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This is at this exact date you followed me back. I wasn't excepting what could and would happen later. For sure. Who would?
I wasn't knowing we was about to become such good friend, that our friendship gonna be so laborious but now hard and unbreakble as rocks are.
I wasn't knowing all of those thing when I do started to follow you. I was just knowing I started to follow an amazing RPer.
We spend hard time, have been separated several times, and I've doubt a lot of time. As, I bet, you sometimes do a bit too.
Despite all of those last time, we haven't decided to don't speak to each other, saying 'She isn't my real friend, she's just a RPer between all another, such a crazy lonely geek' as a bad reason, a fake excuse.
No we don't. Because we was trusting on each other, because we was trusting in our friendship. Maybe was wasn't crossing our hand in the real life, but how much time did we laugh like little dumb we're in front of our computer or phone~?
I'm sure that I won't ever be avaible to count them, there is too much time.
We've spend such great time together that the bad one was erased of our mind. At least, they wasn't painful, because we was knowing one elemental thing. Past is in the past.
We may haven't had a kind a lovely childhood, we was searching for our real place. For who we were. I wasn't succeeding to share love, been rude and cold like ice, like the Elsa in Frozen. Such a funny coincidence!
But, despite all of those, years later, we find the truth.
We find us.
I was, and still am, a weak people. I never know if I'm not annoying, if people won't try broke me again, because my childhood take my innocent part really too much quickly.
I learned that I shouldn't give my confiance to people I don't know. That they could be faking around, that they could be lying, that they could be a lot of bad things.
But I know something. You aren't a fake. You're truth and honnest. And it's something that only rare and precious friend have.
You said it by yourself, you aren't 'Anyone', you're Anna. And, I do consider you exactly as you are. I do consider you as Anna, my most precious friend.
What I'm going to say would sound somehow raving and impossible to trust but--- It's the truth!
So, c'mon, listen to it! Anyway I'm gonna say it soooo~!
In the start, as I said before, I was wonderring who exactly you were. I tried to identify you, but quickly I realized it was really useless. You don't even do let the time to me to do anything that you charmed me. By your honnesty, your fangirl and cutie way, your imagination, your creativity, your kindness, the fact that you accept anyone and give to them your love even if you don't know who they're.
All of those thing made me perplex, in the start, I was wonderring what exactly what happening to me.
But, quickly, I followed you in the deliruim. Wanting to RP, sharing funny idea, or drama idea. That was pretty much fast that my whole confidence was already for you, that I was considering you as a special person.
But then it sounded like if the destiny that made us meet turned to something more tragic.
Your eyes were in a grave state, and you get heal, making you be absent for a long long time because computer was something you wasn't avaible to use.
I remained in shock for a long time, wonderring what happened, hoping everything was alright and that it'd stay alright. I was almost crying. Thinking that, again, a precious friend vanished.
I was devastated, really.
Then, months later, you come back. Oh my god, I was so glad this day, I do cried of happyness. I was too happy. Really.
Since that, we planned thing, go though some shitty time that was finally passed without too much problems. After all of that, how can't I say you aren't a sunshine?
Really!
I guess Anna from Frozen pretty much suit you~!
I'm defintively really glad to do meetcha, there is no doubt about it, really.
You're the only one that I succeeded to somehow broke my anxiosity, you made me be really happy, and nobody gonna ever do it again.
Because you're the only one that I would be so happy to see connect or IRL, it's too sure. Nobody gonna reach a so high level of loveliness in my heart!
*caugh caugh*
Again, my insane state pop of nowhere... Ahaha... I'm so mad!
*facedesk*
Today I fuckin' reach 15 years old, and we finally have the same age, you're not superior to me on one thing, for the first time in foreveeeer...
*start to sing*
Oh dammit, I think I'm sleepy and my real mad part want to come, so I'm gonna finish it quickly because I know very well that anyway I will forget to say thing because there is too much thing to say about us and---
Dammit, shut up Elsa.
*caugh*
You're really an awesome and unique girl, Anna. Really. Never change. You're the most lovely girl on this planet, and you'd always be the Anna in my heart.
(Look how you've made me addictive to Italian thing! Seriously...)
I'll always be here for you if it's needed, and you know I'll. Because, simply, I love you Anna.
I love the way you're, the way you act, the way you RP. I love everything with you!
*sigh of hapiness*
Of course we do pass by bad thing, but isn't it like that every friendship turn into something stronger~?
C'mon, now we gonna be sister like Elsa and Anna in Frozen!
Oh godammit, I can't wait for everything that will coooome~!
(Okay, I'd stop it. So it'd stop here, so suddenly, my madness is becoming too stronge and I've to disconnect.)
I bet I gonna do a crazy thing again, but right now my parents are yelling soooow...
It's only that today, it's gonna be more the next days~
Remember I love you my Dear Anna, I will always love you.
