I love against and I am emotionally constipated. If you are still taking requests, may I please request headcanons about the demon brothers(Obey Me) with an MC(gn!) that refuses to open up about their problems, and tells them to stay out of their bussines? Even more pain if the MC uses the pact to make them leave the room. Take your time and don't forget to take breaks!
when you are an emotionally constipated anime character
characters: Lucifer, Mammon, Asmodeus
cw: angst, hurt no comfort, a little violent behaviour in Mammon's part that can be triggering for some but he doesn't physically hurt the mc, mc might seem like a dick in this… ehehehe
a/n: oof anon, that's a good one😈. and my requests are always open. i love angst too, more than what's considered normal so thanks for this ask, really. dude i hope this how you wanted it😭. also like i did these 3 because doing all of them at once was too much. lemme know if you want a specific brother or something though. don't mind me making fun of mc like this
part 2
🌪️lucifer
• he walks up to you after your class and asks you to accompany him to a secluded place inside the school premises.
• he has been observing for quite some time now and it is painfully obvious that something's been bothering you.
• at first he thought you would come up to him eventually when you finally decide to talk about it with somebody. he was dead sure it would be him and he was dead sure you would open up. after all he is the eldest brother and the most smartest of them all, so why not?
• couldn't be more wrong. don't be so presumptuous Lucifer, our mc doesn't wanna talk to anyone about their problems.
• whatever it was, you knew you could and would handle it yourself. maybe not right now, but eventually. and even if you couldn't, asking for someone's help was too much for your ego.
• right so when you do go to some quiet place with him, he asks you about "what is going on?"
• since you won't speak up yourself, he had to take the initiative to ask you himself. he can't see you like this anymore. he wants to know what's the big deal so you both can sort it out.
• you deny these accusations and tell him it's all fine. it's not. you and him both know that so he gives you a deadpan look as if saying "cut the bullshit."
• you don't. you cross your arms, lean on one side with your left foot forward and stare right back at him. a bored expression on your face.
• mind you all this time you two haven't said a word and are talking… telepathically? it's creepy
• soooo it's been ten minutes now and neither of you have budged. too much pride hun?
• anyways Lucifer sighs and tries to be the more mature one. he requests you to please tell him what has been hurting you all this while. he wants to help you.
• you refuse. you ask him to stop after repeated questioning and mind his own business. and that you can handle your own mess.
• "i don't need you help, Lucifer."
• oh? oh? aren't you being a little too bold, mc? forgotten your place, have you?
• you are testing his patience and every time you cut off his advancements he gets closer and closer to losing his cool with you.
• but it's not your fault. Lucifer should have known better.🤷🏽
• it had taken the longest to make a pact with Lucifer and he is utterly disappointed and immensely heart broken when you order him to stay away from you by using the pact. that pact he holds so dear to himself because it shows how special you are to him. never would he have imagined that you would use the pact made to bring you two closer, to push him away.
• it's not that you are arrogant or cocky. it's just, asking for help and reaching out to people when you obviously can't handle stuff on your own has never been your strong pursuit. you have never been able to open up and let it out.
• you aren't able to confront your ownself about your own problem so when someone else confronts you about them (because they obviously care about you, dummy ) you shut them down and tighten the security and put an extra lock on your emotionally stunted mind.
• it's ok though, mc. you just need therapy (and so do i, high five!...?)
🌪️Mammon
• he catches on pretty quick. mammon is very smart okay? he can read emotions and body language better than anyone. sure it might not look like it, but when it comes to you? let me tell you, he is very observant.
• this boy… demon? lives to make you smile. the one thing he hates more than his Goldie being taken away is seeing you hurt, and even more, if he is the reason for it.
• he suspects something is wrong when you start to cancel on any plans you two had made prior to your behaviour change. you were so excited about it. in fact, you were the one who proposed them and now you, yourself are cancelling them? hmm, something's fishy.
• you tend to zone out when he is rambling on about his modeling sessions or Lucifer's wrath on him and he has to bring you back to devildom like five times in a fifteen minute conversation.
• one day, when you had too much going in that head of yours and you were practically a mess, Mammon's tsundere acts and the lack of reading the room sometimes made you snap at him. you asked him to "stop acting like a fucking child and mend your tsundere ways. you are a fucking demon and have been alive for God knows how long so can you please act a little mature for your age?"
• pin drop silence.
• you get up and leave. and haven't come back to him in days. you two haven't talked or spent any time together.
• he misses you, dearly. so after three to four days of leaving you alone and giving you space he comes knocking at your door.
• "mc… mc is something the matter? why aren't you talking to me? did i do something wrong? is it about the other day? i am sorry. i am sorry, i promise i would be better but please don't leave me on radio silence for three fucking days???"
• "leave me alone mammon. i don't wanna talk."
• "mc please. please don't do this. what is the matter? what's going on? you barely talk to any of us. you barely spend any time with us."
• "mammon. i won't repeat myself. go away."
• he grits his teeth and bangs on the door which makes you jolt. "no, i fucking won't. you speak up now. say it, fucking spit it out."
• this spikes up your anger. well two can play this game.
• "you don't get to tell me shit. mind your fucking business and leave."
• "i won't." and keeps banging on the door.
• mammon? darling? ever heard of personal space and privacy? clearly not.
• "I SAID FUCKING STOP! LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE DAMNIT! GO AWAY!"
• he stops. involuntarily but he does. he can't seem to bang on your door and he is forced to leave you.
• never did he think you'd use the pact for this. like this.
• you have hurt him mc. bad. worse than his brothers have with their constant berating. he never expected you of all people to treat the sacred pact he has with you like this. the pact was to create and intensify the bond you two had. the pact is so special to him. all he wanted was to help you, mc. so why?
• well mammon, as i have said before. you guys need therapy because there can't be two emotionally immature people in a relationship.
🌪️Asmodeus
• immediately notices something is wrong when you don't show the same enthusiasm and eagerness when he asks you to join him for a personal fashion show.
• he had bought so many new outfits, skin care and make up products. what do you mean you are busy? or you don't have time? or you aren't in the mood?
• he gets so upset. annoys you into saying yes until…. until you snap.
• and you snap hard. clicking your tongue and furrowing your eyes, your face holds a scowl as you look at him with annoyance.
• "back off asmodeus. i told you, "i. don't. wanna." , a million times. can't you take no for an answer? leave me alone man."
• grumbling all the way back to your room, you don't see the absolute shock and hurt in his face.
• he is genuinely heartbroken. even though he is tough and doesn't really give a shit when others do it, but this is probably the first time you have yelled at him.
• and when he caught on to your mumbling and grumbling, "so annoying."
• his heart shatters. sure he has a thick skin, but he lowers his guards and takes off his armour when he is around you. simply because he doesn't have to. he doesn't have to watch his words or tone himself down when it's you. you never judge him or berate him for how he is or how he acts. you take him as he is and accept him with arms open wide and a blinding smile.
• he figures something is definitely wrong after mulling over it and having a small talk with Solomon that night.
• but he doesn't wanna go back to you. not for now at least. he's hurt too, mc.
• sure you are suffering, but you didn't have to be so mean. sure he was being too pestering but you also know how he can be so sensitive.
good morning/afternoon/night, i saw you wanted some requests, so here i am (?).
i was wondering if you could write some headcanons for how satan, beelzebub and belphegor (obey me!) would help, or try to do so, their gn! s/o who tends to bottle up their emotions to the point that they can't feel any emotion at all for several days, just numbness for days until they get their emotions back.
if you need any more exact clarification of what i mean do not hesitate to send me a message or something.
feel free to delete this if you don't feel like doing it.
remember to take care of yourself first, don't pressure yourself with this and take you time.
thanks in advance! <3
with a s/o who tends to bottle up their emotions
characters: Satan, Beelzebub, Belphegor
cw: long post under the cut, established relationship, emotional intimacy and vulnerability, (in belphie's part)mentions of make out sessions, sex, body worship and praise kink but not descriptive.
a/n: greetings! thank you for sending in an ask you sweet, kind human and i hope this is what you asked for. i had fun doing this💜 and take care of yourself too (all of you in fact). if you like this, reblog.
