Dreams are freaky sometimes...
Some southern white lady came to our back garden door saying my insurance would be cut off unless I was diagnosed officially or something. I agreed to go, my mother along to confirm this official process wasn't sketchy or too difficult. (Don't ask me why, lol.)
The receptionist clerk had these brilliant green eyes, and great hair in a mini-fro. She began asking the standard questions in the middle of the waiting room, and then without moving to a new location, began explaining how an official diagnosis was needed due to recent episodes. I'm thinking- what episodes?
Great start to a trippy nightmare where still thinking I'm wholly sane, I begin to act less and less so, while not being able to speak my side. As all the while the receptionist and eventually even my mother become convinced I am crazy, and need treatment desperately.
yeah… What was the one I got after sleeping-in instead of working on my book for an hour- the one where I could almost tell my protagonist was mad at me, or rather I was certainly mad at myself? This one above was just a bit loopy compared to that one. That was a nightmare. That had me waking up depressed,
Ah. I remember. The apartment was a mess. It wasn't even this apartment- it was a dream's interpretation of the same apartment. Laundry and trash piled up everywhere, dishes in horrible array- oh yeah. And I never wrote my book. I was lonely and alone in a dirty apartment never having written my book.
That was bad.
Worse than being considered insane by my own mother.