@lastguard sent: “You need to handle your feelings. Get them under control.” || A meme
“I have it under control, damn it!”
Except the shout in her tone & the way she swiftly brings hand to rake through dark tresses to conceal the light tremble to them is far from evidence she was succeeding. The hunt had been successful, she’ll admit that - but things could have went so much more smoothly. Mayhaps, it’s too akin to her first hunt, to her first early memories of resting face first upon her bed, of treatments that left her aching, stitch work that had a young child crying into a pillow as words rang in her ears -
suck it up, kid. if you had listened, you wouldn’t have gotten hurt so easily.
“Fuck!” she has to calm, has to do something to calm - though, perhaps punching the wall wasn’t her best option, but she does anyway, feeling the swift bruising to the bone that least is enough to have focus slowly turning to her fist rather than the memories