🌿Satan
• Satan is an observer, very very observant. he notices everything. he remembers everything. you don't have to say something or explain yourself for him to figure out what's wrong. he can be a menace still, but he knows where to draw the line when he senses his behaviour isn't being received playfully or lightheartedly.
• he is straightforward and comes to the point. would take you to a secluded place and ask you what is wrong. doesn't beat around the bush. now if you don't disclose it or act like nothing's wrong, he tries to pry it out of you. would try to sneakily make you pour your heart out.
• like what is wrong, just tell me please. he is nosy and wants to know what's up.
• would try to distract you and take your mind off of whatever you're overthinking about. since you aren't telling him, he can't help you with that. but at least he can try and uplift your mood. so he would try to take you to different places he knows you'd like. or he'd try to spend some time with you by doing some labor intensive or brainstorming activity just so you'd forget about your thoughts for the time being and instead focus on the task at hand.
• exercising helps decrease anxiety and depression and increases levels of dopamine and serotonin.
• cracks witty jokes just to see you smile or laugh a little. he is dying to bring your smile back.
• he doesn't like you when you just become a shell of your true self. when you don't show any emotions. and when the fear of losing you creeps up, he gets scared.
• eventually would get a little irritated with you. he thinks you are being utterly stupid. satan is smart, you should talk to him. you should tell him and let him help you. he would give you advice or might even solve the problem himself. don't you trust him?
• bottling up emotions is bad, he knows that. why do you think he never bottles up his anger? if he is angry, he makes sure everybody in the vicinity knows he is angry. he doesn't keep it in, he let's it out. he knows if he tried to conceal his wrath, he'd cause havoc in the entire devildom.
• when everything fails and you just bottle it in and act like everything is fine when he is dead sure you are hurting inside, he tries one last time.
• would take you to some beautiful, romantic place and spend some quality time with you. would let you know how much you mean to him and how much it hurts him to see you sad. he cares about you and loves you to the square of Earth's diameter and more. would be vulnerable with you so that you can trust him enough to be vulnerable with him.
• emotional intimacy 📈📈📈
• i mean it. he'd be very touchy and kiss-y and hugg-y. only if you are comfortable with that though, he knows some people don't like physical affection and become uncomfy. if that's the case then he'd keep it minimal and would ask before doing anything.
🌿Beelzebub
• probably an unpopular opinion, but i think beelzebub is a very emotionally mature person. he is very smart, he just likes to stay in his own bubble and mind his own business. doesn't like to get involved in dramas or poke his nose in others' matters.
• even when it comes to you, he tries to give you space. he knows sometimes you just need some time to yourself with no disturbance, just peace to gather your thoughts together. so he tries to help you passively.
• if you don't wanna deal with his brothers right now and aren't in a mood to talk, he asks his brothers to not bother you at all and leave you alone for some time. beel never asks for any favours so they don't even argue with him.
• if you don't come down for dinner, he'll make a plate for you with all your favourites and bring it to your room. if there aren't many favourites of yours at the table, no problem, he'll try to make them or will ask barbatos for help. again barbatos wouldn't decline him because he rarely asks for any help. and when he says it's for you, barb would happily help him out.
• beel knows how much power good food holds and he knows how much it helps in changing the mood, so his love language is food.
• would knock on your door before entering and would request you to please eat something. say you refuse, then he'll feed you himself. he might wanna finish the whole plate himself but would actively refrain from doing so.
• honestly, his heart would break seeing you like this. beel is the type of person who would hurt if you hurt. if you are sad, he is sad. if you cry, he cries. you can see the look on his face which resembles a kicked puppy.
• you don't act like you use to anymore. this is something more serious than just being sad. he gets scared when you try to recluse and turn away from him. he starts panicking a little.
• asks you, if he could please stay in the room with you. he doesn't want to stay away from you anymore. he wants to help because even after all this time, you still don't look your usual self.
• hugs hugs hugs. hugs bring so much comfort and safety when you are in the arms of someone who actually cares about you. he loves hugs, beel loves physical affection. he doesn't mind being vulnerable and emotional with his s/o at all.
• if you'd let him, he'd make you sit in between his legs, big muscular arms would hold you against his chest. he'd gently rub your back or your sides. he is very soft and gentle with you all the time. would cage you in his warm embrace with his limbs and place your head on his broad chest. it feels very good, i'm telling you.
• he isn't very good at giving advices but is a good listening ear. cry to him, rant to him, yell to him, just tell him what is going on inside your head. empty your heart, spill it out, don't hold it in please. it would only hurt you more. he doesn't want that.
• forehead kisses and temple kisses.
• would actively work on your relationship to make you comfortable with discussing things with him. he wants you to trust him with your everything.
🌿Belphegor
• tbh it would take him quite some time to notice. i think he is a little self absorbed and he tends to focus on himself more than others. he spends most of his time sleeping and the rest goes to school and studying. everyone else other than you and Beelzebub, tire him out. (doesn't mean he doesn't still love them.)
• would take your change in demeanor as you being tired or just not in the mood. wouldn't force you. in fact would ask you to come sleep with him in his bed.
• "it's comfy and sleeping helps with everything. a good sleep helps improve your mood, trust me."
• cuddles!! would pull you against him and put his arm on you. a big spoon just for you. would place feathery kisses on your neck and shoulder and collar bone.
• would place your head over his chest and play with your hair. hums a soft tune to help you relax.
• i think the cuddles would turn into slow but passionate make out sessions sometimes. and he becomes so serious with them, you sometimes find yourself breathless and speechless. would take your mind off by making love. definitely.
• probably the first emotion you felt in days.
• body worship and praise kink📈📈📈
• would show you how much he loves you through that. and all this just because he thinks you are temporarily sad.
• you may or may not cry with happiness or just because the above activities made you finally break down.
• but when he figures it out, that you are actually hurting and something has been bothering you so much for so long and he didn't even realise it, he would beat himself up for that. boy is genuinely very upset and disappointed in himself ngl :(
• apologises and begs you to tell him what's wrong. does he need to beat someone up? do you need help with school? did Lucifer scold you a little too much? wait did he do something?
• he doesn't want you to lose your shine. you are so special to him — a fresh breeze, a hope, a ray of sunshine. he knows what hatred and isolation can lead to. he doesn't want you to go spiralling down that rabbit hole. he doesn't want you to go through what he went through.
• but things happen and you can't control others emotions. so even if you don't wanna talk much about it, he is always by your side. ready to help you the second you ask for it. but no matter what he doesn't let you go spiralling. no, he helps you through it but with baby steps.
"I dreamt of you" "Sounds hot." "It was a nightmare."
pairing: sasuke uchiha x reader
genre: fluff
warnings: a small graphic depiction of gruesome killing, slightly suggestive
prompt list
you huffed.
tossing and turning for the past twenty minutes made you irritated. you tried to count sheeps, it didn't help instead you kept counting to see till what number could you keep on counting. meditation didn't help because your mind kept running off everywhere and even though you swear you tried to concentrate, a certain someone clogged your brain.
