*quietly whispers* Shizuo getting flustered cause his boyfriend is too pretty headcanons
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(Thank you I’m doing pretty well. I hope you are!!! 🥰)
So I’ve had this loooooong lasting headcanon that Shizuo has this fixation on watching Izaya do mundane things and admiring Izaya when he’s concentrated on something, so. 🥺🥺🥺 Thank you for letting me indulge in this:
Shizuo agreeing to play Chess with Izaya even though he’s bad at it and Izaya criticizes his moves the entire time, because Izaya will sit there in silence with a little smile on his face while he waits for Shizuo to make his move and Shizuo will still little glances just to see it because he’s so stinking cute. Izaya is cute, and handsome, and he gets the smuggest little grin on his face when he wins and Shizuo pretends like he cares just so Izaya will keep making it. What a whipped ass loser omg.
Shizuo enjoying the opportunity to watch Izaya sleep, brushing his hair back and appreciating the sight of Izaya in a state of calm and silence. He’s so cute when he sleeps and Shizuo feels deeply honored to get to have this opportunity. Izaya’s a light sleeper though so sometimes Izaya will wake up and embarrass him for staring. But most of the time Shizuo will just own up to it. XD Like yeah and?? You’re MY boyfriend. But like, say they had a fight and went to bed angry and he did this? Decimated. Shizuo, you lose. Checkmate. Ur done.
Watching Izaya drink milk tea from a straw, or frowning at his phone, or even sneezing and Shizuo’s heart is like… wow. He really just sits there being Izaya and doing those things. He’s gotta keep himself together ofc because like damn even a guy like him has dignity and also Izaya is still Izaya but damn. He forgets himself sometimes. Izaya will catch him staring and is like “😠 WHAT” and he’s like “nothing.” Or if he wants to destroy Izaya’s heart he’ll be like “you look cute when you x” because Izaya will either make fun of him and he can double down, or Izaya will get all tsun and tell him he’s stupid. It’s a win win. Compliments are Izaya’s greatest weakness.
They rarely dress up, but when they do Shizuo is floored. Izaya looks good in practically anything, so he’s gotta keep his shit together. Part of the reason why he withholds compliments aside from the fact that Izaya is annoying and doesn’t deserve them is that they make his heart rate go up and that’s bound to be bad for him to just do constantly right? Plus it’s embarrassing for him that he’s so in love with Izaya’s appearance now after hating it on first contact. What the hell happened?
It’s weird but when Izaya looks his ‘worst’ is when Shizuo admires his appearance most of all. Like if his hair is disheveled, if he has a headache, if he’s genuinely upset and gone all quiet, Shizuo enjoys looking at him but it makes him feel bad because it’s low key like he enjoys Izaya’s suffering. But that’s not what it is! Because Izaya is an incredibly secretive and closed off person, he doesn’t often show off his honest side and it frustrates Shizuo (but he loves him or something), so when these ‘bad’ things happen that force Izaya to show how he really feels, Shizuo finds it completely charming. Eventually he just found his whole being charming. The annoyances and being a bastard are all still there but it’s all surrounded by this encompassing feeling of being absolutely enamored with him so Shizuo doesn’t mind anymore.












