Tenía tanto miedo de hacerte daño y arruinarlo todo. Que terminé haciéndome daño y arruinando mi alma ya de por sí rota.
—Alexa.

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Tenía tanto miedo de hacerte daño y arruinarlo todo. Que terminé haciéndome daño y arruinando mi alma ya de por sí rota.
—Alexa.
Lo increíble es que no me dejaste sin palabras, tampoco titubeé. Es lo que realmente amo de ti, que puedo decirte absolutamente todo, sin miedo, porque sé que guardarás mis secretos y que vale la pena decirte Te Amo.
—Alexa.
Ya estuvo bien, ya basta de alejar a todo el mundo. Ésta vez... quizá sí se quede.
For DAD
For me It started when I opened my eyes.
Terrified of the noises and bright lights
Welcomed into the world by arms opened wide
But what did the doctor say when
He pulled you aside?
Something about being a father
And you decided to hide
Everyone questioned where you had gone
When you left me alone with my sister and mom
They had no idea, no clue where you’d be
They didn’t even mention how you left me
All alone in a crib
With not much to give
I cried and I cried
And threw little fits
But because you were gone
I didn’t understand
When mom would leave too
Sister holding my hand
But while you were gone for a year and a day
Remembering me,
You had nothing to say
Every line spoke just to get out of the way
What I thought would be good
You just threw away.
Every time I tried to call you dad
You just laughed Like i wasn’t sad
I would smile up at you
But you’d just spit back
I held in my angst and all of my tears
For my whole life with you
All of 14 years.
But then mom said
Hey come stay with me
He doesn’t deserve to make you unhappy
I’ll hold you close
Like he never did
I’ll fight for your life
You’re my daughter, my kid.
As long as I live
I’ll see to it you do too
I’m sorry for leaving,
I still love you.
I looked for you dad, but I had no clue who you were
I couldn’t even place a face anymore.
I continued to ponder what life would be like
If you hadn’t left me, if you were still by my side
Now that I’ve graduated I’ve simply moved on
I couldn’t imagine where my life would have gone
If I had stayed looking for the relationship I’ve wanted for so long.
And even through trials and all the dark days
I miss you enough for it to get in the way
Social media tells and private messages await
But I can’t picture you in a setting so great.
But you left me so young
So vulnerable and dull.
I had lost all my faith and my heart took a toll
I’m moving on life isn’t built on regrets.
Though it’s hard to understand life on a lost bet.
I miss you dad, yes, every chance that I get.
But how can you miss someone you’ve never even met?
📍🇨🇴
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You told me I was pretty, but I guess you thought the beach was prettier..