#latenightoverthinking

[ramonfelixb]

#Angels #Thexx #latenightoverthinking

[eg0tistical]

late night over thinking

crazy how we can have an endless amount of friends but just somehow manage to still feel lonely and have no one to talk to.

[eg0tistical]

late night over thinking

ever miss someone so fucking much but just know it's best you just keep your distance because you know what you would get yourself back into?

[caitlinluvsdan]

Heartless Cunt

You know those girls that take your heart and literally destroy it to nothing? Yeah that just happened to me twice from the same girl. Why do I literally get complete bitches? Is it because I'm too nice? Am I too romantic? Am I too loving? Am I too snuggly? Back in June I tried to kill myself. My ex and I had recently broken up around then. It's now almost October and I was feeling alright to finally get some much needed closure. However, she refuses to have a conversation with me. We have had no communication what so ever until today. She was a complete cunt about it. In every single way she was a cunt. She's heartless and has no feelings towards others or any form of empathy. Why did I date her? She really fucked me up and I hope that eventually I can be whole again. Whole enough to give part of myself to someone who deserves me and vice versa.

[inject-euphoria]

I'm the kind of person who likes a girl wayyy more than she likes me back. Can't wait to find someone who likes me as much as I like them.

[fluorescent-apatheist]

The more time I spend with my brother and his new girlfriend, the more I miss the idea of having a special somebody. It is a nice feeling to have that one person that you can always laugh, talk, cuddle, and spend time with . .

[slowlybutsurelydarling]

All I really wanna do is talk to you.

But I feel like I bother and annoy you and bleh. So I will sit and wait until you notice me or not, probably not but then again I'm used to it.

[variationsofv]

ignoreallrandomthoughts

i just don't if this is worth it anymore. the reason I've been here because i believe that at the end i will get what i want which is the relationship that i deserve.. but lately my hopes have been just decreasing more each day.. cause i know that no matter how much he says i'm number 1.. i'm really not. i'm actually battling with her and a couple other girls to keep jes attention. lately guys have been attempting to grasp my attention and no i have not fallen but it does make me wonder. regardless none of those guys would ever have my heart like this insensitive animal does.. i'm really begininng to feel hopeless and alone. i really deserve true happiness .. everyone does but why does everyone seem so close to achieving it and i feel so far from it..i can honestly say i don't know who i am anymore 

i also hate feeling like its a force. i don't want to force anything i want it to happen naturally and then thats when i get scared and feel like its my fault because if i was doing it right wouldnt it already be happening.. i'm starting to believe that no matter how much you do for a person it never really is enough . this weekend has made me see things i was forcing myself not to see.. and i know that he will attend that event and i know that that will be the end of us..