Apr 6
Still early (tight like barbwire)
I know its still early.
we have just got in a good place...which was faster than i thought.
but its like having barbwire trapped around your arm...its been there for so long that the wound have healed and its imbedded.
i am letting go, giving you space but it hurts.
i dont want it too, i know its still fresh so its going to be hard...but the barb wire has been removed and it hurts.
I was used to where it was, so its remembering that this is for the better and it will heal again...it will just take time to get used to...
i know this will make me better as a person and us better together...
its just time...iv spend nearly 31 years on this earth...its just a little more time.
Time...patience...
It Will Get better x
