#kurseodoe

[kurseodoe]

I couldn't let you love me, I couldn't let you in, I couldn't let you see. Because that would mean that it's all over. Everything I worked so hard to hide would be revealed. And, it wasn't safe. I wasn't safe. I needed to be safe.

[iamahopelessromantic]

No matter what happens, I'm glad we did it when we had the chance.

[kurseodoe]

Your track record for getting through bad days is 100% so far.

[kurseodoe]

I cannot stay with this version of you, nor can I bear the version of me what's brought to life. And together, like this— we are something we were never meant to be.

[kurseodoe]

Every dark night has given way to dawn—you're undefeated by the days you've faced.

[kurseodoe]

In my notes, I weave a tapestry for us: Meal plans crafted with care, whispers of our shared feast, Dates marked like constellations in our sky, Thoughts I yearn to share, each word a gentle brushstroke, Ideas unfurling, adventures waiting to be born, Recipes penned, both the triumphs and the trials. Each line, a love letter, a testament— I wrote for you, for us, in the language of dreams.

-Kurse O Doe

[kurseodoe]

I am frustrated, disappointed, and aching with sorrow, because the dream you painted in golden hues— a future shimmering with promise— never became more than a mirage.

[kurseodoe]

I stare blankly, dissociation, and the freeze response take over. I know I'm supposed to do something - anything, at all. But, I can't. I can't feel. I can't do. And, I won't. I know the feeling all too well. The trapped, isolated, succumbed voice that screams deep inside. Yet, it's met with the hollow sound of the echo. I hear it in the distance, but I can't go yet. Just a little longer here, just a little while longer...