especially for first time bidders. So tell me what you want and how you want to do it."
"I don't-"
"If you came here to save me, then you can't give them reason to think you might betray them," Big whispers into his ear, "They'll kill you. So I need to satisfy them by satisfying you. We'll go to sleep after and escape together in the morning. Do you understand?"
- Chan tries to make their first time as gentle and loving as possible. It's something Big is clearly not used to and is almost uncomfortable with. Chan isn't comfortable either. He hates that they are in a situation where they are both forced to do this. Chan thinks it is possible that Big is just paranoid by how much these people watch and give a shit about what they are doing. But then they get checked on by a high ranking staff and an offer for a partial refund is made if "the toy" isn't continuing to please Chan. Chan tells the staff to leave and they sleep together again. Round three happens on its own just before dawn. They haven't been bothered for hours and Big initiates, but it is all-consuming and desperate on both their ends because they both know they have the odds stacked against them as soon as they leave the room.
- The escape is brutal. While Chan is set on killing every person who put Big in this situation, Big is on a warpath and clearly holding onto a LOT of pain and resentment.
- They go on the run after they leave and somehow make it across the border. They don't stop driving until they hit Berlin and take a little time to rest.
- While Chan is relieved that Big isn't completely brainwashed like he initially believed, it's clear that he is traumatized. He routinely gets into a headspace where he assumes Chan wants sex. Or he gets paranoid that he will be dragged back to Minsk because Chan kept him for too long. He snaps out of these short episodes, but it's heartbreaking for Chan to witness at all.
- They share a bed, which comforts both of them. At first, Chan worries it may re-traumatize Big, but Big has nightmares that seem to not be as intense when they sleep together.
- Chan informs Kinn and Porsche of what happened. He doesn't get into the details, but he tells them that he and Big will not be coming back anytime soon, that Big can't handle a long flight right now. When Kinn asks about Third and Gear, the only information that Big has given is that they were too old so they were killed. Later, Chan learns they were tortured until Big cooperated with his new "job" and they were killed right after.
- When Chan thinks Big can handle a short flight, he gets him to London, where they stay with Chan's grandmother. She is very sweet to Big and makes sure he is comfortable. She recognizes he has been abused since she dealt with an extremely abusive and controlling husband.
- Kinn, Porsche, Tankhun, Arm, and Pol fly out after. Tankhun is surprisingly sweet to Big and eventually confides that he sort of understands what he went through, since he was hurt similarly when he was kidnapped. While Chan was aware of this, he is surprised Tankhun is taking the initiative to talk about it with Big.
- They take several days to go sightseeing. Chan spent his childhood and teenage years split between Bangkok and London. While he ultimately moved to Bangkok and stayed there since it let him feel close to his mother, he still has good memories of London, despite his strained relationship with his father. So Chan shows them around and the group feels like it is on even footing despite the strange dynamics.
- Korn isn't thrilled about two of his sons taking off for some extended trip to the UK. At all. It's only at this point that he starts calling Chan again. But Chan is still not returning his calls, which Korn isn't happy about either.
- The group catches onto something developing between Chan and Big. When Tankhun approaches him about the fact they cuddle together and share a bed, Chan is reluctant to talk about it but says he isn't going to push Big into anything.
- When they do end up slowly progressing in their intimacy, Chan is hyper aware of what Big needs from him and is very set on making sure they communicate with each other.
- Whether they go back to Bangkok or not is still up in the air. The same goes for their employment. Part of me thinks they might try lower risk jobs after they take the time they desperately need to relax and heal.
Anyway, that's all I have on the idea so far and it is still way more than I can do in a one-shot 😂 @chanbig @randomia-in-wonderland @fawndlyvenus I know you guys like this pairing, so you will have to let me know what you think of it!
“Oh, sorry, I didn’t realize anyone else came here.” Chay looks up from his phone to the door of the music room where a boy is peeking his head in. Kim, Chay thinks his name is. They sat together on the first day of classes, and Kim asked to borrow a pen.
“No worries, you can come in, if you want. It’s just me.”
Kim hesitates for a second before grinning. “Thanks. You’re Chay, right? We have calculus together.”
Chay groans. “Please don’t remind me of that torture disguised as education.”
Kim laughs, sitting next to him and pulling a lunch box out of his bag. “So I’m not the only one who thinks that?”
“Nope,” Chay confirms. “And I bet you’re also thinking about how it’s taught by an old geezer with a stick up his ass, which I have to agree with.”
Kim almost chokes on his food, looking at Chay with a mixture of confusion and amusement. “I’m not sure I would’ve put it that way, but you’re not wrong.”
Chay laughs. “Do you come here a lot, by the way? I come here almost every day, but we’ve never crossed paths.”
Kim nods, swallowing a bite of food before speaking. “I do too, but I usually have student council meetings during this block.”
"Student council?"
"I'm the president."
Chay whistles, impressed. He probably should've known that, but he doesn't care much about class events.
