Finished this drawing a couple of weeks ago but I just downloaded Tumblr in my iPad now.
Spare the terrible shading because I just started drawing and I’m still pretty bad at it ahaha. I also haven’t found my art style yet and is still learning about layers, brushes and other digital art stuff. I really enjoy it though. It makes me think I have a healthy distraction from life.
I have been nothing but sad the past year. I quit from a toxic job last year and that does not mean I’m in a much better place now. I got trauma from it and my already low self-esteem has gotten much worse. Pluussss…. This all happened during the pandemic. To cope, I got addicted into video games but it contributed nothing to my life because unlike the successful streamers out there, I did not meet any good friends online and I just play with strangers everyday. Anywayssss…. I got into drawing because I watched 39daph once and she was doing an art stream. She told her story on how did she get into digital art. She said it started when she drew Maplestory characters and begged her Dad to buy her a pen tablet. I don’t really know what I want to say but I maybe is that I just want to enjoy art and improve in my own time :)