#ky rambles

[nonsensical-pixels]

Farewell.

I've been contemplating making this post for a long time, and TBH it still hurts to put it on paper.

This will most likely be my last post on Tumblr. I don't know how aware people are of the situation or my involvement in it, so I'll just leave this here:

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1LwUP-misezPTvd7x7tD-xGajiZLawb3N

This is a Google Drive attempting to document the response to my original post, which I believe is still available on TheWaybackMachine and several other Tumblr blogs. I will agree with commenters and critics that my original post was not good. It was hurtful and it hurt. I did not respond quickly enough to further criticism of my later posts and I sincerely regret it.

I've been on Tumblr for what, 3 years? Since I was 16. And I've been trying to stop paywalling - and getting harassed for it - since I was 16. I'm 19 now and I've grown a lot since my LindaSims days. I don't think this is what I want to do for the rest of my life.

Whatever you think of my response to the situation, I've made my apologies, and I'll say then again. I'm very sorry to everyone I've hurt, in this situation or in any other Simblr discourse, and I truly hope you stay safe and stay well.

However, I also believe - and maybe this is ridiculous to say aloud - that I am owed an apology for how I've been treated in these last few days. While I appreciate your support and your feedback, I also acknowledge that my name has been dragged through the dirt. I've been insulted and hurt in so many different ways I can't begin to describe it. I've tried to put the matter to rest and return to doing what I love so many times, and it keeps. Coming. Back.

Accountability sucks when you're the only person trying to do it. I'm sorry that it has to be said.

I'm going to continue with the collab. Whatever you think about it, I love it and I desperately want one last thing that I do for this community to be something good. I want to try and contribute as much as I can, so I'll keep adding to the spreadsheet. I just won't make any more posts about it and I'm not going to post CC anymore on Tumblr. I will on Discord though, so feel free to reach out to me on the TS2 Community Server or the Simscord. This blog stays up because I hope it can help others, whether for finding CC or any of my other posts, I dunno anymore.

I really dunno anymore.

Thank you for everyone who's been kind to me in this situation and sent so many loving words, I genuinely appreciate it. Thank you for believing in me and trying to help me do better. Unfortunately, I don't think that I can achieve that by continuing on Tumblr.

Goodbye.

[elmunson]

And people wonder why the OC Fandom is dying on Tumblr. This is literally why. People can't make OC(s) anymore without anonymous people, who are too gutless to show themselves, attacking you in your very own inbox.

LET PEOPLE CREATE. Plain and simple. Gosh.

Unless someone is writing actual horrific and hurtful things with their OC(s) to promote violence, sinister intent, etc. leave it alone.

[depressedrayofsunshine]

"Oh man, I can't wait to recover childhood memories I've repressed!"

*one single bad memory enters on stage left. I pull out a baseball bat and beat it, over and over again until I'm sure it's dead, blood splattering on my face.*

"haha, wonder what that could have been about :) that's okay. Surely the next memory will be happy!"

[reactive-music16]

I had my friends ( @cosmosgroundhogday and @ienjoymanythings-mostlytea ) this thing that I've seen going about

Here's the original:

[kyrogue-fr]

I have had an incredible ✨awakening✨ of a love for Snappers.

Please share your favorite Snapper dragons in your lair, scries you’re working on, or infodump about your Snapper babies!

[y-nwes]

can someone teach me how to do gradient text please because i have no idea how to do it

[takamikeiigos]

hawks is probably so pretty when he blushes. cheeks all rosy n flushed. and the color of it would spread to his ears when he's really feeling embarrassed. he prolly gets a lil quiet and his eyes would get kinda soft with innocence and rare vulnerability. pretty bird isn't used to being flustered and feeling things so intensely.

[babe-lilac-heaven]

one thing about me is i WILL fall asleep almost immediately after i come 🙂‍↕️