"Cool," he says, then tilts his head. “Do you play?” he asks, gesturing at the decorative little guitar pick dangling from Kim’s necklace.
“Yeah, I do, actually. You too?” Chay nods.
“Do you have one of your own?” Chay asks, and he sees Kim’s eyes light up.
“I do. I don’t mean to brag, but,” he says, leaning in as he pulls out his phone to show Chay a picture.
After that, the flood gates open. They talk for hours. Not hours. They talk for the whole lunch break, but it feels like hours. Chay’s never had a better first impression of someone. Whenever he meets new people, even when he first met Ohm, he tends to be very polite, smiling kindly and being slightly reserved. But today? He feels like he can’t stop talking, and Kim returns his enthusiasm in kind. It’s like they’ve been good friends for years, rather than strangers until thirty minutes ago. He's surprised how nice it is to hang out with Kim, but maybe that's his own biases about The Popular Kids creeping in.
Their interests seem perfectly aligned, and they don’t run out of things to talk about the whole time. Chay wants to invite Kim over so he can show him the guitar Porsche got him for Christmas, and they can play together. It’s very weird, since Chay’s never wanted to bring anyone over, let alone someone he just met. It’s not even that he thinks Kim would decline, Kim seems just as thrilled as he is to be sharing these kinds of conversations.
To be honest, he feels a little special to see a side of the boy he doesn’t show to just anyone. Well, at least, he’s never shown it to Chay before... He feels a little less special after that thought. This is probably how Kim is with all his friends, and since Chay’s never had a proper conversation with him before, it would make sense that he’s never seen it.
They talk all the way up until the bell rings, letting them know they have five minutes to get to their next class, which, conveniently, is one they share. Chay stands and cracks his back, stiff from how he was leaning back on his arms. Kim waits for him to grab his bag before they start walking together.
“Valentine’s Day is coming up,” Kim says, holding the door open for Chay. “Have anyone special you’re gonna buy chocolates for?”
Chay chuckles a little. “Not me. I’m too busy trying to graduate.”
Kim nods his head, looking forward as they walk through the halls.
Chay bites his cheek. It’s the first awkward silence since they started talking, and he doesn’t like it at all.
“What about you?” Chay asks to get the conversation flowing again.
Kim just shrugs.
Having no idea what to do with that, Chay keeps his mouth shut.
When they enter the classroom, Chay walks slowly, not sure if he’s supposed to sit in his usual seat or follow Kim. When Kim sits down and doesn’t acknowledge Chay, he takes it as a sign and almost starts to walk past Kim to his seat down the aisle, but he pauses, bites his lip, working up the nerve.
Finally, he turns back to Kim and holds out his phone.
“Can I get your number?” Chay says, which immediately sounds more forward than he was hoping for. But Kim just blinks at him, then chuckles and hands over his own phone. Chay quickly types his number in, and when he gets his phone back there’s a new contact: kim :)
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Pete is at the main family mansion.
Visiting his friends. Visiting his former bosses.
Not that it was uncommon, Pete usually went out at least once a week to - in his own words - ‘catch up with them’.
Sometimes, Vegas resents him for it.
For instance, Vegas would use other words. I go there to listen to them telling me to leave you, and when they finally convince me I won’t come back.
Much more realistic - Vegas thinks.
He knows.
Knows about Porsche telling Pete that Vegas is an evil man and he shouldn’t be with him. As if he and Kinn are superior to them. Knows about Tankhun literally begging Pete on his knees to leave Vegas. Knows about Kinn’s pitiful promises, telling Pete that the main family will always welcome him home. Knows about the two other bodyguards asking Pete if it’s really what he wants.
He knows all too well.
And then there’s Pete. His love, his everything, his partner, his most precious possession. He smiles, and doesn’t say anything. He listens to them, never says a thing. The good old main family’s pet: The invisible Pete.
At least that’s what Vegas thinks happens. Because Pete never told him about any of those conversations. It’s there, nevertheless. There, under Pete’s skin when he gets home, and it’s there the morning after. It’s there, wanting to crawl out, when Vegas asks him if everything’s alright. He sees it in the flicker of Pete’s eyes, the burning flame of wanting to escape. Of wanting to believe everything that filthy family is telling him, because who is Vegas, really?
No one. Nothing. Compared to everything Pete had before him. He had a life. A good one. A better one. Vegas took it away. Made him suffer, made him bleed, made him worry with a false sense of love. He stayed because he didn’t know where to go. He didn’t stay because it was where he wanted to be.
Vegas knows this. It’s deeply inserted in his veins, tattooed on his skin. It’s what keeps him alive. Of course he knows it. He also knows once Pete believes any of them, he’ll be long gone before Vegas could sink to his knees to beg him not to leave once again. He would do it, because he is a selfish man.
No matter how much these thoughts make him miserable, at least he is here. Pete is here, in his bed at night, in the kitchen in the morning and in his life - for now. He doesn’t want to lose this. He just feels like it’s temporary.