"it's fucking useless." you muttered. "i might as well get up."
walking out of your tent, you were greeted with cool, refreshing breeze. the grass on the ground danced in the direction of the wind, making a beautiful 'V' as it blew on.
"this is much better."
team Taka had decided to rest the night over here as they would be heading south tomorrow morning. the journey would be quite long so Mr. Grumpy Uchiha ordered, not suggested or adviced, ordered all the members to go to bed early.
now who the fuck sleeps at 9 p.m.?
certainly not you, courtesy to your energetic body language and brightly lit eyes. you leisurely walked around, aiming at no place in particular, just taking your time and enjoying the silence.
now you very much enjoyed Karin and Suigetsu's 24/7, 365 days bickering evident by your habit to pipe in from time to time and you also enjoyed annoying or as you like to call it- flustering your team captain, but you'd be lying if you said moments of peace and solitude like this weren't very much appreciated and needed.
"brooding in silence, Uchiha?" you called out as soon as you recognised his form and chakra. "or are you thinking about someone, under the stars and the moonlight, near the lake as if-"
"i dreamt of you." he cut you off. his head hanging low.
you shut up in an instant. that's… not what you expected. he dreamt of you? as in had a dream in which you were there. he didn't mention anyone else, just you.
was it a wet dream- oh God, did he just have a dream about you two-
"sounds hot." you blurted out.
"it was a nightmare."
well a decent person with some shame and dignity would have wanted to be buried 10 ft under the ground and would be apologising profusely by now.
but you, you shameless creature would have said it anyways because of your blabbering mouth that always gets you into trouble.
you let out a small chuckle at first and then went full on laughing mode. "of course it was. i haunt you even in your dreams, pretty boy."
you joked but didn't let it show that it slightly hurt. you wished he actually dreamt of you, wet or not, but it would have made your day to say the least. constant bickering was your way of flirting and annoying Sasuke but talking to him actually made you happy. you genuinely liked him and you were sure you made it painfully obvious.
"i have dealt with pretty messed up stuff but that dream was gruesome."
"what? did i rip you open with my sharp long nails, but didn't damage any important internal organs causing you to bleed yourself to death instead of immediately killing you so you-"
"no you didn't. in fact i almost lost you, in an even cruel way. i woke up sweating and all." he replied. "i did went to check up on you. but since i sensed your chakra, i didn't want to disturb you so i didn't knock."
"i am glad you're alright." he ended after a minute long pause.
your heart was a frenzy inside your chest, you swallowed the screams of excitement threatening to escape your lips. on the outside you looked unaffected but your body told a different story.
"i couldn't sleep anyway. also if you ever need to talk, you can come to me."
"huh? hmm got it."
"uh, Sasuke? are you alright there?" you shifted on your feet.
"yeah just-" he sighed. "nothing. why couldn't you sleep?"
"dunno," you shrugged. you sat down next to him on the stone and looked towards the lake just like him.
he didn't say anything in return and you didn't expect him to. you two just sat down in silence for a minute or two.
you didn't know why a nightmare affected him so much. shinobi get nightmares all the time, it comes with the package.
"Y/n, if you don't mind, stay with me here for some time."
now now now what a perfect opportunity to tease him and joke about this but he was being vulnerable for the first time since you had the blessing to meet the Uchiha and since you two ever talked. this was so new to you that you questioned if he was even Sasuke or some impostor.
but you knew better.
"it'd make me assured."
"sure." you replied. if it'd make him be at peace, you could stay for as long as he wanted.
"thank you." slight pink dusted his cheeks and he was glad it was dark and you weren't looking at him.
a/n: thanks for sending an ask, hope you like it :)
I want prompts 26. "I knew I would love kissing you, but this was..." "Even better than the dream?" "Yes." For Yamato Tenzou and fem!reader? I don’t mind if you want to add nsfw
fucking kiss me | yamato
cw: fem!reader, female bodied reader, pinch of angst to fluff, use of cuss words like always, you and yamato kissy kissy and make out a little thas it
prompt: "i knew i would love kissing you, but this was..." "even better than the dream?" "yes."
a/n: here's your request @kaylalovefanfic , finally lol. thanks for requesting and sorry for the delay😭
yamato has been acting weird for a couple of days now. weirder than usual actually.
everytime you entered the same room as him, he would immediately leave it. anytime you joined the same group as him, he would immediately shut up and won't contribute in the conversation anymore. worst part, he wouldn't even look at you. you are in a gathering with your friends or discussing about mission details, he would interact with anyone but you. whenever you talked to him, or at least tried to, he would somehow become busy and evacuate the area in a rush.
you weren't sure if you did something wrong, something to offend or hurt him. but his constant escaping you and ignoring you on purpose hurt you for sure. and it also annoyed you. there were times when you were certain that he hated you and found your presence a nuisance in his life.
your worries and insecurities were quickly dismissed by kakashi, though. when you confided in him after he caught you talking to yourself in the empty jonin office, he stared at you like an owl for a solid minute before he burst out laughing. mocking you in the process for thinking that tenzoū of all people would hate you. whatever he meant by that anyways.
it was another beautiful day in konoha. it had rained last night so naturally the many trees of konoha looked freshly bathed and vibrant, small puddles of water formed here and there. you could see small children playing with boats in the corners. there was still a faint fragrance of wet soil in the air. it was a pleasant morning.
you, on the other hand, were not pleasant at all. ask anybody in the jonin office and they would advise to steer clear of you. well by anyone, i meant sane people. not troublemakers like anko and genma, purposefully trying to test your patience.
your eyebrow twitched and you clenched your jaw. your mind was already clogged since last night. thinking about how unfair it was that he suddenly changed his attitude towards you and now acted hostile. like c'mon! talk it out like two mature adults.
you just couldn't stop thinking about the brunet. he was all you could think about for a few days now. you remember how you spent countless nights thinking about him, him & you and him & you. if you know what i mean.
slamming your mission report which you were trying to read, keyword trying; you abruptly got up. pushing the chair far away in the process. anger flaring and fumes leaving your nostrils and ears you strode towards the door and slammed it shut on your way out.
you didn't even know when you reached yamato's office until you saw the man standing in front of you. your brain was full of every type of hormones right now. anger, sadness, hurt, stress, anxiety.
forgetting your manners to knock before entering… or maybe you purposefully said fuck you to manners, you slammed this door shut in the process too.
yamato jolted. for a ninja, he wasn't really alert today. he should have sensed your arrival sooner and that would have given him ample time to escape, again.
but luck was on your side today. you locked the door from inside, blocking one way to escape at least.
you took long strides towards your crush and pushed his shoulders hard. pushing him against the wall as his back made a harsh contact with the hard surface behind him.
everything happened so fast that he had no reaction time to process anything— your entry, your flaring chakra, your deathly glare, and your breasts pressing into his toned chests, forget about reacting.
your irises stared into his dark ones. the warm breath from him tickled your face and at that moment, something snapped within you. perhaps, it was common sense. you just realised just how close you two were and just exactly what you were doing to him.
your face heated up and so did his, bright red colouring his pale skin. but still, you didn't back away. not now, this was probably your one and only chance.
"why are you ignoring me?" your voice came out quieter and raspier than you intended it to be. soft if you will, almost…hurt. your goal was to sound intimidating and loud, bold and accusatory.
he didn't respond. choosing to shy away and look elsewhere. dodging your questions but your eyes followed his.
a frown settled on your face, eyebrows furrowing. you held his jaw and turned it to make him face you. "look at me when i am talking to you."
he gulped. "i asked you, why are you ignoring me?"
his eyes begged you to just let him be, to not make him answer that question. but you didn't budge.
he sighed, "you won't understand."
