#leafcrowns

[dissociationdude]

Clockwork was created by someone who sexually abused me for 11 months of my childhood. REWRITE THE STORY HOWEVER THE FUCK YOU PLEASE.

I don't understand the creepy pasta community protecting a character's story so hard when the person who created the story is a perpetrator of sexual abuse. Multiple times over.

I get it, you like the character, you like the story, but you do not need to ride the wave of protecting the creator's story by any means.

Here is my original post explaining things.

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I don't care if you like a character created by an abusive person, but I am so sick of seeing people defend his "right" to have his story unchanged. Yea, it's a personal vent story he created, but god forbid someone on the internet changes minor details of the character he's created because that's an attack on him. I don't think he deserves the protection y'all think he does.

I know it's been 10 years now. I get that I need to get over things. I just hate seeing minors defend the creator of clockwork when he's not a safe person. I feel a weird need to protect people from him, even if he's off the internet mostly.

I hope this doesn't come off weird I just want people to know they shouldn't give a fuck about this guys feelings.

[dissociationdude]

Can you please provide evidence of your accusations against Dani. You can not make a huge accusation like that and share no evidence.

lmfao!! okay sympathizer. I have a whole 76 page poetry project, about the whole abuse situation. I don't need to provide any more evidence than that, but whatever. i have multiple witnesses to the relationship but wont be sharinf . I would not write 76 pages of bullshit if it wasn't truly what happened. Aside from that, it happened when I was 14 years old. I have no fucking proof aside from his admissions in my messages when he approached me about my project being released in 2022, which i will provide. But I have nothing from the times we dated because why the fuck would I keep shit from 10 years ago? Why would I want to hold onto anything from someone that absolutely traumatized me?

You want proof? read the project.

DOG OF DEMORALIZATION

A poetry project started in 2020 and completed the end of 2022.An ode to the Dog of Demoralization, one who ruined with his bites and attack

it's literally up for free or pay what you want. i don't care. i am not lying about being abused.

The other accusations can literally be found on twitter if you just search enough under LeafCrowns. I'm not doing the work for you.

here's him literally admitting he treated me exactly how the project states. Yes, he apologized, but it became a conversation that was filled with explaining his behaviours in a way that just guilted me into feeling bad for him. It did not erase any damage to me, or other people he was with after.

I blocked him shortly after this conversation and thought it would be done.

He also contacted me on DeviantArt for posting about him after we chatted on Facebook and I blocked him. Those messages will not be shared due to keeping another victim of his privacy. I blocked him again.

If you don't want to believe me, fine, but I've known him in person since 2014, and we dated for 11 months.

I obviously would love to wish the best for him but he's done too much for me to be able to. I do hope he's grown, but from talking to others who knew him, I really don't know.

Basically, if this is what you're going to come at me with regarding me dealing with sexual abuse?? then idk what to tell you. I made the callout to try and keep other people safe from him. Not for any other reason.

[dissociationdude]

leafcrowns/luciiid/sockbois/dani

LEAFCROWNS ON DEVIANTART, CREATOR OF CLOCKWORK (Creepy Pasta) raped me in my grade nine year and sexually abused me for the remainder of the relationship. He was 2 years older than me.

A lot of people probably wonder why leafcrowns doesn't post as much anymore and assumably, it's because I have called him out now on several platforms for his sexual abuse. Initially when I posted this news, I posted it with my poetry project about it, and I only posted it to instagram, facebook, and deviantart. I also shared it with someone who I thought would be safe, and they turned out to be his roommate at the time. They both talked me into taking his name out of posts, but it was not because I wanted to, they made me feel like I had to. Dani attempted to take accountability for his actions but did nothing aside from justify what happened with his own abuse story. He saw what he did as wrong, but still tried to play things off like he didn't do any wrong to others after me, he didn't know that's what he was doing at the time, he was mentally ill, etc. So I did, initially take his username out of the posts, as I was confronted by LeafCrowns to do so, and manipulated into thinking he has grown, changed, and healed. After verifying what he said to me with other sources, including talking to another person he had abused similarly, I have realized he has not changed. I found out he had drawn FERAL pornography and sent it to a minor https://twitter.com/safomeART/status/1417941354110402561 and honestly that is just enough for me to put his name back onto posts.

