Darling Pan Halloween Fic, Part 4
A/N: Once again, self-indulgent, rated MA, has nothing to do with "Dark Paradise" except some ships. No editing. This is purely for my own amusement and love of Halloween. That being said, I think we have a title now. This is either going to be called "In the Land of Gods and Monsters" or "In the Middle of the Night." I've attached the links for other parts below. Let me know what you think, and thank you for reading!
Find Part 1 here Find Part 2 here Find Part 3 here
“Why do you care about being gallant?” Wendy asked. Father Gold said that the vampires were creatures of the night, slaves to violent urges. Yet Peter described himself as a gentleman, and while he’d admitted she smelled…nice…he wasn’t attacking her house in the rabid frenzy she’d expected from a vampire so near to blood.
“I’m undead, not ill-mannered,” Peter snorted, and despite herself, Wendy stifled a laugh.
He smirked at her then, as if he’d caught her out in a secret, and immediately, she quieted.
I shouldn’t be laughing, she told herself, twisting her fingers in the side of her nightgown, This isn’t funny. He isn’t funny. He can’t be funny. What did it mean if a vampire had a sense of humor?
Peter’s green eyes- such an unusual color, she thought –flickered with an emotion she couldn’t identify, and he added, “It matters because of exactly how you’re looking at me right now- as though I’m a monster.” He shifted on his feet, crossing his arms. Still, despite the shift in his posture, his gaze never left her.
“But you aren’t human,” Wendy whispered, unsure whether she was reminding herself or him, but either way, the words hung in the air, like the scent of rain before a storm. They were heavy and expectant, and Peter paused, as if weighing his response to an accusation:
“I’m human…just in a different state than you are. My heart still beats, though I admit, it’s much slower than yours. I can hear yours, speeding along so fast it reminds me of a hummingbird’s.”
Just like that, when Wendy thought she’d caught him in a second of vulnerability, Peter had quickly turned the tables- and the attention –back on her. Unwittingly, her hand flew to her chest, and sure enough, now she could hear her heartbeat, pounding so hard she she almost felt the blood rush to her ears.
“Is it always that fast, darling? Or is just because I’m here?”
Now Wendy’s embarrassment was drowned out by annoyance, and she retorted, “I said, don’t call me that.” It was bad enough he knew her last name, but the way he was saying it- if she didn’t know any better, she would have thought he was using it as a term of endearment. Or like he was trying to get under her skin.
The worst part was that he was succeeding.
Peter nodded to her, “You’re right, Wendy. My apologies.” The phrase was entirely innocuous on the surface, and ostensibly, he was conceding to her request, but as his eyes danced, she somehow felt she’d walked into a trap anyway. Wendy was struck with the urge to pick up the knife she’d discarded, but Peter still hadn’t moved towards the door. Instead, he remained at the window, watching her as though he were riveted.
Wendy swallowed, and the green eyes flew to her throat. At the rapidity of the gesture, a new, terrifying thought seized her.
Maybe she was looking at this all wrong. Maybe this was an opportunity. After all, how much did the people of Storybrooke really know about vampires, anyway? What the mayor told them, what the news told them, and what Father Gold preached from the pulpit. Sure, having a vampire outside her window was…unsettling, but Wendy could use this- use it (she refused to start thinking of the vampire as (‘him’) –to bolster her family’s defenses.
“Thank you,” Wendy murmured, “Why are you here?”
“That’s a bit of a philosophical question, one even I don’t know the answer to.”
“No,” she sighed, “I mean, why are you at my house? Don’t you have somewhere to be?”
At the question, Peter thought of Granny’s. Sure, he had a place to be, but he could only play pool so many times. And he was still trying to avoid both Lily and Bel- Lily, because he knew she’d ask to be turned again, and Bel because he knew she’d be watching his complexion for a sign he’d had a drink.
Peter was doing his best not to focus on the scent of Wendy’s blood. She’d held a paper towel to her head- as if that could mask the fragrant, tempting, aroma –and he was also trying to live up to his promise to be a gentleman and not inhale the air drifting outside. Wendy seemed to want to believe him, and he doubted he’d get to keep his fragile image as a gentleman if he was gulping the air- no, rather than a respectful escort, he’d look like a rake burying his head in a woman’s neck in search of her perfume.
