hi there, i hope 2021′ll be kinder to you !! 💕 i’ve been thinking about possibly being more active on tumblr again & making it a safe & positive online space for me, as i tend to associate it with prior memories & would like to change that for the better !! i may also be more active at @ebbandflowdemo, though, particularly wanted to make this blog a sweeter space !!
though, i’ve said this before, it’d be nice to meet some nice people here & try & express myself as well as my interests & or host watch parties/games, like i used to !!
thank you to everyone who’s stuck with me throughout the years & please know i appreciate all of your kindness,, thanks again & i wish you a lovely rest of your week...! 💓
Today, November 21st, Undertale Live is hosting a free, interactive concert on Twitch & occasionally during the quarantine due to COVID, which is still on-going in 2021!
Here is the trailer and more information below, thank you for your time!
Here is the link to their trailer and showtimes:
❤️ https://www.twitch.tv/videos/800638805
Here is their link to their Twitch, for tonight and future shows:
❤️ https://twitch.tv/undertalelive
Here is their link to their website, informing of their shows:
❤️ https://undertalelive.com/tour-1
Here is their Twitter (post) and account:
❤️ https://twitter.com/undertalelive/status/1322270066650525696?s=20
Even Toby is excited to hear too!
❤️ https://twitter.com/tobyfox/status/1330125399561527297
hello there, everyone ! i hope today’s been kind to you all & all of you deserve so much happiness & i hope you all have been taking care !! & it's lapis, i wonder if you guys still recognize this blog & or me ! it's been a really long time since i've used tumblr & here’s an update under the cut, if you’d like to check this out, though, you don’t have to, no worries ! & i hope your day has been great !! 💙
hi, hi !! i hope you all are doing well & here’s some things that have happened while i’ve been out ! i'm actually pretty inactive in general & i seldom use any social media & i think it's been around a year and a half or maybe two since i've been here & i’ll probably still be on hiatus,
i haven't been too active on social media or discord at all / in general since i've been doing my best to try to better myself & most of my freetime for the past couple year or two have gone towards working, paying bills & saving up for payment plans & college expenses & such as well as taking classes & doing classwork & homework & practicing healthier coping skills & trying to relax when i get the chance,
i hope everyone's been doing alright & since i've last been here, lots of things happened in my life, i finally ended up graduating from high school after stopping going, i've gotten a job as a captioning agent at captioncall, i've been working since, and i've become a psych major & a freshman in college, i have been mostly working & taking classes in college & the time has flown by,
i'm happy to say that i've been over a year clean from all forms of self-harm, i haven't attempted suicide, purged, binged, restricted or been hospitalized for my mental health in many months, and i've been doing my best to use positive coping skills & my dbt skills & i am now at a healthy weight & doing my best to cope with all of my mental illnesses & past eating disorders,
i’ve also somehow earned the millennium scholarship & maintained a 4.0 in college so far ! ( i don’t plan on maintaining it, though, it’s incredible to see where i used to be compared to today... )
thank you to everyone who is still following me after all the time i've been gone, that means a lot to me & i'd love to reach out to all my old beloved friends here & thank you all for helping me when i was at my lowest & all of my mutuals too & everyone who's ever left me a kind message & or ask,
i have never forgotten everyone’s who’s shared their kindness with me & i really appreciate all of that & you all, & if anyone is interested, please feel free to message me & or reply here & i'll do my best to get back to you whenever i can, my replies are usually slow due to work & school & my health, though, i'll do my best to try to reply before i get too caught up with work & school again !
thank you to everyone who's been here for so long, you all have seen me from when i used to be in & out of the hospital from getting admitted to longterm & afterwards, lots of things have happened, though, i wish you all the best & all of you deserve lots of joy & i hope all of your days have been kind to you ! & please try & take care & i hope all of your days will be sweet to you & you all deserve the best,
i probably should make this blog more active though i might remake my blog so i can do more of what i like ! thank you everyone for interacting with me & i’m glad you think my blog’s cool, i think you’re cool too !
im real sorry i’ve been inactive, my mental health has been rough & i’ve relapsed again though i might finally refill my queue or setup a rabbit !
i hope you’re doing well bud & i love you ! thank you for thinking this lil’ blog here is neat & i’m wishing you well ! ♥
edit on 01-09-17: i finally made my queue & it should run for a few days though im mentally exhausted pfff, i hope everyone’s doing well !!
☾ disappointed ✧ 50% ✧ 12-06 - 1:42 am ☽
☾ ed, sh, sui, abuse imp, hospital, ask to tag☽
since ive gotten back from willow ive been trying my best though ive had a relapse in both self-harm & anorexia & im really struggling a lot especially at home since i can’t get away from them or my brother though ive been doing my best to use my skills & had a suicide attempt & im disappointed; i thought i would do better on the outs though im still isolating, fasting, self-harming & not being there for others as well as myself & it sucks
