#lea asks

[silvermistcosmos]

Hii!🥰 I’d like to be shipped romantically with Enhypen. Im 20 and my pronouns are she/her. Im 5’4 and i have short brown hair and brown eyes. Im an introvert but when im with my friends i can be very loud and outgoing. I love reading, going for long walks, hanging out with friends and studying about subjects im interested in. Quality time and physical touch are my love languages. I consider myself a good listener and I always try to take care of my friends and be there for them, but Its hard for me to open up about my feelings unless i really trust that person.

I hope this is enough! im sorry its kinda awkward talking abt myself😭😭 but this game is super fun!! thanks for doing it!! I love your writings sm, im looking forward for your next ones!!💗

lea🧸

Oh my goodness, hiiii! firstly, I want to say thank you for reading my pieces and even coming into my asks to tell me you liked it. It means a lot to me, you don’t even know! and secondly, don’t worry about it, you’re perfectly alright! I totally understand more than anyone about being awkward, but you don’t seem awkward to me at all, so~~ 💕 I really hope you like this lil’ blurb! 

I ship you with...Heeseung 

I seriously have this feeling that Heeseung’s love languages are quality time and maybe physical touch (or words of affirmation) and I feel like he would need someone who is a great listener. And it seems to me that you both have similar traits so I think you would get a long with Heeseung best. 

pairing - heeseung x lea 

genre - angst, fluff // blurb 

wordcount - 466

warning(s) - Heeseung crying (thats a warning in itself, plz) 

a/n -  if you would like to be shipped as well, check out my Enhypen & BTS ship game

You had just gotten back from work, tired and ready to sleep, but the fatigue instantly went away when you found Heeseung leaning against the couch, tears streaming down his face as he rested his face on his knees, “Hee, what’s wrong?! Are you alright?” You ran across the room, dropping your purse and keys on the floor as you crouched down next to him to hold his face in your hands. 

He shook his head, positioning his head on your chest, “I was terrible today...” He admitted between sobs. 

“What? What do you mean?” You asked, stroking his back, finding any way to calm him down. 

“At practice...I kept messing up and everyone was getting so frustrated.” He choked and you sighed, wrapping your arms around him to let him know you were there as he continued to talk, “And at vocal lessons, my voice kept cracking. We tried to record a song today, but I couldn’t hit the high notes so we had to postpone the recording.” He sniffled, tears soaking your t-shirt. 

“My love..” You started, pulling his face from your chest and holding it with your hands. You wiped his tears gently with your thumb, “Are you crying because you messed up or because you think the boys are blaming you?” You asked, but you already knew the answer. Who couldn’t know when he so desperately wants to be someone that the boys can look up to and learn from. 

He didn’t answer, but instead put his head down, “You know...just because you’re the oldest, doesn’t mean you can’t make mistakes or have your off days. To be honest, if you’re so perfect all the time in front of them, I feel like it would be harder for them to open up to you. Sometimes you have to show your weakness to build a stronger relationship and trust. Your weakness can be what makes you stronger, hm?” You kissed his forehead and rubbed his shoulder, his flow of tears slowing down, “And I don’t think even one of those boys are blaming you for anything. Yes, they might be frustrated at times, but they are intelligent, smart, and understanding young men who don’t expect you to never make a mistake. Nobody is perfect and I think it’s a good to know that and not beat yourself up over a bad day, okay?” 

Heeseung nodded his head and looked at you, laughing quietly, “I don’t know how you always manage to make me feel better. It’s like your magic power.” He smiled, kissing your cheek. 

“Hey,” You nudged his shoulder, “I love you, don’t forget that, hm?” You pat his shoulder, standing up, “Now, why don’t you give them a call?” 

“After we cuddle...I think we’ve both had a long and tiring day.”  

[sunlightheidi]

Heidi ♥️

Your reply to my post made me so happy 😊 Thank you so much and I’m very glad we got to meet one another today and I’m excited to become better friends now!!! ♥️

I’d love to return the favor because I see how much you love Jihyun. I actually just played his route for the first time a short while ago and it makes me sad that he often tries to carry everything on his own shoulders and sacrifice himself versus asking for help from anyone. Even after his journey of self discovery I feel like these habits would be difficult for him to break so I’m curious how your character helps him work through times where he feels like this. How she shows him he genuinely can depend on and ask her for help?

Also I do weekly self ship questions if you’d like to be included I’d love to add you to the list please just say the word ♥️

Thank you so much for your question Lea! ♥️ It’s practically the first ask I have ever received and it made me so infinitely happy. I would love to be included in your weekly self ship questions – may I just say what a wonderful and kind gesture that is? You're an absolute angel.

Anyway, here’s a little blurb on my relationship with Jihyun. Enjoy~

For so much of his life, Jihyun did nothing but worry – about Rika, his friends, the twins who deserved more, and his mother who he learned to cherish a little too late.

After all this time, with everything that he has learned about himself, his dreams, and the life he wishes to live – Jihyun still worries, unnecessarily so. He has always given himself freely and entirely to those he loves, wants to ensure they are happy, and safe, and at peace to live out their dreams.

It truly is just who he is. I don’t think that will ever change.

He’s still clever (shockingly sly), always kind, always worrying – and I love him for it.

Because with Jihyun, I never have to question whether he cares. It is apparent in everything he does, in the truth behind his every word, in the tender way he touches me. His kindness is what drew me to him, his selflessness is what made me stay.

What has changed, is his frustrating habit of taking care of everyone but himself. He’s always had courage in his convictions (ugh, stubborn man); but now, there is someone that worries about him and that makes all the difference.

Because when I find him staring out the window, freezing hands and eyes a little clouded, I go to him quietly. I place our mugs of hot coffee on the table and say nothing as I wrap my arms around his waist, lay my cheek against the soft skin of his back.

I sit with him in the dark, patiently wait in the silence – smiles and kisses, and I love you’s ready for whenever he decides he’s ready.

He comes back to me eventually, he always does.

There is always a trace of guilt in his eyes when he meets my gaze, ashamed of his fear – but I lift his chin, trace the outline of his jaw and his cheekbones with my thumbs.

You don’t have to do this alone, I say. Never pushy or demanding, simply a hand and lasting love offered to him.

He accepts it and says nothing at all, only wraps his arms around my waist, and I breathe him in (all summer rain and sunshine) and let myself fall into him.

Taking his hand, I guide him to the warmth of our bed, where he rests his head on my chest and I hold him a little tighter - run my fingers through the softness of his hair and count his breaths as he counts mine.

Quietly, slowly, he confesses his troubles against the curve of my neck.

I listen to his doubts, his hopes, and every thought spinning around his pretty head. And finally, when he sighs in relief, I bring his face up to mine.

I kiss him until morning – cold coffee and endless thoughts long forgotten.

[aspidities]

Not want to be too personal but what was your graduation? I'm not American, so I know in USA sometimes people can have 2 graduations (something like a grad and a minor)

No worries pal, I think you’re referring to what we call ‘majors’ or ‘concentrations’, and in that case I majored in Biology, with a minor in Classic Literature. I didn’t go further with my bio degree because academia in herpetology is super cis-male based but I sometimes regret that.

[parkhabits]

So my boyfriend asked me a question tonight.

If you were to choose five male idols to be in a superidol kpop group, who would you choose?

I honestly do not know 🤯

But I’d love to hear who y’all would throw together! Reblog or let me know who your 5 idols would be ! I’m really interested to know :)