#landenrambles

[imfrom-neptune]

This isn’t how life is supposed to feel.

[imfrom-neptune]

You don’t underSTANDDD Rumi being told her WHOLE LIFE that demons are bad and internalizing that and being told to hide it because by implication that makes HER bad and being trained to fight off the exact thing that she is and having it so deeply rooted in her that A DEMON WITH NO FEELINGS DONT DESERVE TO LIVE is a lyric her and the girls came up with and then after loosing everything thinking she IS bad and deciding that she DOESNT DESERVE TO LIVE and genuinely thinking that is what is best for everyone you don’t GET ITTTT

[imfrom-neptune]

WISHBONE DELUXE IS REAL. THE BEST COMES OUT NEXT WEEK. HOLY SHIT

[imfrom-neptune]

I saw the tv glow as a child, and I guess I realized that I wasn’t supposed to because no one else saw it when I asked, so I didn’t know what it was. But it was there, and when I finally found someone else who saw it, I learned what it meant. I saw the tv glow and I never let it stop. I told my family it was off, unplugged, I sold the tv, but I didn’t. It still glows in the corner of my room. I watch it at night. My friends even watch with me. I’m never going to turn it off.

[imfrom-neptune]

Technically this was maybe last week or so, idk the exact day, but sometime around this area is 5 years clean for me if I did that math right

This last year has been fucking hard and if I’m so honest I don’t know we’re gonna make it to 6

But 5 is something and I guess if I make it known maybe I’ll feel a little more like I can’t relapse and let anyone down

So yay for 5. Clean as hell ✌️

[imfrom-neptune]

Guys I saw the tv glow ??

[imfrom-neptune]

I hate my body I wish I didn’t have one

[imfrom-neptune]

They made mermaids canon in tangled ??