"try me."
he looked into your eyes, a frown on his face too. he looked down at your lips, his gaze stayed upon them for a little too long before he looked back up.
"yamato-" you gasped. "do you- are you-"
"i like you. i like you a lot actually. i- mhmph!"
you pressed your lips to his soft ones in a heartbeat. tilting your head to your left, you deepened the kiss. shocked at first, but he got right back real quick. he returned the kiss. holding you by your waist, he pulled you closer. now interlocked you moved your lips slowly against each other, enjoying the feel of each other's lips against your own, relishing the taste you imagined for so long. eyes closed, glued together by an adhesive of love, longing and desire, you two finally kissed each other until you had to break apart. gasping for the much need oxygen, yamato looked at your swollen lips.
"i knew i would love kissing you, but this was..." he breathed in.
Can I request an naruto x reader, where the reader didn't returned from a dangerous mission that he didn't know nothing about. So Naruto being naruto went to find them but at the end they were only badly injured
not so easy to kill
pairing: naruto uzumaki x reader
genre: angst, fluff
synopsis: in the request
warnings: mentions of blood, blood loss, injuries, death, cuss words
a/n 1: hello~ of course you can request! thank you and i hope you like this :)
"Kakashi-sensei?" Naruto spoke as he drew shapes in the grass between his out spread legs, head hanging down.
"Hmm?" The copy nin asked, eyes wandering over the pages of his favourite book.
"Do you ever feel like a very strong feeling that something is about to go wrong?" He asked and quickly began adding and explaining. "Like when you just don't feel good at all but everything is just fine. But still something annoying keeps poking your brain with all these thoughts and also how it feels weird in the stomach."
"Gut instinct Naruto, it's called gut instinct." The silver haired jonin replied. "And-"
"Yeah yeah! That!" He pointed at him, nodding his head vigorously.
"Hmm and yes I have had it multiple times."
"Were they always right?"
"Almost all the time." He replied.
"Almost. Hmm." He squinted his eyes and thought for a minute before groaning loudly and getting up. "Ahh I am just hungry. I am gonna go to Ichiraku's. See ya later sensei!"
And without waiting for a reply he fled off. Kakashi let out a sigh.
---
Laying down on the bed Naruto tried to remember what all he did today.
He woke up, brushed his teeth, had to convince himself to take a bath, begrudgingly ate the vegetables Kakashi-sensei left because he took away all his emergency ramen stack and then went to the training ground. Kakashi was late as always, Yamato was teaching something to Sakura and then his day went on. Everything was normal. His ramen at Ichiraku's was also amazing.
Then why, why does he feel like something is swimming around weirdly in his stomach? And why does he feel so restless? He worked so hard today at the training ground but yet, sleep hasn't enveloped him in her arms.
What is going on? Is he sick? Did he eat something bad? Or maybe he is missing something? Oh shit is it Sakura-chan's birthday? Nah that's on March 28th, he remembers because she gave him a particularly hard punch since he had forgotten it that one time. Then why?
Wait, he didn't see you the entire day! And even yesterday and even the day before yesterday!
Yes that's what's wrong! He misses you! Of course! It's been so long, he must be getting all fidgety to finally see you.
He slept a peaceful slumber. Unbeknownst to him, far away from the safe borders of Konoha you fought for your life along with your comrades.
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The next morning the blond woke up with a bigger smile than his usual one. Styling his hair a little more fluffy, he went down to your apartment.
He had a skip to his steps, he really wanted to see you and was happy that you both would finally get sometime to spend, considering you haven't seen each other in days!
At that thought he forgot walking and practically ran all the way to your apartment. He excitedly ran up the stairs, and sent a series of hurried knocks.
No response.
He knocked again.
Again no response.
He figured you must be in the washroom or something.
"Y/n!!!! It's me! Open the door please!"
Again no response from the either side.
"Y/n?" He asked, this time a little on the edge. "Y/n are you home?"
Strange, they are usually at home this time around. So why aren't the opening the door?
The strange feeling hadn't quelled since yesterday though and with each passing second it seemed to grow stronger and stronger.
"Eh I am overthinking! What if they are somewhere else right now? Or maybe they had gone to see granny Tsunade. Yeah I am just gonna go check the Hokage tower."
Leaping through the roofs, high up in the air he made a beeline towards Tsunade Senju.
"Granny!" He yelled as he slammed the door open, Shizune shaking her head and walking out with Tonton in her arms.
"What is it Naruto?" The blonde replied in a monotonous voice, not picking her gaze up from the stack of papers demanding her time and attention.
"Have you seen Y/n? Or maybe you called them in for some work? I haven't seen them in days! And they aren't at their home too."
Tsunade stiffened. This was a mission she specifically sent you and a few others for, keeping in mind your specialities which would be beneficial for the mission. But that also meant, it was a high rank, life-threatening mission.
You always informed Naruto before going on a mission but the Hokage had ordered you not to disclose it to anyone, especially him. She knew he would create a ruckus and try his best not to let you go but what was needed by the village had to be done. She couldn't take decisions based on personal feelings and relations.
"They are gone on a mission, Naruto."
"Eh? What? But they didn't tell me anything!" Naruto exclaimed.
"Yeah it was a quick mission, I just sent them in an instant." She lied. "Okay now shoo away kid, I have got work to do."
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You had been fighting continuously for 2 days now. As soon as you left Konoha and reached the area from where the mission had to began, your team didn't get a single moment of rest.
Problems arose every step of the mission. They were good. They had planned everything in advance. And fuck, they were rogue-nin too.
You could make a rough guess it was around midnight right now. You four had gone a little ahead than the rogue-nin and successfully planted some traps.
You all needed immediate medical help and lots of rest but you couldn't afford to get caught by the rogues again. It was a waste of time and energy. You still had a fight to win once you finally reached the place you were sent on a mission for.
So trying your best to ignore your muscles, bones and joints, screaming and begging you to give them some rest and help, your team went on. Make shift bandages and sloppy first aid keeping you from getting infections and septics.
You four stank. Sweat and dried blood creating a nauseatic smell but it kind of dulled in the open forest.
Keeping low, you made your way under the canopy of trees, trying to hide in the dark with no moonlight hitting the ground from the blanket of green up above.
"Aaah-" A blood-curdling scream was what you heard last before blackness surrounded you.
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"Naruto will you stop pacing around!" Sakura snapped.
"Why is Naruto behaving different than his usual self?" Sai questioned Sakura. Yamato sighed.
"That's enough. It's been nine days since Y/n left for the mission. The mission was estimated to finish in five days. But their team is four days late. And I am saying four as if they would be returning today. We haven't got any intel about them since. I doubt they would be coming in today. The ninjas stationed at the borders would have sent a message at least. But they haven't. So they are going to be even more late. This is not common. Y/n is an exceptional ninja. They are always punctual. Moreover they aren't alone! They are with other high rank ninjas as well. Ninjas are given a day or two max for some side problems or issues but it's been four days. Something is seriously wrong. I have been getting a bad feeling for the past week but I ignored it. Not anymore. I know that this is a gut instinct."
"Wow you know how to speak that much?" Sai spoke.
"Who taught you that word?" Yamato questioned.
"I didn't know you were capable of thinking that far. If only you applied that much brain power in studies and anything else which isn't Y/n." Sakura said, shocked.
Naruto gave them a deadpanned look.
"What do you want to do then, Naruto?" Kakashi asked from the branch he was laying on a minute ago but now standing on.
"Kakashi-sensei, I don't feel so good." He looked up. "I am gonna go find Y/n. And I am gonna bring them and their teammates back."
"Ehh??? Sakura stood up. "That is against the rules. Tsuande-sama clearly sent them alone and not you, so you aren't allowed to go."
