#krushnics

[rambledean]

why are u such a babe (╯3╰)

omg Mal thank you so much! <3 Also, i get literal hearts in my eyes every time i look at your pictures man <3

[deansbrokenwingss-blog]

heyy, i liked your page. :) um, could i get a solo promo?

hey there, thank you so much!! 

sure xx

wanna know what this is about?

[deansass]

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[rambledean]

Lovely blogs ~ Part 5/5

krushnics  

foundcas

deluxvociferation

offallenangelsanddemons

radical-homo 

petcrparker 

natasharomanahff 

angelicagilbert 

freewillsammy

kailstiel

willtrekfor-misha

rescuesam 

thatonesupernaturalfangirl

guynamedsteve

dclover1

darlingidjit

[beekeepercain]

krushnics replied to your post:Okay, I’ve been considering making this post...

Now I understand why you’ve been so upset. I’m so sorry. :///

Thank you. There are a lot of aspects to this that make it worse, but it's really hard to put into words. To name a few, it was gendered and they literally tried to make me into a "proper" girl fuck my gender identity to hell right, and they kept you in line with holding your freedom at stake for it: lose your shit and you're "grounded" over the weekend, as in, not allowed to leave the premises. It was a literal prison from hell for me, and I'd done NOTHING to deserve it. I was too tired and too sad to function. And they took that and tripled it.

I barely remember any of the year and ever since that I've had intense trouble remembering basically anything at all long-term or practically; avoidance and blocking became my main means of defense and it's literally the way I've lived since, affecting me to a point where I can't actually live half the normal life I would theoretically be able to. That, and I have no idea what happened to me half of my teenage and the things I do remember are vague and blurry and few and far between. That year ruined me, it's by far the biggest wrong ever done to me, and no one was ever held responsible for it, I never even got an apology. They didn't even want to pay the amount of money to me when I moved out that they legally owed me for taking me from my family. I only got that after my support worker threatened to sue them.

So yeah, haha, I'm a fucking mess, and it's not just because I'm emotionally too invested in a fictional character and/or because I'm unable to tell the difference between reality and fiction.

[beekeepercain]

krushnics replied to your post:krushnics said: He didn’t leave for good or...

You made it seem like he abandoned it or something! Lol. Well this one is a canon Skyrim url, so I’d really really love to have it. :’D

Pffft no, not at all. He was well cared for. xD

Mine's fandom-appropriate, in English and doesn't make me look like a bot, so it has a certain edge over the previous ones...

[beekeepercain]

krushnics said: He didn’t leave for good or something right? Haha. I changed urls a couple days ago. I’ll probably keep this one unless the owner of another url decides to give it to me. She said I’d be the first person to know if she decides to get rid of it.

No, lmao, he's the roommate of another friend. xD I just happened to be able to come pick the kitty up at a time he wasn't there, so he left him for us.

Also augh, url switching. I'm for once content with mine, I hope that'll be the state of things for at least the next six months, haha.

[beekeepercain]

krushnics replied to your post:krushnics said: You got a cat?? :O I catnapped...

Omg, who did you catnap the little baby from?

A friend 8D He was conveniently out of town when the crime was to take place, yes. Somehow - oddly enough - he'd left this one behind with papers and food and everything, and taken the two others...

... I searched the cat for tracking chips, but I'm pretty sure the cat may actually be an undercover agent. One of these days, this'll come back haunting me.