#lachlan talks

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you want to see my son?

beautiful . reblog if cabbage

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do u guys go through the selfship tags. like. do you scroll through them. to find posts. I do not. I feel like one of the few like I just let my home feed do the work for me. I keep my peace that way

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You are doing a very bad job representing the selfship community by harassing proshippers.

LMAOO ???? first of all, I've never done this, I have an 8 mile long block list, and second of all ???? dawg I literally post templates and make stamps and blinkies and ask games and shit what do you want from me 😭✋ no one thinks this but you, you unsalted peanut. did someone piss in your soup this evening? should we contact the president?

local anon feels threatened by rando on internet posting about fictional husband, whines and cries in his inbox about it. also who said I represent the selfship community? glad you think of me that way ! <3

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I'm not convinced Antis actually love their F/O's because you say you don't support people who selfship with rapists but here you are. Shame on you. You know people wouldn't feel this way if you just became a proshipper like the rest of the normal selfship community.

are you trying to imply my husband is a rapist. what. fucking. where did you GET THAT FROM? error coding rn. hello. what. where am I even. did we play the same game. ignoring everything else. HUH.

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should I make a taglist. if I do I would tag people in the replies instead of the post itself bc I don't wanna fill up the post. also id only tag y'all in important posts. not like these these are stupid posts BDPAMHALA

if. you would like to be added. uh. reply with the username youd like to be tagged with :33

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(TW: I*cest mentions)

First, I'm saying this disclaimer because I've been told that I sound shitty sometimes in text. So, to avoid tonal confusion: This is a genuine question born from confusion, nothing else.

You selfship with a Danganronpa character who is in an incestuous relationship, who has dialogue acknowledging the i*cest and saying they don't care and still want to pursue it, but you also have 'pr*ship dni' on your profile? (I'm also anti-pr*ship, just so we're clear.) I'm just a little confused as to why? Isn't it super uncomfortable to selfship with a character who canonically has those views?

(cw for discussions of incest, abuse, and implied csa)

I understand your question comes from a place of confusion but genuinely. this is quite rude. considering you could have just... took a trip to his tags and gathered that he's a victim. also, this is very plainly said on his wiki.

however I will indulge you, in case anyone else who follows me was wondering this.

Kiyo's an example of an imperfect victim. he acknowledges that people "don't understand" the relationship he has with her, but at the same time, acts like this is the most normal thing in the world. this is how abuse works.

I don't talk about his sister very often here for obvious reasons (because she's an abuser), but I'll lightly touch on why shes abusive, even though he never says she is. another thing; just because someone (real or fictional) doesn't claim they were abused, doesn't mean they weren't. and also, just because the writers didn't intend to write him as a victim doesn't mean he isn't. intention ≠ interpretation. not the best example (since I just woke up) if someone decided to make a character who looked like a dog, acted like a dog, and sounded like a dog, but they insisted the character was a human, would that make them a human? no that's a fucking dog. so, keep that in mind. just because he never says he's a victim doesn't mean he isn't.

we don't know much about his sister other than she's sick, she's older than him, and he kills people for her. he says in this trial that since she was so sick and couldn't form relationships with other people that he had to act as her brother and her boyfriend. after her death, he started killing people to send to her in the afterlife to befriend her. that idea doesn't just... pop into your head. there's not solid proof that she manipulated him into this (other than. you don't just. wake up one morning and go "I'm gonna kill ppl to send to my dead sister"), however, we do know she controlled him in other ways, like how she made his entire uniform for him, saying his previous one "didn't suit him". this also helps defend against the "well if shes so sick, how is she abusive?"she could hand make an entire uniform for him. also, anyone can be abusive. that's a peculiar rhetoric to spread around.

another thing you don't just wake up one morning and do is engage in an incestuous relationship with your older sister. incest does not exist in a vacuum. incest is also inherently abusive because of the power dynamics. she's older than him, clearly holds some significant amount of control over him so much so that he changes his entire appearance based on her whims, and also, influenced him to become an anthropologist. he does credit her for this. and like I said, incest does not happen in a vacuum. incest between siblings most commonly occurs under extreme forms of parental neglect. not only does he never mention his parents a single time, but when she speaks through him (which I'll get to), she doesn't either. that supports the idea that, at the very least, his parents weren't around enough to know what was happening. the only person he could rely on growing up was her. clearly, his parents weren't in the picture, and still aren't.

