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Hey there! So, I just wanted to let you know that the guy you like, Samuel Ramsey, played Don Giovanni and in his production (in my opinion) it has perhaps the best Commendatore as played by Kurt Moll. You can find it on YouTube. Plus, there is amazing puppetry at the end of the scene.
Holy shit. Holy shit
Angsty/Soft Charlie. It has been over a year since the divorce, and it utterly crushed him. The only thing he has going for him is his son and work, but other than that, he is completely lost. He feels sure he'll never love again, and when he meets her, her charm and sweetness slowly heals him. He feels alive again, he feels like there is something worth living for again. As the relationship grows, he becomes needy, longing for a loving touch. One night, so quiet and desperate, he asks her 1/2
2/2 "Can I make love to you?" He hadn't desired anyone after Nicole, and now, he needs this woman. She is more than happy to, she had loved him for so long and was waiting for him. He doesn't rush, lips and hands trace everywhere on her, and in the middle of making love, he starts to cry. It had been so long since he had any real intimacy, any real love. This makes her love him even more and she says so. By the end of the night, he feels whole. It's alright to love again, to live again.
Interesting take on the character!
Noticed @ladywriter94 had tagged me for this and I need a quick break from writing B&S so here we go y’all
21 Things About Me
Nicknames: The name I go by (Sandy) is technically my nickname, the name on my bc is Sandra. For a long time my friends would call me “Sandstorm”, but only two of them still call me that, cuz it’s from the old school. My sister still calls me “Sanders” sometimes. My mom sometimes calls me by my first and middle name: Sandy Mae.
Zodiac signs: Sagittarius sun, Leo rising, Aquarius moon. I have big dick energy.
Height: 5′3″ish. Not quite 5′4″ but that’s what it says on my ID.
Hogwarts house: I think the Hogwarts sorting system is stunted at best, but Gryffindor.
Last thing i googled: HEAVEN IN HIDING by Halsey, so I could link to it for the next part of B&S.
Favorite music: Fuck, I love music. Anything really, but especially classic rock, moody electronic/house, anything female-singer-forward. I love dancey pop music. Blues. I like romantic shit, jams, anything with a great hook. I love everything. Fleetwood Mac is my favorite band, but shit, music is grand.
Song stuck in my head: Currently the ice cream truck wailing outside. It’s Yankee Doodle.
What i follow: Lately, it’s always Millory/Cody Fern/Billie Lourd, and anything that relates to my fic, so lots of music and artwork (I’ve been posting a lot of it here on my tumblr, so just scroll through my posts if you’re interested). Usually, it’s Keanu Reeves, Stevie Nicks, and spooky/Halloween stuff.
Followers: Uhhhh a lot. More than a thousand, I’ll say that.
Do i get asks: Yes, but I WANT MORE SEND ME THINGS
Amount of sleep: Lately, not much. 5 hours a night on average. Always thinking about my story.
What I’m wearing: Bib overall skirt and a black mock neck tee. A hanging rose necklace.
Dream job: Writer. Full time. Fiction. And my own witch shop.
Dream trip: ANYWHERE, honestly. I love going places and wish I had the money to do it all the time. But I’ve been dreaming about the beach a lot lately. When I’m done with B&S, that’s the first thing I’m gonna do. Go to the beach.
Favorite food: Ehhhhh I eat stupid healthy these days (mostly raw fruit, raw or cooked vegetables, avocados, hummus, beans, quinoa, tofu, eggs, that sort of thing) and it’s not very interesting. I’m really into this ginger yerba mate lately though.
Languages: I’m a dumbass American and only speak English. I studied Latin in high school and used to study Japanese, but I’ve forgotten most of both.
Favorite songs: So many, but I posted a bunch here.
Random fact: I’ve never gotten my driver’s license and probably never will.
Tagging: @hi-ilovedamien, @misslunarayne, @surprisebitchwrites, @goddess-of-inferno, @kahhlo, @satanic-panic-langdon, @starscavengers
In your dream world where they did remake Sword in the Stone, who would pick to be the cast? And would it still be a musical?
It would absolutely be a musical (even if it means new songs)! I think the main plot difference would be with Kay- I’d want to make him less of an outright villain and more of an obnoxious big brother. He could represent the mass of English knights, a decent guy who (in Merlin’s opinion) just doesn’t get what it would mean to rule justly.
But anyway! I can’t think of any musically talented child actors at the moment- can Finn Wolfhard sing?- but I would absolutely draft Patti Lupone as Madam Mim and Mandy Patankin as Merlin.
these deserve their own floor they’re so good
,,,,,ill just quickly agree that mr. mctavish is the boyfriend that will do the mOsT to make sure you’re loved aF— like he goes above and beyond 😩
There is one thing I want from Kylo's shirtless scene, I want us to see his scars. I'd be really shocked if they didn't put any scars on his body, considering the fights he must have gotten into. Just imagine that when Rey sees them, she feels a surge of pity, thinking of all the pain he went through. Kylo feels ashamed, embarrassed. The idea of her seeing how broken he is, how ugly he must appear to her. She traces his scars with her fingers, hearing his shallow breathing. (part one)
(part two) No one has ever touched him, never like this. If they touched him, it was only to hurt. Rey then removes her arm bands, showing scars that are lighter than her skin tone. He looks at them amazed. Rey? She would have scars? Who would dare to hurt her? She takes his hand and places it on her arm, inviting him to touch. His fingers run up and down her arm. Looking into her eyes, he wonders why, would she show him this? “We aren’t so different, Ben. Not at all.”
