#learningtofindpeace

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Poppy, violet, locust

What color was your childhood home?the first place i lived was a brick townhouse. then we moved into a cream colored house (ugly af) and at some point when i was in middle school my parents painted it yellow

Do you like where you’re from?i’ll always have a deep abiding love for atlanta. i grew up just north of the city and i hate it. the suburbs are fucking trash. or at least that part is.

What was your favorite book as a child?oh man i read a lot. i loved the little house on the prairie books and pretty much anything else that’s like, tough girl historical fiction. caddie woodlawn. the american girl books, the dear america books. stuff like that.

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@learningtofindpeace replied to your post “my therapist is going out of network and i just talked to the office...”

I know MN works with OHP. both residential and php/iop. I'm sorry things are freaking crazy. What even is a $10,000 out of pocket deductible? like that's insane.

back in 2014/2015, ohp wouldn’t pay for rainrock or edce because they thought that it would be totally fine for me to commute 5 hours round trip each day to st. vincent in portland. it wasn’t until about the middle of 2015 that i heard about people winning the fight of getting ohp to pay for treatment.

my in-network deductible is $2500 and that’s still absurd. thanks for the help, asshole insurance company.

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@learningtofindpeace replied to your post “the high school i went to has had a huge road construction project...”

Your hs starts at the end of July?! That's so crazy

ugh. yeah. it started when i was in middle school, i think. all the metro atlanta schools are on an almost year-round schedule. shorter summers, more breaks during the year. but going to school when it’s 100 degrees out and having to stick to a pretty strict dress code? fucking miserable.

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@learningtofindpeace replied to your post “someone bring me a milkshake i feel very sick and my throat hurts  i...”

lol you're basically a mormon? I hope you feel better very quick

the mormons have a book of health codes (kind of like kosher or halal) and it forbids tobacco, alcohol, and “hot drinks,” which the church has interpreted as coffee and tea. so when i talk about how i don’t drink anything hot, i tend to reference the LDS. bad joke that should prob be laid to rest lol

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Multiples of your fave number

oh god that could be so many questions lol so let’s go with 24

24. Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?i don’t think i have any outstanding issues with. they’ve all either been dealt with or mourned and gotten over.

42. Are you available?  for the first time in a long time, yes. i’ve been... let’s say emotionally unavailable for quite some time. but now it’s better. thanks, therapy!

66. Is the last person you kissed younger than you?yeah

84. Last time you slow danced with someone?um... honestly the last time i can remember was in 2010. i’m not into dancing.

108. Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012?yep

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learningtofindpeace replied to your post “i had a dream that i had a really great time at the coast and then got...”

what about beach near Eugene so no Portland traffic?

yeah, i go to florence/heceta beach every once in a while. i’ve just seen some cool stuff about beaches near the washington border. i’ve seen less of oregon than i’d like to.