“You have a crush on me?” he squeaked.
“ Had ,” she said, with emphasis. Liar.
He still looked like he was at a loss of words, so backing away a little she tried to smile at him, as if conveying that this was no big deal at all. Though she was really wishing the ground would swallow her up whole.
She waved her hands. “Don’t worry about it, Adrien. It’s a thing of the past. Nothing to think about. Just wanted you to know from the source,” she said pointing at herself with a nervous chuckle. “Before you inevitably find out on Monday. I’m sure everyone will be talking about it.”
He nodded dazedly. “I- I thought you liked Luka.”
She paushed, thoughtfully. “I did.”
“I… I know Luka likes you too, why didn’t you-”
“He deserves better than someone who has feelings for two people,” she said, interrupting him. There was more to it of course, but Adrien didn’t need to know about her “other” responsibilities. “Having feelings for two people isn’t wrong, but if I had started dating him, then what? I see you everyday. My crush on you wouldn’t have just flipped off, you know, which isn’t fair to him. Or I could’ve just… Cut off from you, kept my distance, which isn’t fair to you because we’re friends and I can’t just do that without an explanation.”
“It’s so weird talking to you about this,” she mused. “Four months ago I would’ve probably passed out by now.”
“Why didn’t you ever tell me?” he asked quietly.
Marinette blinked at him. “I tried,” she said. God, did I try. “And then, I stopped.”
“Why?” he asked, the curious lilt never once leaving his voice.
“It seemed… Pointless,” she said honestly.
“I wish you had told me,” he said, rubbing the back of his neck.
She snorted. “ Why ? So you could reject me?”
“What, no , you don’t know that!” he said indignantly.
She only looked at sceptically, and shook her head at him.
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