Beautiful and I agree!💜
I am going to be that person, but could you post some sad/angsty headcanons about our Clyde? And please end it with some goofy and sweet ones. Please and thank you!
oh god im,,,, im so bad at Angst bc my heart is Too Soft and i’ll cry but for you, i will attempt it
okay so here we go
1. clyde hasn’t looked at himself in the mirror in years. not since afghanistan. sure, he’ll glance ocassionally when brushing his teeth, but he avoids it when he can. and he NEVER looks at himself naked or after a shower or with the prosthetic off. he makes sure to run the shower hot enough that the mirror fogs, and he has the prosthetic back on the second he can.
2. clyde tried online dating and blind dates for a while, but one thing ALWAYS happened: the girl would look at his face, his large, gawky build, his arm, and then... well, let’s say it never ended well. on his best nights, the girl will give him an awkward smile and a “well, uh, this was fun!” but never call him again. on his worst, the girl might just up and leave when she takes one look at him. he stopped going on dates like that after a while.
3. he’s had a number of pity dates, especially immediately after coming back from tour. mellie would talk to her girl friends and they’d feel bad for clyde and just awkwardly see him once or twice before realizing that they really just weren’t attracted to him. and clyde knew all along. it was nice that these women would get all dolled up for him and all, but... he could see it in their eyes. it was pity. they’d always call him a “brave boy” and say something vaguely complimentary about his looks, but nothing ever real. they never saw the real clyde. just the sad loner who came back from the war minus one limb.
4. clyde has PTSD. he doesn’t talk about it with ANYONE. he knows jimmy is a great brother, and mellie’s a good sister, but this is something that clyde struggles through on his own. jimmy only found out because one night he heard clyde yelling in his sleep and found clyde standing in his bedroom, the bedside lamp smashed into pieces on the floor, clyde’s shoulders heaving as he ripped apart pillows and screamed. it was terrifying, because clyde had NEVER been like this before. jimmy could barely recognize clyde. after that, they didn’t talk about it, but jimmy always knew in the back of his mind that clyde had lost more in the war than just a hand. and jimmy tries to be sensitive to that.
5. clyde once came home from the bar with a bent and bloody nose, a black eye, and bleeding gums. he was covered in bruises and refused to tell jimmy about what had happened. what had occurred was that some drunken, rowdy patrons had started calling clyde names like “captain hook” and asking him if he had a peg leg to match. it bothered clyde, but he was never one to stand up for himself; he only broke when they told him that the logans should just die off and clean up the human gene pool, “’cept for your hot sister,” they laughed. “she’s probably still good for a trick or two.” that’s when clyde launched over the bar and got into his first real fight since afghanistan.
6. clyde cries more than anyone knows. he doesn’t like to do it in front of others, so if he feels it coming on, he’ll go into the nearest bathroom or closet, throw his hair over his face, and hunker down until the storm passes. he doesn’t feel comfortable crying in front of anyone, so he keeps it all inside until he’s fit to burst, and then lets himself explode in private, sobbing into his hands and pulling at his hair and biting his lips until they bleed.
AND NOW, FOR MY SPECIALITY: SOFTNESS
7. the first time clyde cries in front of the girl he loves, it’s before they’re even officially together. or even unofficially. they’re not even CLOSE to dating or having discussed their feelings. she accidentally walks in on him crying in the back room of Duck Tape, looking for him to ask where they keep the spare napkins, and he’s standing at the desk, bent double. she’s shocked for a moment, and clyde tenses, gagging on his sobs, but she runs over and grabs him. she pushes her face into his chest and holds him, pulling his head to the crook of her neck and shushing him. “let it out,” she whispers. “don’t hold back.” and he can’t disobey. he’s so overcome that he just sobs and chokes, tears running all down his face, eyes puffy and swollen, nose red and dripping. but she holds him, steadfast and solid, trusting and true. he clings to her for support, fingers grappling for even an ounce of her to hold onto. and he cries for all the pain inside, all the love he hides, all the loneliness that breeds in the dark corners of his heart. the longing, the aching, the selfishness that he wants to give into, all of these things pour out in his tears. when it’s all over she keeps holding him, rubbing up and down his back with her small, soft palms, and he stays locked into her arms for as long as he can. he fears that this is the most love he’ll ever know from her, so he intends to savor it.
8. clyde is overtly affectionate, but shy. he wants to smother his girl in kisses and hugs and cuddles, but !! what if people stare at him or thing he’s creepy or clingy?? he’s too shy sometimes, so his girl will initiate it, which gives him the courage. one time, riding the bus, she kissed him square on the lips, and clyde was so invigorated and caught up in her kisses that they nearly missed their stop. he didn’t care about anything else in the world, in that moment: just her kissing him in front of everyone, proud of him, showing their love off for the world to see.