He forced himself to focus by lifting his gaze from her throat- to her own blue eyes, “What do you think vampires do at night, Wendy? Just like you go around and live your lives during the day, we do the same, just at night.”
Wendy raised a skeptical eyebrow, “You expect me to believe you just…walk around town? Go to school? Play sports? Go grocery shopping?”
Peter shrugged, “Well, I can’t force you to believe anything, but it is true. We leave our houses, just like you do. Admittedly, we probably should go back to school…though we haven’t done that yet,” he mused that pool could count as a sport, and that hunting certainly did, so he decided to affirm, “Yes, we play sports. And while I wouldn’t use the term ‘grocery shopping’ for what we do…yes, we do that too.”
“Houses? How do you have houses if you need to be invited in? I thought you’d have coffins?”
Peter replied, “There are abandoned properties around the town. If there is no owner, we can enter. We may be undead, but even we like roofs over our heads. As for coffins, that is an awful stereotype.”
In reality, Peter hadn’t known what to do when he’d been turned. He’d quickly discovered some myths were true- the impact of sunlight being the most painful –but others were less helpful. He didn’t need, or want, to sleep in a coffin. Peter had gone through the trouble of stealing one from a store once, only to find the thing was not only ridiculously heavy, but also uncomfortable. He didn’t need to breathe- or at least not the way humans did –but he needed some oxygen, and more importantly, a sense of freedom. A coffin only made him feel trapped.
Besides, most coffins ended up in holy ground eventually, and that was most definitely somewhere he could not go.
Peter said none of these things, however. Instead, he made a show at being insulted by her question, just to see what Wendy would do. At first, she didn’t seem keen to accept the idea that vampires did not require coffins, but when she realized she might have actually offended him, her own manners kicked in.
“I’m sorry,” Wendy managed, trying to figure out how she’d ended up apologizing to a vampire, “I didn’t know.”
There was so much, it seemed, she didn’t know. But even if she’d managed to affront him, she had learned something useful: the vampires had lairs in abandoned properties around Storybrooke. If Wendy could figure out which properties, and alert Mayor Mills…
Maybe, just maybe, she could end the Infestation herself.
But that, of course, would likely require her to keep gaining information from this vampire. After all, she’d only have one chance.
Accordingly, Wendy ran a hand through her hair, taking the paper towel off her hair line and laying it on the counter. Peter’s eyes followed her hand, then the towel, and while he breathed in, he made no move towards her.
I’m crazy, Wendy thought, completely incredulous, absolutely crazy to be considering this. But would I be crazy not to?
Heart rate speeding up again, she spoke so the words were out of her mouth before she could take them back:
“I really didn’t mean to offend you. You could teach me, if you wanted.”
Peter raised an eyebrow, “Teach you? About vampires?”
Wendy nodded eagerly, “Yes. I mean, I only know what I hear. But maybe, if there’s more- if you really are like us…human-ish…maybe I can learn, and tell the others. Maybe there’s a chance at peace.” She didn’t like lying to him, but she saw no other way through it.
Peter considered her proposal. On the one hand, he highly doubted that educating the mortal citizens of Storybrooke would help. The whole reason for Granny’s was to combat the uncomfortable truth that without the girls and their blood, the Lost Ones would run roughshod over the town until it was completely destroyed, the mortals turned or killed, or both. The humans couldn’t hope to kill the vampires themselves- they were simply too weak. Having Wendy tell mortals the “truth-“ was unlikely to ensure they believed it.
To an extent, he couldn’t blame them. After all, Peter and the Lost Ones really were murderous entities in the night. They really did drink the blood of their victims, and if they weren’t careful, could leave a trail of corpses in their wake. Why bother thinking the Lost Ones might have their own code, their own morals, dreams, hopes, and desires, when those same dreams could result in the deaths of all in Storybrooke? The mortals wouldn’t care- and honestly, if Peter was in their shoes, he wouldn’t either.
But as Wendy stared at him, blue eyes wide and imploring through the window, he found he didn’t want to refuse her.
“All right,” he sighed, “If you wish it.”