"I don't care what granny said. Y/n definitely needs help. What if something happened to them? What if they were waiting for me and I wasn't there for them? Wasn't there to help them? What if they di-" He couldn't finish and he didn't need to.
"In the world those who break the rules are scum but those who abandon their friends are worse than scum." Naruto spoke and looked at Kakashi. Kakashi sent him a smile and hopped of the branch.
"Let's go then."
Cutting through the wind, faster than a cheetah, almost flying since his feet barely touched the ground, he leapt through the big Hashirama trees with only one person in mind ― you.
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Your head spun because of the headrush when you tried to get up. "Ugh, fuck-"
You had fainted. Yeah after that scream, you felt lightheaded and you fainted.
Looking around, you found you were alone. It was early hours of the day, it was still dark outside though.
You mustered up enough strength to sit up, holding your head because you didn't trust your abilities right now. You had to make sure your teammates were alright.
Fortunately for you, their stuff was right here but...
"Where are they?" You spoke but your voice came way too weak and octaves lower.
"Damn it." They weren't here but you had to go look for them. Generally one person is always near the weakened team member to patrol or take care of them. But considering none of them were present, you were a little worried.
You started formulating a plan. Going over every detail you did know and examining your surroundings.
"Baby steps, Y/n, baby steps."
You crawled towards one of their bags to take out a bottle and some ration bars. But half way through, your body gave up.
"Fuck-" you arms trembled and you almost hit your face on the ground.
Blood loss. A lot of it. And your chakra reserves still hadn't replenished, meaning the injuries would take their sweet time healing.
But you were tired, exhausted, sleepy, weak, every part of your being hurt, small whimpers of pain left your lips from time to time, your body was full of cuts and scratches. Some had started clotting and some were a little too big and had to be tightly wrapped, yet they bled out.
"You can do this Y/n. Just a little more. Food and water would help."
You layed back down, staring up at the sky. You had taken your fill of water and ration bars. The stars sparkled brightly in the sky. This would all have been very beautiful and romantic if you weren't covered in bruises and smelling like shit.
"Damn bro, you didn't even tell Naruto before leaving. You need to dress your wounds properly or you'd fucking die." You said to yourself.
"Naruto would fucking kill me if I died before him. We promised to die together, whenever we do that is." You mumbled. "God, I am so dramatic."
Your laugh filled the atmosphere. Your body shook as you laughed and then started coughing violently. "Fu- *cough* fuck. If mom saw me, she'd definitely call me crazy. Saying how I am going insane. Talking and laughing to myself."
"Y/n!"
"Wow now I even hear Naruto's voice. I am truly going insane."
"Y/n!"
"Sounds so fucking realistic. Damn is this what people hear before dying or something or did I hit my head somewhere?"
"Y/NNNNNN!"
You jumped up. "Na-Na-Naruto???"
"Y/n! Guys there they are!" Naruto pointed at you as he ran upto you.
"Wha-"
"Holy shit you are alive. Holy shit. Holy shi-"
"Language!" Yamato shouted.
"Ack. Sorry sorry." He rubbed the back of his head.
Without wasting a second Naruto pounced on you. "Oof-"
"They are injured you silly! Get off them!" Sakura scolded him, trying to pry him off but he clung on to you like a koala.
"You are safe Y/n. That is good. Naruto was worried sick." Kakashi said.
"Yeah Y/n-chan, I thought you- or something bad-"
"Hey hey I am fine." You waved your hand. "Ow, my wrist. Okay no I am not fine. But dead? Pfft- It's not that easy to kill The Great Y/n, fox boy. Now move, let Ms. Brains treat me properly because I clearly did a shitty job."
And he complied albeit unwillingly, moving aside to let the pinkette get on her work as she kneeled infront of you.
"You stink." Sai spoke out of nowhere.
Everybody went quiet. You blinked up at him.
"You stink really bad." Sai completed. And that's when everybody burst out laughing.
a/n 2: Originally only Naruto was gonna go look for you but then Sakura got worried in case you were actually in a very bad condition and needed help and she wasn't at the right place at the right time so she tagged along, Sai went because he felt like, Kakashi wasn't gonna let Naruto go alone, of course. By now Yamato has gotten attached to all of you and wasn't gonna leave the kids alone at least, also there was always Naruto potentially going in his 9 tails mode. This was what they all said before tagging along but in reality they were all genuinely worried about you and wanted to make sure you were okay as soon as possible.
Okok so i have a request inspired by two things: 1 That post with all the smiling Naruto Manga icons (😭💖) 2 You mentioned to me that your works lacked Naruto fluff so here I am!! I'm gonna be a bit vague about this one but basically anything you want to write with giggly Naruto and gender neutral reader. Maybe some kisses here and there bc I'm a sucker for that stuff but other than that let your creative juices run wild!! Once again, don't doubt yourself bc you're a splendid writer and ik it!
a day spent with naruto
credits: the account where i got these images from is deactivated but here's the link to the post where i got them from.
pairing: Naruto Uzumaki x reader
genre: fluff, fluff, so much fluff, established relationship
synopsis: spending time with Naruto and realising how much you love him
warnings: sleeping in the same bed
a/n: kwjzhshzsh i absolutely loved writing this. aaaaaahhhh thanks for this request my favourite dear lovely anon. i love your requests and constant praises. keep 'em comin', don't stop 👀👉👈❤️
again sorry for the wait :(
the sunlight peeked through the thin pink curtains casting a pinkish-orangish glow on the walls.
it must be around 2 or 3 p.m., the world was busy outside, people were going about their lives under the scorching heat of the April sun but inside the cool walls of your bedroom, two teenagers were sprawled on the bed, so deep in their slumber, they didn't have any clue of the world outside.
the blond's mouth was slightly open with a little bit of drool trickling down, he was laying on his side, legs sprawled out as scissors and a hand holding on to his pillow.
you on the other hand are laying down on your stomach, making a seven with your legs, holding onto both sides of your pillow and deep in your dreamland.
this was a ritual at this point. ever since you were kids your mothers would put you both to bed around this time as they went about their day. it was only natural that as almost seventeen year olds you still followed the same. a lot of things had changed from what you used to do as children but this remains the same.
sleeping on your own is great but nothing could beat it and you would be lying if you both said sleeping like this wasn't the best sleep you ever get. you two sleep like babies when with one another, with no care in the world.
even though you two do sleep with no care in the world, your hand comes out to hold Naruto's instinctively as you feel Naruto's hands searching for yours. his mouth leaves heavy sighs and slight groans, he is restless, he is anxious, he is scared.
your conscious self doesn't know that but subconsciously you know. you know sometimes Naruto gets nightmares. you know he gets restless and so out of reflex and muscle memory alone his hand reaches for yours to seek comfort and you are, like always, ever ready to wrap him in your warmth. to tell him he is safe, he is with you and you will do whatever it takes to protect him. and whatever it takes to see that award-winning smile he flashes your way.
his smile seems like the cure to every problem and it makes you smile too. it's that contagious. your shoulders relax but your heart beats faster. it flutters inside your chest, you feel butterflies in your stomach, it makes you so very happy.
as you hold onto his calloused hands and give it a gentle squeeze, Naruto's breathing audibly lightens up. he isn't groaning anymore. he just lets out a sigh which sounds like a snore and with that he is back in his deep sleep, this time dreaming of ramen and some more drool sticks to the fabric of the pillow now.
the sun has set now and the room looks more towards the light bluish side. sky outside is a beautiful shade of dull blue and pink. the room is a lot cooler now for the a/c is switched on for way too long and that makes you feel like peeing so you get up, hurrying inside the washroom.
