A Dog Is A (Wo)Man's Best Friend || Solo
Taking a seat on her bedroom floor, Bridgit wrapped her arms around her knees, pulling them closer to her. She buried her face in them, then, and shut her eyes, trying to block out her own thoughts. She hadn’t heard from her mother since Christmas, and she’d only talked to her brother once in two weeks. She didn’t think she would feel this guilty for not going home. But it was an awful feeling. She should have sucked it up and went back, especially since she missed Thanksgiving. Now she'd missed New Years too. She could have at least called her dad to wish him a happy birthday. But she hadn’t. What kind of daughter was she?
Feeling something nudge her arm, she glanced up, meeting a pair of soft brown eyes with her own. “Hi baby,” she whispered, holding her hand out to her dog. “Do you need to go outside?” She didn’t expect to get an answer, but she could understand her well enough to know what she was asking. She expected her to bark or walk into the next room as she waited for Bridgit to hook her leash up, but she didn’t move. She could sense the sadness, she knew she could, and her eyes even seemed to mirror the emotion right back. “Do you miss him too?” She asked, quietly, gently running her hand over Nala’s head. “You miss daddy?”
She had never thought about how hard it must be for her pet. She had been with Shane ever since she’d gotten her, and he had been around the dog almost as much as she had. Just like she’d been around his dogs. Not only did the poor thing have to wrap her head around the fact that someone who was so often around her owner wasn’t there anymore, she had ripped her away from her parents, her best friends, her friends’ dogs and everything she knew back at home. She had never once thought about how hard it must have been for the dog. She had never once given her a reason to. Instead of people coming over to constantly shower her with attention, it was only Bridgit there, and sometimes she might as well be a ghost.
"I’m so sorry," the blonde whispered, her eyes burning with tears. "I’m so horrible to you. I’m so sorry." Licking her nose, the dog laid down, dropping her head in her owner's lap. Sighing, she moved so her knees weren't poking her, burying her face in Nala's soft fur. "I love you," she mumbled, wrapping her arms around the pup. "Thank you." Through everything, she couldn't leave -- she didn't have that option. But she wouldn't if she did. She loved Bridgit unconditionally. She was there when she cried herself to sleep every night, when she woke up from a nightmare and sobbed into her pillow until she drifted back to sleep. She was there when she couldn't sleep, when she paced the floors and left every single light on because she was too nervous to be alone in the dark. She was there. She was always there.
"I love you," Bridgit said again, her voice cracking. "I don't know what I'd do without you, girl. I honestly don't." She pulled away, still running her hand over the soft fur. If she had to say what she was most thankful for in her life, she knew what her answer would be. Nala. Sometimes, it felt like she was the only one she was hanging on for. She was her anchor. And she hoped she didn't have to say goodbye to her anytime soon.
















