#laurambles

[mickstart]

I am such an annoying person but unfortunately I want to show my friends things. No not like a crow shut up this isn't cute I come to you at 3am with a rant that belongs on a forum in 2007.

[lauregalart]

hello! talk to me about thorfinn and einar vs thorfinn and canute (i love both of them)!!

Sorry for the belated reply!! Life just gets in the way sometimes :(

Aaand I love both, too!!

But if you want me to compare the two, the amount of drawings I’ve drawn for one ship versus the other is already a good indicator as to which one I prefer. So yeah, ultimately, I lean towards thornute a bit.

The thing is, EiToru are incredibly sweet, wholesome, good vibes only. I love the whole process of Einar making Thorfinn see the beauty in the world again and helping him find his reason to live, and forgive himself and move on from his sins and trauma. It’s so beautiful and I can’t exactly describe it, but Thorfinn’s childlike innocence coupled with Einar’s gentle giant, himbo energy is so bdfnksjfkdjfkxbnsfjekdnrjej. And their size difference is SO delicious omg.

On the other hand, the Thornute dynamic is so much more nuanced to me. Even though they have fewer scenes together, the ones they have are always very pivotal. They are narrative counterparts, each other’s antitheses. They have opposite ideologies but share the same goal, they are two sides of the same coin who cannot coexist, but they cannot exist without the other, either. I love how their development always hinges on the other’s. I love that they are both obstinate and kind of “radical” about their worldviews until the world proves them otherwise.

They also scratch many “classic” ship trope itches I have (i.e.: sun and moon, king and bodyguard etc.). But ultimately, the thing that makes me like it more is the drama. The tension. The unspoken yearning.

EiToru meet every day and are normal about their relationship. Thornute meet once in a year and make it everyone’s problem.

The thing about Thornute is that… honestly? They are kinda bad for each other. And they are pretty much doomed by the narrative. But and at the same time, they are also perfect for each other.

And that’s what makes them so delicious to me.

[lauraleidownhere]

Oh, hey ~

Did someone have the sudden urge to look into this trancy blog? and.. is that someone — you? Well, not to worry, because there's no judgements here. Feel free to be mentally kinky ;)

I'm Lauralei and welcome to this corner of my mind. It's a little hazy down here and it's nice to just shut off all those thoughts from time to time, right? I enjoy both sides of the pendulum, and even though I have more experience being a sub, I am doing bits of stuff on the tist's side.

Into some of that D/s kinky stuff obviously.. I can go from a gentle dom to a sweet sadistic one, depending on the mood really. Won't say no to ageplay, feet worship, cnc, and all that except for scat and heavy waterboarding. But everything else, I have the tolerance and enjoy it to some degree, be degraded or be your degradee? Haha, just enjoying the best of both worlds ;)

Please note that this is a NSFW side blog which gives me no power to follow back from here (and explicitly no permission for anyone under the age of 18 to interact). I don't condone acts of irl pedophilia and I'm firmly against unethical use of hypnosis as a brainwashing tool.

For the meantime, enjoy mindless things ~

[laurslibrary]

UM HI U R SO NICE

awh i can’t believe i missed this 🥺 i’m sorry !! but you are so talented !! i read and i fell in love and i reread and i uwu’ed !! thank you sm for sharing your writing, lovie !! 🥺💓🤧💗

[lau29]

okay listen up folks. i'm not a fandom person okay, when i get into a fandom i rarely interact with the community. not because i dont like it, but because it's just who i am: i go into the community just to appreciate the art and the fanfictions and the headcanons and that's pretty much it. but this time I'll make an exception. i am so fucking TIRED and PISSED of hearing about people being THREATENED because they ship something that doesn't appeal to one another. like??????? do you even hear yourself?????? it's like hating on someone because you like strawberries and they prefer blueberries, it's fucking bullshit. and dont come at me and say "shaladin is pedophilia" because if a minor is 17 they can sure think and act like a fucking 24 year old god dammnit. yes, a minor is still a minor, but A FICTIONAL CHARACTER IS STILL A FICTIONAL CHARACTER. if you ship shaladin it fucking doesnt make you a pedo, it just makes you a stan of something fucking hell. and if you say something like "ship x is toxic" HELLO AUS ARE A THING. HEADCANONS ARE A THING. most importantly IT'S ALL FANTASY. PEOPLE WON'T COME AT YOUR HOUSE TO KILL YOU BECAUSE YOU SHIP TWO PEOPLE WHO HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH EACHOTHER. "people who think of x and y together are disgusting" well sorry if your eyes landed on that one fan art janet, you really should go back to read your 2k fanfiction about two grown man fucking eachother because that's legal at least. at least they won't get arrested and put in court by the fiction police. to the people who spread hate on people who are just having fun: you disgust me. i am revolted by the fact that you think, based on solely your judgement, that scaring and insulting people who did nothing to you might be the right way to "spread the good". to "erase the evil". fuck you. to the insulted people, to the people who received hate for not hating on anyone: don't listen to those rotten apples. block them. you do you, you ship that fucking klance, you dig that shance, you smash that sheith and whatever you feel like shipping. you make your hcs, your art and your fics. don't hate on people. just don't. ignore the people who do. even this post is just giving them attention, and i dont hope this will make big changes. i just wanted to say that this fandom has gone to shit, but it's not the first time a fandom has done this. peace out

[mickstart]

If I haven't finished this application today everyone needs to beat me with rocks

[mickstart]

Autism really is a spectrum on the personal level too BC I have days where it's just a few sensory problems and then days like today where I do not even have the coordination or grip strength to pick up a bottle of drink and I slam it into the counter when I go to put it down and completely lose my grip and drop it on the floor and I'm sort of shambling around the house BC I just can't fucking move my limbs like a humans.

[mickstart]

24 degrees outside it's Saturday and the ice cream van stopped directly outside my house. I Am God's Chosen His Blessing Cushions My Stride.