Naruto told you about his dream where he saw a totally new recipe of ramen and it tasted very good. so the blond suggested that you both make it at home. that's how you two ended up at the grocery store to buy the ingredients.
you asked him to make a list of the ingredients he knew would be used but he said there's no need for a list and he knows all of them by heart. upon reaching there, it was a different story. since he didn't have a list, whatever item came up in his mind he dragged you to it. so you both were all over the place. running around getting stuff which you could have gotten in one go but well Naruto is Naruto.
you just rolled your eyes playfully and let out a laugh. "and that will all be 730 ryo." said the cashier.
"whoops i left Gama-chan at home!" Naruto says as he pats his pockets.
"knew it." taking out your wallet, you paid for the stuff.
"i am so sorry y/n-chan." Naruto looked genuinely apologetic and you could practically hear him cursing himself and calling himself stupid for forgetting such a basic thing. "i promise, i'll pay you back as soon as we reach home."
you let out a soft laugh and ruffle his hair. "it's alright cutie. i got it." taking the bag of items you placed a light kiss on both of his cheeks. "let's go, hmm?"
Naruto's face flushed red and he croaked out a 'yes'. your aim wasn't necessarily to make him flustered but more so to steal one of his cute shy smiles he gives whenever you kiss him out of the blue. he was your shy baby boy and you loved him for it.
the walk back to home consisted of Naruto blabbering about - well - everything. he has way too much to talk about and you have way little. it works perfectly.
today though, you noticed how much you're appreciating Naruto. it was more than regular though, you seemed to notice even more details about him. it made you smile.
"alright!" Naruto announced. "we're going to make a new discovery tonight. we're going to make revolutionary ramen!"
"hey! you learned a new word huh? i see you are working on your vocabulary, Naruto?"
"yeah…" he rubbed the back of his neck, pink dusting his whisker-laden cheeks.
"uh-uh, no need to be embarrassed. s' a good thing. i am proud of you, okay?" you cupped his cheeks and looked down to meet his down-casted eyes.
he looked up to you and nodded. "can i?" he nodded and you kissed his lips. he kissed you back, holding your face within his warm hands. your kiss oozed love, because that's what you were filled to your brim with. love. so much love. all for this cute blond sunshine you have gotten to yourself. and you thanked the Gods everyday for him.
you could see the same emotions swirling in those bright blue eyes of his and that made your heart skip a beat. he planted a quick peck against your lips one last time before tightening his ninja headband he was wearing for- well God knows why.
"tighten your headbands and roll up your sleeves because chef Naruto Uzumaki has arrived! here with me is chef f/n l/n who would be assisting me in my mouth-watering ramen recipe."
his signature foxy grin was plastered on his face as he sent a thumbs up towards the wall as if there was a camera there, pretending this all was a cooking show.
letting out a laugh you too got into the character and spent the rest of the night making ramen, creating a mess of the kitchen and announcing names of the ingredients and steps as if telling it on t.v.
no matter the hell you have created out of the kitchen, the time spent with Naruto and the ramen you two made in the end was worth it all.
cw: fluff, descriptive fight scenes, use of pet names, mentions of blood (obviously)
a/n: yes this is a repost bc the previous post didn't show up in the tags and i worked really hard on it. this is the link to the request and the previous post. hopefully this comes up on the tags :/
tora finds comfort in your aesthetic. he finds it soothing to his eyes. he sees you as a sight for sore eyes in your cute, pretty pastel colours. they are soft and light on the eyes, yet so colourful and lively.
you look so innocent and adorable in those short baby pink skirts that allow him to see the soft skin of your legs and lilac cardigans with long sleeves that only leave your small fingers to be visible and cute printed sweatshirts that are way too big for you and swallow you whole.
he likes the bunny or kitty or any animal accessories you own but he absolutely loves the bows. he says it’s such a pretty touch on the whole look. tora is very attentive to you and your fashion choices. he enjoys witnessing you in the new, innovative outfits you come up with everyday whenever he gets to see you. he loves spending time with you.
he likes your childlike tendencies and your genuine persona. you aren’t fake or you don’t put on a façade in front of him. you don’t act like something else and actually feel like something else. he feels at ease around you. he feels like he can be himself around you. he feels safe, knowing that he can open his heart and be vulnerable without the fear of being judged or perceived. you are so yourself with how you chose to look and dress and represent yourself around others, that it makes him feel easier and more comfortable in his own skin.
he likes your happy-go-lucky and bubbly personality and your inquisitiveness and curiosity about everything that comes your way. it’s all so different from what he sees and deals with everyday that it feels like a breath of fresh air.
kazutora loves to make you laugh. that’s one of the things on his daily to-do list and one of the things that he actually accomplishes from the said to-do list. he lives to see your smiles, those make his day. he says they’re contagious too, because you’d never see a bigger grin on his face when he isn’t with you.
he chuckles when you get so defensive and pouty and huffy over something but he is never mean about it. he can never be mean to you, that’d just break his heart. even imagining that he is the reason for your frown is enough to absolutely ruin his day. so it’s obvious that seeing someone else hurt you in any way whatsoever, makes him go feral.
and that is how he and other toman members are feeling right now.
you were with hina and emma, on a shopping spree the whole day. just as you waved your goodbyes to each other and started walking towards the direction of your house, you were circled. surrounded by a bunch of unknown men from a known gang that tora had warned you about.
the two girls knew they didn’t stand a chance against them so the only logical thing to do was run for their safety and inform mikey.
right now they stood at the sidelines as mikey ordered the entirety of toman that they’d be heading for a war right here and right now and bring you back, safe and alive. cheers filled musashi shrine but were soon replaced by roaring motor bikes and noisy men but hey it was all for you. after all you were toman’s precious little sister and kazutora’s royalty, his princess.
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though you were clad in a hello kitty skirt, you still managed to spin on your left leg and swing your right one, making a 90° and smacking your clean, white sneakers in some dude’s face. courtesy to the black spandex shorts you always wore below your short skirt for days like these when you’d need to kick ass but also save your dignity.
the thick sole of your shoe added to the impact of the kick and sent him flying towards the wall. you thanked yourself for choosing these back at the store.
you usually wore your hair in pigtails or accessorize them with colourful headbands but today they swung at the back of your head in a tight, high ponytail with not a hair falling out.
an elbow to the guy who tried to get ahold of you from behind, a hard headbutt to the dude who came rushing towards you like a mad cow, a punch to the idiot who boasted about “beating you to a pulp” but ended up with a broken jaw.
you weren’t playing right now. you were dead serious. it was hard to bring this part of you to the front. but push the right buttons and the unfortunate one has won a straight pass to a hospital’s emergency room.
turning to block another kick sent towards you, you turned around, held his wrist in a tight grip and twisted it so hard, you could hear with the nauseating sound of bones cracking. you almost gagged but your eyes landed on tora’s slack jaw, a rare sight of mikey actually astonished, a motionless draken and a terrified takemichi who looks like his soul left his body.
after taking a good look at unconscious or at least half-conscious men around you, mitsuya is the first to speak up and all he can muster up is his typical, “are you okay?”
a cute grin appears on your face and you give him an appreciative nod. “i am fine takashi, but… may i ask what are all of you doing here?”
“what?” mikey speaks up. “what are all of us doing here? we are here to bring you back safe, of course. well that’s what we planned before….”
“before we saw you kick ass and-” tora cut off chifuyu.
“and still look cute as fuck. oh my God (name), you are gonna give me a heart attack.” kazutora releases a shaky breath. his eyes are wider than usual and he seems breathless.
