I need an @suzannaswims guided swim I think. I find Lakes I've not been in before scarier than ones I have 🤔 Ullswater is a dark brown lake with a slight tint of green. The water seems clear yet it eats the light of the sun and the weeds below the surface loom out of the dark watery abyss like the hands and fingers of hidden beasts desperately reaching out for the light. Can't say it was pleasant to go in but I feel like I've made up a tiny. It of old ground and done it alone. This is the hardest bit of #projectbigswim. I have to make friends with this fear on my own. Oh well... Only 21 more of em to get familiar with before the 2nd of August!! . . . . . #SwimmingSucks #lovethelakes #newperspective #makefearyourfriend #projectbigswim #lakesmereswaters #SwimRun #openwaterswimming #wildswimming #lAMNOTASWIMMER (at Ullswater)