9. @witchyemmy and i were just talking about this, but clyde’s favorite holiday is thanksgiving. he LOVES it! he’s big on food and he ADORES his family, and his favorite new part of thanksgiving is showing off his girlfriend. “have you met her? look at her! isn’t she beautiful? she’s also so smart and so kind and she gives a MEAN backrub! and-” he has HUNDREDS of things to say about her and he holds her hand through the whole affair, grinning at her because now she really is a part of his family. he’s so happy that his relatives love her (not as much as he does though, because no one can feel as powerfully for her as he does, he’s sure)!
10. the first time clyde actually looks at himself in the mirror, really looks at himself, is after he wakes up from a night of intently kissing his girl. his chest and neck are covered with red and purple hickies, and he smiles. he smiles at his reflection, tenderly pressing the raw spots where her teeth grazed him. it’s an amazing thing, looking at himself and liking what he sees. his hair is a mess and he hasn’t got his prosthetic on and he’s all sweaty from the heat, but something about this mess and the love bites makes him proud of what he is. she loves this body. that has to count for something.
11. clyde has figured out a way to play the guitar, even with just his one dextrous hand. it’s a bit jerry-rigged and still a little clunky, but he used to play it a lot before afghanistan and he missed doing so, so he and his girl worked out a way for him to keep playing. sometimes he’ll sit out on the porch and strum out a little, nameless tune, humming to himself dreamily, and she’ll hear him, heart full of love.
12. clyde may be odd-looking to adults, but babies love him. he’s got a great smile and an incredible way with children, and they just love him. he’s fantastic with them and it’s actually a source of pride for him. some men scoff at being kind to children, thinking it’s “weak” and “womanly” and “wussy”, but clyde thinks the real wusses are the men who can’t find it in themselves to be good to others. he’ll take a conversation with a five year old about clouds that look like bunnies over “bro talk” any day of the week.
What was it about Millory that made you ship them? Do you feel like it was a missed opportunity to have their stories intertwine or can yo find yourself to be content with the way the show ended? What are your favorite Millory Aus and what tropes do you enjoy from the ship?
WOWWWW this is a quality ask bb you are the best!!!
What was it about Millory that made you ship them? It was two things: that insanely sexually charged scene between Cody and Billie in Episode 3 (Michael questions Mallory in Outpost 3, tries to actually persuade her to go to the Sanctuary when he literally told everyone else they could die and he wouldn’t care, tries to ostensibly seduce her (”what are you afraid of?” “I’m offering you a chance to live” face touch, thigh touch etc), Mallory makes the fire fucking explode and the way she says let me go and his expression is like WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU MY WIFE etc etc) where the magnetic force of their chemistry EXPLODED through the screen and it was obvious that Cody and Billie had/have a real connection regardless of what Ryan Murphy originally intended the scene to be, and the incredible Millory fandom I noticed after the season ended and I constantly found myself thinking about Cody Fern; the real wealth of talent encompassed in everyone (regarding first impressions, @allbridgesburn‘s fic comes to mind, also @inkedbadwolfart‘s Michael x Mallory art–I know she said she doesn’t ship them, but fuck, I sure did when I saw that). I think the dark/light dichotomy Millory encompass is a “tale as old as time” scenario, but Cody and Billie make such a beautiful and irresistible romantic juxtaposition that I honestly can’t imagine not wanting them to kiss. I’m also bisexual, and if anyone wants to know why, I could literally just hand them a picture of these two human beings and it would be my answer.
Do you feel like it was a missed opportunity to have their stories intertwine or can you find yourself to be content with the way the show ended? Ryan Murphy will likely never hire me to write for him, so I can be honest: I definitely think the potential was squandered. RM really had something with Cody and Billie’s chemistry; I truly think their scene together in Ep 3 is the strongest of the season (maybe even the entire series) thematically. I hope he’ll make up for it by giving them more scenes in upcoming seasons of AHS. but I’m trying not to get my hopes up regarding that lest they be dashed. I think of Mallory as the angel to Michael’s demon; I’m OBSESSED with the Hades/Persephone comparisons, and I think Mallory could have legitimately saved him; nurtured his morality and healed him when he’d been constantly denied that influence/kindness/compassion before she went back in time with Tempus Infinitum. Murphy and Co. successfully set up everything that we needed for Millory to become canon, they just decided not to follow through on it. But all the pieces of the puzzle are there. Which sort of makes it all the more frustrating.
What are your favorite Millory Aus and what tropes do you enjoy from the ship? Not to be an asshole but I really do love my fic and I recommend it to anyone who likes Millory, especially a Millory that leans heavily into (lite) magickal realism AU/is into Cody’s portrayal of Duncan Shepherd in House of Cards. I also recommend @allbridgesburn‘s fic which I link to above. The Hades/Persephone comparisons are probably my favorite of their tropes; before I started B&S I wrote a little Millory Hades/Persephone AU one-shot that I am still very proud of. @hi-ilovedamien‘s Dichotomy is also really good. Oh, also: all of @ghostwithangeleyes’ Millory visual moodboards are incredible.