“how do you do that, princess? how do you look like you are seconds away from committing murder and still look like such a doll while doing that?” he asks. walking up to you he cups your face and looks into your eyes.
he is absolutely in awe and he thinks he might have fallen in love all over again. his heart is running marathons inside his chest. tora looks down at your lips and gasps.
“your lips are stained red with blood, gorgeous. it makes them so much more kissable. God,” he exhales. “i can’t resist myself any longer. (name), can i please kiss you?”
your eyes sparkle and a giggle escapes your glossy lips. nodding excitedly you wipe your hands down on your top and cup his face as he crashes his pink lips into your bloody red ones.
Yoo how about Naruto x female Akatsuki reader ? Who was once his bestfriend but something tragic happened to the reader which made her rethink about justice and the shinobi world so she joined the Akatsuki to follow Pein's plan ? Like she doesn’t have any bad intentions, she just wants to change the world ?
Please
Pairing: Naruto Uzumaki x fem!reader (platonic)
Genre: Angst. Sad :(
Synopsis: In the request
Warning: A very very long post ahead. Not proof read. Mentions of torture, nothing too descriptive.
A/N 1: Yoooooo that was a cool one there. Also forgive me for posting it so late. I needed to be in the right headspace to write this and that required time and efforts. Thanks for the request, I appreciate it :)
A/N 2: I fucking hate this. I hated writing this. I can't bear watching Naruto be sad or get hurt and you asked me to write it? I hate myself right now :')
You were one of those unfortunate kids who had the horrific fate of being recruited in The Root.
You were five years old when you were snatched from your foreign parents and thrown in a secret institution known to very few higher ups.
A perfect age to brainswash someone who's brain, cognitive skills and thinking abilities were raw, easily manipulatable and still developing.
You were told you were an orphan, born in Konoha and loyal only to Konoha, The Root and most importantly Danzo. Which was far from truth.
At fifteen year old now, your life was messed up. At the age where normal teenagers enjoy their pre-adult life and learn how to handle themselves in the adult world, along with living the "best years of your life" you felt stuck. You had just started learning basic human behaviour, understanding and trying to feel and handle emotions, learn about how real life, people and relationships work and how to be a productive, functioning, healthy member of the society.
Most of these things, were already known by your peers and comrades. Everyday you saw how easy it was for them to interact with each other, understand, make and laugh at jokes, express their emotions, make bonds and relationships - be it platonic or romantic, work their way around the world while you felt like a child. It was so overwhelming. One of the first things you felt and it hit you like a bullet train.
Your parents fled to Konoha because of poor and dangerous conditions in their own village but as soon as word went around about you having a special kekkei genkai, it didn't take too long for you to be deprived of your childhood and innocence and to be burdened with the shinobi world. Your parents fought as much as they could to protect you but the members of Root were some of the most powerful shinobi of Konoha.
They didn't win, instead they were murdered.
As soon as Tsunade Senju, the Goddaime Hokage came into position, the Root was disbanded and they were set free. Which was definitely a good thing but no one could even begin to understand how painfully difficult life was gonna be for these people who were brain washed, moulded and groomed into what robots they were today.
Fortunately for you, you had made best friends with Konoha's number one unpredictable ninja, the loudest, most buoyant and the most friendly ninja, Naruto Uzumaki.
Frankly he was a blessing in your life. He made life so much better if not easier. He took it upon himself to help you and make you enjoy whatever happiness and fun life had to offer.
And he was true to each word. From crazy pranks to adrenaline pumping adventures, from Ramen sprees to relaxing days at hot springs, from non stop training to spending time with his - your - friends it was a beautiful experience. And and even beautiful friendship. You had so much fun being with Naruto and your other friends.
Slowly but surely you were understanding and feeling emotions. Your sense of what is right and what is wrong was developing and you were beginning to understand society.
That was both a good and a bad thing. For some.
A few days ago, while working in the records office you came across a file which had your name written on it. Curious as you always were, you opened the file. Your soul shattered that day.
You were lied to. Everything that you had known about yourself was a lie. Down to your name, it wasn't even your name. Your parents named you something else.
Detailed and graphic description of how your parents were tortured and brutally murdered for even daring to come between Danzo's plan. For the first time you find out, you had a little sister about three years old and a baby brother growing in your mother's womb at that time. Your baby brother, seven months in was forcefully delivered. He was pre-mature, leading to him having a brain disorder. He lived for a few years. They tried to groom him as a Root child from the start but it was impossible for him to adjust to such a lifestyle. They still went on with it only for your brother to die because of it. As soon as your little sister went to ask for help after your parents were taken away, she was murdered too for she had witnessed the kidnapping. She was just four years old. She was just a kid. That man went to any lengths to get what he wanted.
All because he wanted you only because of your inherited powers to make you into a blindly loyal robots to increase his and eventually the village's power. That's it. All you as well as the other Root members were mere pawns to use and throw for his benefit.
You stood frozen as you read the contents of the file. Not being able to believe your eyes. But what angered you the most was that Hiruzen Sarutobi knew about The Root but he didn't do anything.
And even till this date, that man - Danzo walks around freely.
You decided to talk to the authorities about it, to get the justice you and your family deserved. But were told to not talk about it with anyone. One of the ninjas' working there even said that had your parents not been from enemy village, they wouldn't have been killed. They would have simply been given some money and asked to shut up in the fear of death or being thrown from the village.
That night you didn't sleep at all. Thinking about everything Naruto told you about how amazing Konohagakure is and how it is one of the best villages. How the village takes care of it's citizens and provides justice for everybody.
That was ironic, coming from somebody who was discriminated against, ostracized from society and bullied since the day he was fucking born. You never thought you could hate somebody as much as you hated Danzo, but Hiruzen Sarutobi was full of surprises.
You were glad that he was dead now but that wasn't enough to quench your thirst for revenge, for justice.
How many more families were torn apart, murdered, lied to?
☁︎︎ ☁︎︎ ☁︎︎
"Why do you want to become the Hokage?" You asked.
You and your longtime best friend Naruto were sitting on the Hokage mountain, legs dangling off the head of the Fourth. The sun was setting right in front of your eyes and you could see birds flying back to their homes.
"Eh?" He looked towards his left at you, bewildered. "I told you before. I want to become the Hokage so that everyone in this village respects me! So they all look at me like I am something important and not how they have always done. I wanna prove myself to everyone -ttebayo!"
"But why do you want to prove yourself to people who never cared about you? Didn't they always treat you like- like you were some sort of pest? Why do you want to protect people like them?"
Naruto didn't reply to that. He was silent. And his silence annoyed you. But you continued on.
"And why is the third hokage your favourite? Don't you realise how pathetic he was? He didn't give one shit about you. Your childhood was cruel Naruto, no one deserves to live like that let alone a literal child. Aren't you mad? If not for yourself have you ever thought about how Sasuke was left to live in a place, and that to alone, where his own clan was slaughtered? Doesn't it bother you? Have you ever even thought about all this?" You were yelling at this point.
Naruto looked at you, stunned. Big blue eyes just staring at your now standing from. Anger, hurt, betrayal, pain written all over your face.
You felt bad for him, for Sasuke, for yourself and every person who had been a part of The Root. You hated the village for treating your best friend like they had.
You didn't get any response from your best friend, it only helped in irritating you more. So you stormed your way out of the situation.
Deep down you felt good about how you were able to understand and feel so many things. You were on the right path. Always being the smart one, you caught on quick. But the anger still flared inside of you.
You weren't just gonna sit down and tolerate this bullshit. You were determined. No matter what, you would avenge and change this broken system. Your goals had changed, they were much bigger and broader than the simple minded approach you had borrowed from your best friend, Naruto.
