How do you people...
write sad thing?!?!?!? HOW?!?! This is the first time Iāve had a sad AU pummel my mind for more than an hour and Iāve cried like 10 times in the past 2 days over it!!! I havenāt even done anything more than try to plot out how the storyās gonna go!!!
Why has DA:I done this to me? Why does it make sense for my Inquisitor to die like this, for this reason? I just wanted him and Dorian to be happy, but this is eating my brain! I contacted 2 people I look up to and respect, asking questions that would help me make this plot work and I never talk to anybody or write posts!
And since Iāve done that, I obviously need to write or draw this out! But would any even care? Like, itās my inquisitor and obviously I care about him, but gods, no one else knows him, so how would it matter to them?
But concepts of home, and having a home, and belonging... of doing whatever needs to be done to give what you never had to people that matter to you, and maybe even to people you never knew. As someone who moved a lot, was in foster care, found a good foster family but was never adopted... these sorts of concepts matter to me. And they matter to my inquisitor, because heās got a lot of me in him.
And Iām completely emotionally compromised, how do I even start to do this...