his sister also literally fucking possessed him. so there's that. in canon, he says that she "visited him when he was doing a seance" and now she effectively possesses him. the other theories (not canon, but, would make sense) include that the sister that speaks through him is an alter, she's some form of tulpa, or that she is simply a delusion. so, here's the run down of that. if you believe the canon, that this is literally her spirit possessing him, her dialogue is, in my opinion, upsetting. to say the least. and this is how she was when she was alive. if you believe that she's an alter and that he's a system, that leads to the fact that he was abused from an early age. if you believe that she's some kind of tulpa or personality that he manufactured, no one who is mentally well and has a positive relationship with the person theyre manufacturing would do that with someone. or, if you believe that she's simply a delusion, delusions can have stemmed from trauma. there's really no option that paints her well. let's just follow canon, for the sake of this post, and read some of the things she says. here's two pieces of dialogue from her that really cement the "she's not a good person" idea in my mind;

"Sweet Korekiyo, calm yourself... Their words are all hollow. There is no meaning to any of them... You must teach these ignorant children a lesson."

"Calm yourself, Korekiyo. You mustn't raise your voice. You mustn't stutter. You mustn't lose composure. You mustn't become flustered. You mustn't waver. Look at their horrid faces. This sorry lot is not worth agonizing over."

maybe it's just the tone she says this in in the game (which unfortunately I can hear perfectly in my brain <\3), but not only does it sound deeply unnerving, what she says is unsettling as well. her usage of "you must" when she speaks to him holds this air of authority of his head. her words and tone are positively dripping with a false sense of sweetness and affection. she's saying, "calm down, don't stutter. don't lose your composure. look at them." it's very commanding. and this is her dialogue around other people. you can imagine how she acts when it's just them alone.

this may have been some kind of hallucination or something that was faked by monokuma, but she also threw salt on his spirit when he was being executed. she got what she wanted from him, and now he's useless to her.

I had more I was going to say, but, honestly this has both drained and upset me. mainly because as a victim myself who viewed my abuser similarly, reading things like "he didn't care, he chose to pursue it" rings similar to shit I've had said about myself. again I know this was a genuine question but his tags and his wiki are at your disposal. his wiki is long, however there's an entire section dedicated to her. to answer your question, no, shipping with him is not uncomfortable because he "holds different beliefs" than me. he was abused, I was, we both touted out abusers as saviors (another thing he says about her, that she "saved" him).

yea that's all I have to say for now. I'm quite drained. if uhh,,, if anyone read this and doesn't think Kiyo is a victim and is just a freak then. uhm. never come back here again . hope the door bruises both ya butt cheeks on the way out.

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Maybe try to not speak for selfshippers, half of us are proshippers, we fucking INVENTED selfshipping, you are harming our community more than the video you are complaining about bro

makes a video complaining about how I've been fictosexual since I was a kid and I'm tired of people acting like it's something I can control and that it's harmful:

"UH WE ACTUALLY INVENTED THIS. BY THE WAY."

what the actual fuck are you talking about 😭 you did not invent me being ficto and shipping myself with a fictional man. please go outside and get off of your high horse. you seem to forget the several times in the video I said "this is my experience". I'm guessing you never actually watched it though and just want something to complain about.

you remind me of this looney that left this comment on my video actually

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where did you get the name "cabbage" from?

so funny story. I used to have a cat (I say used to because... well he's more my grandma's cat now LAWL he's fine he just loves her more) named bean and I was like . hmm let's stick with the food names (bc our other cat, his name is snickers, I got him when my older brother passed away bc that was his cat) and I just . landed on cabbage. my little brother suggested it and I was like hmm that's dumb but then . idk he's just cabbage. my cab . cabbanch . crabbage. crab . cabbeege .