Hmm
I'm in a strange moment right now. Just laying on my bed, listening to the hum of my computer; lights off because when I was awake earlier it was much brighter; my monitors illuminating the room in a pale turquoise-blue light. I'm sleepily thinking of how I should probably get a bit of homework done but I don't really care because I won't have classes tomorrow most likely. I'm thinking about how nice it sounds to be cuddling someone right now. How nice it would be to slowly run my hand though their hair. To quietly breathe in and out. Smelling the now familiar odor of their shampoo and natural scent. To be resting at piece. Right now my arm and a bit of my foot hang off the bed. Grasping for nothing, while I have a pillow at my back that I'm finding helps me sleep better at night, or when I'm napping. A subconscious substitute for a person who's but a figment of an idea. Or someone who is well occupied already. Or is simply too far out of reach. Just a lingering moment that I felt like sharing before it left me.
