#lauralook

[stonesofyork]

how do you solve a problem like george blaaaaaagdeeeeeen how do you catch an asshole and pin it doooooooown

[avonieas]

You saved me. - You saved me too

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Hi girls! Since yesterday I watched the episode wifi-less, I took notes and here they are. They are kind of crazy and badly written, but that expresses my mental state during the watching.

1. Racoon

2. OMG KEVIN AND MUM

3. OMG I LOVED THIS GUUUUUY (ALFIE THE ANGEL)

4. OMG CROWLEY ILU

5. CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS

6. OMG CAS NET AND CAS WITH NEW TRENCHCOAT AND PRETTY AND UgH PLS MY FUCKING HEART NO

7. CAS WATCHING TV I CAN'T I CAN'T I LOVE THIS SO MUCH I'M LOVING THIS EP

THEY ARE MENTIONING CHUCK OMG NO HE IS NOT DEAD HE WAS GOD I THINK THAT WAS CLEAR JDKBGHIETKDFBG

+ when in purgatory, cas puts his hand on Dean's shoulder bujsdrhfg my otp touched bitches

The walls from the motel remind me of Changing Channels

dude the eyesex dean/cas mmmmmm

"Cas, can I talk to you for a sec?" AND I SCREAMED BECAUSE THAT MEANS ROMANTIC QUARREL AND THEN SEX OR JUST SEX AND EVERYBODY KNOWS THAT

"I did not leave you" PLS ÉS QUE THEY ARE SO IN LOVE PLS OMG DAMNIT BVFDHJVBIKD THAT'S SO CAS I SWEAR I LOVE YOU I DID NOT LEAVE YOU I WOULD HAVE KILLED MYSELF BEFORE LEAVING YOU AND CAS IS LIKE YOU THINK THIS IS YOUR FAULT? I CAN'T FUCKING EXPRESS THE FEELING BUT IT'S A LOVESTORY FEELING

When Dean says it he's super afraid of saying it, he utters it for the first time and it's right from his heart, it's all the pain he has felt, all the doubts and sorrow for thinking that Cas is dead because of him, that he would have died thinking he had left him. So he says I did not leave you, and omg Dean's voice tone when he says it, it breaks my heart. He's desperate.

Mamma Tran is like the badassest character ever

Crowley blowing that shiny thing PLS

TEAM FREE WILL BACK ON BUSINESS

I can't be the only one expecting unconsciously for Dean and Cas to kiss at any moment

OMFG WHAT AM I SEEING WHAT IS THIS WHAT IS HAPPENING I'M SCARED CAS CAS CAS SCHSJFGJ

I'm at Dean's "I don' need to feel like hell for failing you like any other thing I've ever cared about" speech and sobbing

NO THE TRUE MEMORY I DON'T WANT TO SEE IT

NO BUT IT'S ACTUALLY TRUE OR IS IT CAS LYING OR WHAT WHAT

NOCASNOCASNOCASNOCASNOCASNOCAS ISDNFHJDF NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SDFHJS SOOOOOBBIIIIIIING

"You can't save everyone my friend" MY FRIEND MY FRIEND UG AFFECTIONATE WORDS UGH IT HURTS

DEAN PLS DON'T HATE HIM DEAN PLS

OK HE DESERVES A BIT OF HATE BECAUSE YOU WERE LIKE KILL ALL THE THINGS, SACRIFICATE ALL THE THINGS, PUT ALL THE EFFORT IN - IN ORDER TO SAVE HIM.

SO. YUP.

WHAT

WAT

WHAT

HSRDFUIGSED

IS THIS DOCTOR WHO?

IS CAS AMY?

IS CAS PREGNANT WITH RIVER SONG?

WHAT IS GOING ON THIS IS SO WEIRD HUG ME

NO YOU ARE ALL WHORES SONS AND DAUGHTERS OF BITCHES NO THIS IS CRUEL AND PAINFUL AND IT HURTS,  YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO CAS, YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO THE WINCHESTERS, YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO MY SHIP AND MORE IMPORTANTLY YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I HAVE SO MUCH PAIN TO SHARE HOLY FUCK BUT I DON'T HAVE INTERNET NOW. TUMBLR WAIT FOR ME

[avonieas]

Here, Laura.

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Tomorrow Niece and I are going to Barcelona!

It's her birthday present, going by train (she's so excited about GOING BY TRAIN, how cute). Actually the main "going to Barcelona" part doesn't interest her much.

Here's a list of the things we'll do:

1. Getting into the train. Entertaining each other for the 45 minutes the trip lasts because she won't let me read.

2. Meet Laura at Misha's Tree (Chippy Girls reunion spot)

3. Have lunch. Eat cookies and Laura's cake (I'VE WAITED SO LONG FOR THIS MOMENT OMG LAURA'S CAKE GET IN MY BELLY)

4. Walk around Barcelona (Laura knows best, cupcake shop, cute narrow streets, etc.,  etc.)

5. OBVIOUSLY visit FNAC

[avonieas]

Stop with the Dead Poets Society gifs, I AM GOING TO CRY!

I AM CRYING

SO IF I GO DOWN

AND I AM GOING DOWN

YOU GO DOWN WITH ME

ALSO PATRICK AND GEORGE ARE NOT HELPING MY EMOTIONAL STABILITY

[avonieas]

Happy birthday, Laura!!!!!!!!!!

My lady is 19 today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love you LAURA!!!!!!!! HAVE THE BEST DAY POSSIBLE! 

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