Nov 17, 2018
y’know I was just getting ready for bed by winding down and watching some queen music videos and I happened upon These Are The Days Of Our Lives and subsequent behind-the-scenes footage and I could tell even before they said it that Freddie was very sick and frail in that video and then listening to them say how he could barely stand at times while filming, and how his last words were looking right into the camera, ‘I still love you,’ so knowingly, I just :’’’) now i’m sad
#like SWEET DREAMS YOU'VE MADE YOURSELF SAD CONGRATS#but thru my tears im like 'but look at his cat vest. it's so freddie.'#laugh-cries#queen#when he looked into the camera like that... the look in his eyes... just... god.... what a goodbye..#eyes are the windows to the soul yknow?#got some chills there#and worst of all - to think that at this point the public still didn't know his ailment#i can't imagine how it must have felt to see that video just wondering if freddie was ok#not knowing that he was saying goodbye#...............i need to stop making myself sad before bed