LeafCrowns is a chronic manipulator and victim blamer. He will do anything to make himself seem like a victim in these scenarios, including me calling him out, evidently, as he tried to claim I was attempting to profit off of the abuse with making my poetry project available for a dollar. I had the paywall for safety reasons, to make sure my poetry doesn't get in the wrong hands.

I can't stand to see so many minors on this site worshipping him for creating Clockwork. I don't put it lightly when I say he is sexually coercive, manipulative, and uses healing as a front for everything he does. He wants to keep himself painted as a soft person, and I won't allow him to do so. He sexually abused me for 11 months of my adolescence, confronted me about this project apologizing and claiming he did no wrong to anyone but me, and lied to me to keep his image up. He is dangerous. Do not interact with him if you're under 18.

If you're interested, the project is here. I guess it's my proof. I also still have the conversations we had saved of him telling me to take his name out and just manipulating me.

TLDR; Daniel is an abusive piece of shit, you can like his characters, but make sure to keep in mind who's content you're enjoying.

DOG OF DEMORALIZATION

A poetry project started in 2020 and completed the end of 2022.An ode to the Dog of Demoralization, one who ruined with his bites and attack

[dissociationdude]

Cw: CSA/callout discussion

Topic: I made a post about luciiid/leafcrowns/dani n abuse towards me. I regret it.

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The idea of ruining somebody’s safe space kills me and I hate it.

Vengeance didn’t make me feel better about being abused, it didn’t make me feel like I was protecting people. It made me feel guiltier for everything that follows suit with that.

Truthfully I want every person to be able to grow. The idea that only some people deserve to hold accountability for their actions for life or forever is just sad, and punishing someone for things they are trying to grow from and learn from feels like taking away their chance at being human.

I feel awful for my call out post about my abusive relationship with Dani at this point. It’s gotten too much traction to take down and remove but I thought it was going to keep people safe. He was already off the internet basically. I didn’t need to do this.

I really just wanted him to feel remorse for the abuse which.. at this point he probably just hates me which honestly; yea valid. I dont think he was malicious when he wanted me to take down the callout post. .. I dont think he is not problematic but I don’t think he deserves to be held accountable for abusing me when I was 14 years old anymore. He did some fucked up things, but he was a minor. I was a minor. We trauma bonded and it was AWFUL but why do I have to ruin his life over it?

I know some other people have been affected by his actions and it is inexcusable to not be upset for them but I can’t be upset at him for what happened to me personally anymore. I feel like I was objectified, but I was loved? Maybe. Idk. I don’t think Dani truly meant to abuse me but maybe it’s me ignoring red flags. Either way… I dont think he is unworthy of therapy. Of growth from this. Of being better. But he will still remain an abuser in the eyes of his victims and those that know of it.

I don’t know if Dani is the same as he was in 2014-2020. I don’t know who he is anymore. I cannot say with any confidence that I hate him, and that he can’t grow. I don’t hold that belief that children who do hurt others as children deserve to be punished for life. I dont think he deserves to be punished forever unless he persisted on other issues than my own. This is just me being honest that I have to forgive him to move on.

I am sorry for creating drama. I am sorry for calling out my abuser as an act of being the hero when really it just made me villainize someone who was also just a kid who was hurting. I didn’t understand the nuances of being a survivor of this. I wish I knew better than to run a smear campaign for revenge that didn’t even help me feel better.

Please take my post with a grain of salt because my forgiveness isnt all victims. And I need to be clear that I don’t know him now. But yea. Idk.