"she says she loves me." - by Lamont Carey.
“she says she loves me..
she says she loves me..
so she clings to me, even when i want to be left alone..
but she’s beautiful.
like, sometimes when i have things on my mind, she’s the perfect person to listen.
and, she only gives advice she says when i give her a cue..
she says she loves me..
like, when i wake up in the morning, she’s sitting on the edge of the bed with a plate of food, wanting to feed me..
She says she needs me..
she says she loves me..
or like, when i’m stepping out of the shower, she’s standing there with the towel, wanting to, wanting to dry me off..
she says, she loves me..
so she clings to me, even when i want to be left alone..
and sometimes i lose control and i hit her
and she forgives me, because she says she loves me
even when the neighbors call the cops shes yelling screaming
"NO STOP, i fell in the shower i tripped and i hurt myself”
she says she loves me
like when her mother tell her get the restraining order
shes telling her mother that i didn’t do nothing wrong that she made me mad
she says she loves me because she is afraid to admit that im evil
shes afraid to admit that i hurt her
and say if she admit it,
she would have to admit that she has made another dang ol’ mistake..
like having 4 children by 4 different men or by being 30 yrs old and not being able to read so instead of admitting that she has made another mistake she stays with me
she says she loves me and i don’t know about love.“