#landi2012

[findngjmo]

At the printing station

I was trying to press so many buttons on the printer when..

Guy: What are you trying to do?

Me: Find myself...uh...

Guy: But I've found you!

Me: I mean gind myself in the printer!

Guy: But you're here, I found you

[masayanakosayo]

Hi. Paki control naman yung landi mo, sumusobra na kasi, umaapaw na.

:)))))))))

[masayanakosayo]

Uso ba lumandi ngayon? :)))))

[junkyardkid-blog]

Hi

[blithe-autifuuul]

ANG GWAPO NI MAMA KAMUKHA NI WOLVERINE OMG

[blithe-autifuuul]

ANG BANGO NI CELVIN KAHIT KELAN BWAHAHAHAHAHA LANDI KO

[unnieren-blog]

Dear 304

HAHAHA. had so much fun last night. Hindi na ako nakapagRANT eh. nagtwitter na lang ako. eh dahil bangag na akis kagabi gawa ng alcohol% CHOS~ biglaan na lang nagkayayaan eh. HIHIH.

Dun kami nagstay sa place ni Miss N. for about 2 hours. 2 empL.BoogeyMan at Dingdong PLUUUS~ WALANG KATAPUSANG KWENTUHAN. hahaha. it's the first time we ever bonded like that. Magkasama man kami sa training pero laging may dalwang laging OP. xDD

But since we bonded yesterday. I think it would be different tomorrow. HOPEFULLY. hihih. the 11 of us is now really a TEAM. one for all, all for one. Diamonds and 101% whoever groups wins. we all are winners! :'>

at dahil may tama na nga. TSSS. Q&A to. ito yung mga sagot ko sa mga emote niya! xDDD

"galit ka ba saken? kanina ka pa kasing umaga eh. hindi mo ako pinapansin"

-DUH? eh inape ape mo na ako nung hapon ah? tapos nakakatawang Golden GATE / los angeles bridge! HAHAHAAHAHA fuck that! i don't have any reason to be angry with. :p

"Iniiwasan mo ba ako? bakit mo ako iniiwasan? sweet naman ako ah?"

-AY TEH? HAHAHA. You already know the answer.

"Bakit? kapag nainlove ako sayo may magagawa ka ba? kapag nainlove ako sayo may magagawa ba ako? may magagawa ba yung gf ko?"

-EWAN KO?

Some of his lines na natatandaan ko

"Wag kang kalapit baka masukahan ka niyan!" - nagkwekwento si isang kateam eh ang lapit ko, baka daw masukahan ako. lewls.

"psst. Lipat ka dito" - sa jeep.

"Diba nagpromise ako sayo na bibigyan kita ng aso? Promise ko yon sayo." - May tama talaga siguro.

"Wag! pumunta ka!" - Nung hindi ako sasama sa jogging

May SHENGLOT na nga ata siya kung ano anong sinasabi eh. Knowing naman na sa pinsan ko may crush. Dear J, Wag ka ng magbigay ng mga ganyan. tsss. mas malaki braso ko sayo. hahampasin kita. anyhoo. May saltik lang sa utak pero kapag normal naman di napapagusapan yan. :) 

Joke:

J: ayan oh, nilalangaw kana!

M: lumipad lang kaya. ayon oh papunta sayo!

J: ah, oo. bumulong nga saken eh sabi niya "zzzzz ay mali, balik ulit"

M: impakto!

Ay susme. tomorrow meron na daw kaming mock calls and typing test. kamusta naman yon? HAHAHAHAHA - xDDDD GO 304! fighting!!

[findngjmo]

On my 18 y/o self, growing up & matters of the heart

Growing up. It's a topic I hate to talk about. Inevitable, if you ask me. If I had it my way, I'd stay the same all my life.

    In front of the Church of the Gesu, Ateneo de Manila University

But I guess I have changed in some ways. There was a phase in my college life in Ateneo when I decided to start blogging. Reading my entries written in 2004 to 2006 brought me back to the walls of the Ateneo. My idealistic, childish self came alive once again. As I read through the entries, I thought to myself--I am the same person, but still different in many ways. The way I handled things were different. I ranted & raved about stuff like a giddy high school girl. I still do. But now, I do with a stronger heart, a more keen mind.

When it comes to matters of the heart, I must say that my 18 y/o self was the most resilient. She was the one who tried to be all "grown up". The 18 y/o Jemo was successful enough to tell a guy--"You give me a lot of reasons for me to like you..and so I like you...but I hope things won't change." She was able to walk away w/o any regrets. He didn't like her back but she stayed friends with him. Good for them. ;)

And I guess God (or the universe) may have thought --Ok, it's time for a real rejection story. It's interesting to note though that only in the last 3 years have I suffered the funniest, silliest and worst (yes!) heartbreak and I didn't really handle that nicely. Australia was my getaway car. It was my home away from home. My new adventure, my new life. My new me.

When it comes to having big dreams, my 18 y/o self was grabbing life by the balls. She was studying hard, working with a school organisation as an officer, actively participating in Student Council activities ---she was awesome. Who knew those four years in Ateneo would be the formative years that would influence her to do more?

But it's interesting to know how almost 8 years after --now 25, Jemo still is terrified. I am at a crossroad in my life and there are demons that I have to battle. I feel like I have strayed from my path and got distracted with my real goals in life.

Last year, I wrote a song about being 25 and being terrified by life. Well, it's been almost a year and I still have the same qualms about life. I've got a month before I turn 26 and I guess it's time to break free from this --to take a leap of faith. And I definitely will.

Nobody said it will be easy --but it will be worth it ;)