How do you people...
write sad thing?!?!?!? HOW?!?! This is the first time I’ve had a sad AU pummel my mind for more than an hour and I’ve cried like 10 times in the past 2 days over it!!! I haven’t even done anything more than try to plot out how the story’s gonna go!!!
Why has DA:I done this to me? Why does it make sense for my Inquisitor to die like this, for this reason? I just wanted him and Dorian to be happy, but this is eating my brain! I contacted 2 people I look up to and respect, asking questions that would help me make this plot work and I never talk to anybody or write posts!
And since I’ve done that, I obviously need to write or draw this out! But would any even care? Like, it’s my inquisitor and obviously I care about him, but gods, no one else knows him, so how would it matter to them?
But concepts of home, and having a home, and belonging... of doing whatever needs to be done to give what you never had to people that matter to you, and maybe even to people you never knew. As someone who moved a lot, was in foster care, found a good foster family but was never adopted... these sorts of concepts matter to me. And they matter to my inquisitor, because he’s got a lot of me in him.
And I’m completely emotionally compromised, how do I even start to do this...
