So I’ve been thinking about serving a mission? But by the time I’m ready to leave I’ll be 24 and I know age shouldn’t influence my decision but I really feel that all the other sisters will be 19-20 so what if we don’t get along since I’m already so bad at making friends and anxiety issues and my boyfriend comes back from his mission 3 months after I plan to leave so should I just not go and just get married ??? I just don’t know what to do 😬😣😫
Also don’t wanna tell my parents because it’s always been their dream for me to go on a mission so if I say it and don’t end up going then that’ll crush them ahhh
Also my boyfriend really can’t wait to start a family so what if he doesn’t wait for me and I just can’t deal with so many what ifs lol