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"Have you guys seen Y/N?" Naruto asked Team 10.
"Naruto? When did you come here?" Ino asked, blinking her eyes as the bright blond appeared out of nowhere.
Shikamaru rolled his eyes and replied, "No, we haven't. Why?"
"Oh, it's just I can't find her anywhere." He looked confused.
"Did you check her house?" Ino asked.
"Of course he did, right Naruto?" Choji asked to which Naruto nodded.
"Oh did you check the restaurant down the street? The one which is her favourite?" Choji asked excited.
"I did, she isn't there."
"Did you check the training grounds she usually goes to?" Shikamaru questioned.
"It's 10 p.m. Shikamaru, she never trains at night. But I still checked for a good measure. She wasn't there either."
"Hmm... Strange. Did you ask Sakura or Hinata or maybe Tenten? She maybe with them." Ino suggested.
"I did ask Sakura, she said she hasn't seen her the whole day. When I went to ask Kiba, Shino and Hinata were with him and they didn't know either. Also Tenten is on a mission so not possible."
"What if-"
"No she isn't on a mission. Granny Tsunade always sends her with me, Kakashi-Sensei or Yamato-Taichou." Naruto cut Choji off before he could ask.
Now they all were definitely concerned. It was very strange for you to just vanish from existence. You were nowhere to be found. None of your friends knew where you were and Naruto promised he had almost searched the whole village.
"Which parts of Konoha have you not checked?" Shikamaru enquired.
"South."
"Go check there. That's the only thing we can do. If she's not there, I think you should talk to Lady Tsunade. This is a matter of concern. As far as I remember, Y/N never goes anywhere without informing anyone. I hope she is safe." He said.
"Yeah, I hope she is safe wherever she is. Do you want us to accompany you Naruto?" Ino asked, her lips furrowed.
"No no! It's fine. I'll find her." He smiled but deep down with each passing second he was becoming more anxious.
"Let us know if you find her Naruto. And if you or she needs any help, we are always here." Choji offered to which Naruto gave a grateful smile and ran off.
Y/N, where are you? Please please please be safe.
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It was a pleasant night. Cool breeze filled Konoha, a much appreciated relief for the summers in Konoha were brutal.
Your hair flew with the flow of the wind as you stood near the exit of Konohagakure. You stared at the night sky.
This was it. A couple of steps more and you would be declared a rogue-nin by your village. You knew your plans won't be liked by anyone around you. You knew people would hate you and call you a traitor. But they didn't understand what you did. You couldn't bear to stay in this place anymore. It physically hurt at this point. You couldn't do it anymore.
You have always been the mature person, fighting for justice and what is right. You never took bullshit against anyone not deserving of it so why yourself? Konoha wasn't going to give you what you deserved. No village could. They didn't understand what you did. They couldn't see what you did. Nobody did. You felt alone and hopeless. You thought you couldn't do anything. How were you supposed to fight against a system that was being followed for years and by so many people? You couldn't possibly fight and change it on your own. You needed help, back up, assistance.
That was until you found out about The Akatsuki. The Akatsuki....intrigued you. So you researched about them, their plans, their motives and what their goal or motto was. It felt like the Gods up above were on the same page as you, as if they supported you and your goal if nobody else did. Finding about the Akatsuki was a blessing.
You knew it wouldn't be easy. You knew it would be very dangerous. But you still contacted the Akatsuki, asking them if you could please join their organisation. You have honest and legitimate reasons for your request. Fortunately Konan and Pein were impressed by your opinions and ideals. It aligned perfectly well with what they had in mind.
World Peace.
But you weren't interested in any criminal ideals or evil plans, all you wanted was to change the Shinobi world and bring justice for everyone. You wanted revenge. And you would do anything for it. No matter what.
After following the steps required for them to determine your loyalty to them and that they could trust you as well as if your were useful for them which you very much were, you were recruited. That day was the day you smiled widely after so fucking long. Things were starting to look good. You were happy.
"Y/N!" A yell from your behind, caused you to turn around.
Oh fuck.
"Naruto? What are you doing here?" You asked, eyes wide and panic settling in.
The reason you were about to leave without telling anyone was so that no one came in between your plans and so that you didn't have to deal with hurting anyone. But here he was, none other but your best friend running upto you.
Now how do I explain this?
"I have been looking for you everywhere. Where have you been? I was so worried! Ha! At least I found you now. You're okay right? Everything fine? For a moment I thought something happened. I was so scared but I knew there couldn't be anything that would get past you. You are so strong, you can do anything. So I knew you'd be just fine." He laughed. "But still- wait what are you doing near the exit?" He frowned.
"How much do you speak in a single breath Naruto?"
He laughed out loud, showing his sparkly teeth and his boyish grin.
"Well?" He dragged the word.
"Well what?" You played dumb.
"Oh c'mon. What are you doing anyways?"
"I am leaving Naruto." You deadpanned.
"Eh?" He looked at you, confused. "For a mission? Alone? That's strange. Granny doesn-"
"NOT on a mission Naruto." You cut him off, sighing.
This is so difficult.
"I- I am... I am leaving the village actually. For-forever."
Silence. Pin drop silence. Deafening silence.
"... what?" Naruto's face dropped and then he started laughing out loud. You were concerned if somebody would hear you two. You didn't wanted to deal with more people. "Nice joke Y/N. You looked so serious, I almost believed you, you know?"
"It's-It's not a joke Naruto. I am being serious."
"Wh-what? Why? What- what happened?" He decreased the distance between you two as he now held you by your shoulders.
"You wouldn't understand Naruto. Leave it."
"It's about the other day, isn't it?"
"Huh?"
"The talk. That we had on the Hokage rock."
You were surprised that he remembered and pieced it together so quickly.
"Yes."
"Why?" His voice shook.
"GOD DAMN WHY?" He yelled.
"Why you now? Why does everybody leaves me? First Sasuke, now you? Why Y/N? Why?"
"I told you, you wouldn't understand."
"What wouldn't I understand? At least try to explain it to me? What's so bad about Konoha that you and Sasuke both want to leave it?"
Letting out a sigh you replied, "I can't reveal my plans now Naruto. But I promise, one day you'll know."
"Please don't go. Please Y/N. Please don't abandon me." He cried. Tears starting falling down your own eyes.
"Please please please." He chanted. "Please."
"Naruto..." You choked.
"I can't. I have to go. It's necessary. It's needed." You tried to reason but Naruto wasn't in the headspace to understand.
"Then. Then let me go with you." He begged.
"That's not how it works Naruto. Besides I can't risk you in this. It's not safe."
"THE WHY ARE YOU GOING?"
"Because it's the only way I can achieve my goals." You smiled sadly.
Both of you didn't say anything for quite some time. The wind blew one more time. After a couple of minutes, Naruto spoke, wiping his tears away.
"Okay."
"Heh?!" You asked, shocked.
"I said, okay. Go. Go if you really want to. I won't stop you. If you know what you're doing and if you believe in it, then who am I to stop you? Sasuke went too and he thinks he knows what he is doing. You know you two are the smart ones. Maybe I am the one who doesn't understand." He laughed. "But I will always support you. I am always here for you. Wherever you go, whatever you do, don't you ever forget that you have a best friend in Konoha who loves you a lot and would always be there for you. You aren't alone. If I can't go with you, then I'll support you from here."
You could see the pain in his eyes, how he was trying to mask his hurt through the smile. It pained you to watch the boy you had sworn to protect and to always keep him happy, be heartbroken because of you.
But you smiled. Smiled through your own pain. It was a genuine smile. "Thank you Naruto."
